{"id":9879,"date":"2023-01-14T21:14:38","date_gmt":"2023-01-14T21:14:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=9879"},"modified":"2023-01-14T21:14:38","modified_gmt":"2023-01-14T21:14:38","slug":"proze-poetike-nga-jerida-kulla","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=9879","title":{"rendered":"PROZ\u00cb POETIKE NGA JERIDA KULLA"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"160\" height=\"266\" src=\"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/JERIDA-KULLA.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-9880\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Un\u00eb jam un\u00eb, ku(r)do<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>1 grusht i vog\u00ebl u ngrit dhe u ul\ndisa her\u00eb me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00eb intensitet, me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn forc\u00eb n\u00eb aj\u00ebr. Goditi me t\u00ebr\u00eb\nenergjin\u00eb e fshehur n\u00eb shpirt ajrin e elektrizuar si pas nj\u00eb shkreptim\u00eb\nrrufeje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>T\u00eb tmerruara molekulat u larguan\nnga nj\u00ebra-tjetra dhe u fsheh\u00ebn diku, n\u00eb nj\u00eb cep t\u00eb hap\u00ebsir\u00ebs. Nxirrnin vet\u00ebm\nkok\u00ebn t\u00eb shikonin, pasi t\u00eb preknin shoqen kishin frik\u00eb, se mos\u2026 dhe\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nga ajo hap\u00ebsir\u00eb e vog\u00ebl larg\u00ebsie\nu fut qenia ime, pa ditur se kush e shtynte drejt atij misteri. Ndoshta\nk\u00ebrsh\u00ebria, ndoshta ekzistenca e jet\u00ebs. Ka mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb jet\u00eb edhe ndonj\u00eb ndoshta e\ntret\u00eb, q\u00eb qenia ime e merrte si t\u00eb mir\u00ebqen\u00eb, po truri nuk arrinte ta\nperceptonte dhe ta deshifronte me tinguj, fjal\u00eb, pasi operacionet e t\u00eb menduarit\nt\u00eb kishin p\u00ebrfunduar. Pikat e sinapsit nuk arrinin t\u00eb lidheshin me\nnj\u00ebra-tjetr\u00ebn, edhe pse zgjateshin e zgjateshin, sa thua mund t\u00eb k\u00ebputeshin n\u00eb\n\u00e7ast dhe i gjith\u00eb aksioni i t\u00eb menduarit do t\u00eb d\u00ebshtonte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nj\u00eb mister i vog\u00ebl larg\u00ebsie p\u00ebr\nata q\u00eb ishin n\u00eb an\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr, por nj\u00eb univers i t\u00ebr\u00eb pa form\u00eb, pa skaje, pa\nkufij\u2026 nj\u00eb sip\u00ebrfaqe e ngjashme me tok\u00ebn time, po nuk ishte ajo. Ajo tok\u00eb ku\necja ishte e ashp\u00ebr dhe nj\u00ebkoh\u00ebsisht e but\u00eb si kadife, e ftoht\u00eb si Antarktida e\nnj\u00ebherazi e ngroht\u00eb si dielli i Saharas\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7\u2019vend ishte vall\u00eb ky, ku hapi i\ndyt\u00eb nuk ngjante me t\u00eb parin? Ku loj\u00ebrat ishin nga m\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7uditshmet?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Megjith\u00ebse barometri tregonte\nzero, un\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebri arrija t\u00eb merrja frym\u00eb, dometh\u00ebn\u00eb jetoja, jetoja. Kjo do t\u00eb\nishte \u201cshpikja\u201d ime e par\u00eb\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Prekja veten me duar p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb\nse mos isha n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr. Pasi truri im, koh\u00ebt e fundit, n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr ku nuk m\u00eb\n\u00e7onte, n\u00eb planete t\u00eb zbuluara dhe n\u00eb t\u00eb panjohura, q\u00eb po t\u2019i mbaja mend kur\nhapja syt\u00eb, mund t\u00eb ishte ndonj\u00eb planet i ri q\u00eb priste ftes\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb ardhur p\u00ebr\nvizit\u00eb n\u00eb Tok\u00eb. Pas \u00e7do prekje, dridhej di\u00e7ka n\u00eb trup. Ndonj\u00eb qeliz\u00eb do t\u00eb\nishte pa qejf. I k\u00ebrkova ndihm\u00eb neuronit ta sh\u00ebronte. Zgjati pak k\u00ebmb\u00ebn dhe me\nantenat e tij e preku lehtazi si nj\u00eb fllad ere. Nj\u00eb zhaurim\u00eb e zvargur u ndie,\nkapi veshi k\u00ebt\u00eb rezonanc\u00eb kaq t\u00eb ul\u00ebt. Nga ligjet e fizik\u00ebs kisha nj\u00eb far\u00eb\nnjohurie. K\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb e dija se n\u00eb asnj\u00eb mjedis pa oksigjen, asnj\u00eb qenie nuk\njeton, asgj\u00eb nuk d\u00ebgjohet, jo se nuk duam ne, por nuk do oksigjeni. \u00c7far\u00eb\nkishte p\u00ebsuar trupi im?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Un\u00eb a jam un\u00eb apo un\u00eb jam ti e ti\nkushedi kush je?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kjo gjendje elektrizimi po m\u00eb\n\u00e7mendte e po m\u00eb k\u00ebnaqte. Nuk po dija t\u00eb reagoja para k\u00ebtij fakti q\u00eb truri vet\u00ebm\ne perceptonte. Ngush\u00ebllohesha me t\u00eb vetmin fakt, se isha un\u00eb kudo, dometh\u00ebn\u00eb\ntrurin e kisha timin. \u00c7\u2019r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi do t\u00eb kishin t\u00eb tjerat?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Po vetja ime, do t\u00eb ishte e\nnj\u00ebjt\u00eb me t\u00eb par\u00ebn? Apo edhe ajo ishte m\u00ebrzitur e kishte dal\u00eb sh\u00ebtitje? N\u00eb\n\u00e7far\u00eb vendi apo sheshi nuk mund ta them, pasi gjith\u00e7ka ishte e drejt\u00eb, m\u00eb e\ndrejt\u00eb se e drejta. E kisha zili k\u00ebt\u00eb laborant, q\u00eb kishte eksperimentuar k\u00ebt\u00eb\nplan t\u00eb drejt\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u00eb asnj\u00eb vend s\u2019kishte t\u00eb\ninstaluar asnj\u00eb priz\u00eb, llamb\u00eb; asnj\u00eb yll nuk ishte lart mbi kok\u00eb a posht\u00eb meje;\nas Dielli me H\u00ebn\u00ebn nuk dilnin. E megjithat\u00eb, e t\u00ebr\u00eb hap\u00ebsira ishte drit\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Isha n\u00eb aj\u00ebr e p\u00ebrs\u00ebri nuk bija\nposht\u00eb; zog nuk isha e megjithat\u00eb fluturoja duke ecur. Nj\u00eb ecje fluturimi tep\u00ebr\ne \u00ebmb\u00ebl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u00ebja \u00e7udi me veten se sa shpejt\nshkova aty ku njer\u00ebzimi ka mij\u00ebra vite q\u00eb s\u2019po ik\u00ebn dot\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Un\u00eb jam un\u00eb, ku(r)do 1 grusht i vog\u00ebl u ngrit dhe u ul disa her\u00eb me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00eb intensitet, me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn forc\u00eb n\u00eb aj\u00ebr. Goditi me t\u00ebr\u00eb energjin\u00eb e fshehur n\u00eb shpirt ajrin e elektrizuar si pas nj\u00eb shkreptim\u00eb rrufeje. T\u00eb tmerruara molekulat u larguan nga nj\u00ebra-tjetra dhe u fsheh\u00ebn diku, n\u00eb nj\u00eb cep&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":9880,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9879","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-letersi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9879","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9879"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9879\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9881,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9879\/revisions\/9881"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/9880"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9879"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9879"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9879"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}