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Rrogozhin\u00eb.\nVjesht\u00eb. Ndaloj n\u00eb qend\u00ebr. Asgj\u00eb ka mbetur nga \u00ebmb\u00ebltorja e \u201cMalokut\u201d. E vock\u00ebl\nsi edhe vet\u00eb kaushi me akullore. N\u00eb an\u00eb t\u00eb rrug\u00ebs. Pran\u00eb shkoll\u00ebs son\u00eb fillore.\nPrisnim me padurim t\u00eb vraponim tek ajo n\u00eb pushimin e gjat\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nTakohemi te \u201cMaloku\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xhelali,\npoeti i Rrogozhin\u00ebs, miku im q\u00eb nga klasa e par\u00eb fillore, foli si t\u00eb i ishim\nnj\u00eb gjysm\u00eb shekulli m\u00eb par\u00eb. Eh, koha pa fillim e fund.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nDjalosh, ku \u00ebsht\u00eb lokali i \u201cMalokut\u201d?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pyes\nnj\u00eb kalimtar. I riu m\u00eb shikon me habi. Tek aeroporti \u201cN\u00ebn\u00eb Tereza\u201d, mora nj\u00eb\nfiat t\u00eb vog\u00ebl me qira. Targ\u00ebn e ka italiane.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Nga\nItalia vini?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Jo,\nnga Amerika.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nHera e par\u00eb?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Po,\nn\u00eb Rrogozhin\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Nga\njeni?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nK\u00ebtu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nLokali \u00ebsht\u00eb ky n\u00eb an\u00eb. Parko te benzinata ngjitur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pallat\nmadh\u00ebshtor\u00eb. Modern. Kati i par\u00eb dyqane dhe nj\u00eb pijetore. Futem brenda, si t\u00eb\njem n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn 7, Uashington. \u00c7do gj\u00eb me shije. Arkitektur\u00eb moderne. Afrohet\nkamerieri, rreth t\u00eb tridhjetave.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\n\u00c7far\u00eb d\u00ebshironi t\u00eb merrni?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nKafe dhe nj\u00eb shishe uji. E njihni Xhelal Toskun? Po, i pari demokrat n\u00eb qytetin\nton\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xhelal\nTosku shfaqet te dera.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Si\ngjithnj\u00eb, korrek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u00ebrqafohemi\nme mall. T\u00eb dy t\u00eb moshuar. Ka rrjedhur shum\u00eb uj\u00eb. Por, miq\u00ebsia ka mbetur ajo.\nF\u00ebmij\u00ebris\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nMarrim nga nj\u00eb pije me ngjyr\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Me\nshum\u00eb k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi, por jam n\u00eb timon. Ti merr \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb duash.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nPara se ta shkelim, le t\u00eb b\u00ebjm\u00eb nj\u00eb foto.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xhelali\nngre n\u00eb duar librim tim \u201cN\u00eb sirtar\u201d. Foton e vendos n\u00eb \u201cFacebook\u201d. Sikur t\u00eb\nishte pas der\u00ebs, Ylli Xhaferri komenton. \u201cSa do t\u00eb d\u00ebshiroja t\u00eb isha n\u00eb at\u00eb\ntryez\u00eb me ju\u201d. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Me\nYllin flas shpesh n\u00eb mesinxher. Jeton n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb. Megjith\u00ebse m\u00eb i madh n\u00eb mosh\u00eb,\ndisa vite, e kemi ruajtur miq\u00ebsin\u00eb. Na lidhin librat. Ai mbaroi p\u00ebr let\u00ebrsi. E\ncaktuan m\u00ebsues n\u00eb nj\u00eb fshat t\u00eb Kuk\u00ebsit. Fare i ri shkroi poezi. Pak dit\u00eb m\u00eb\npar\u00eb fol\u00ebm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nRilexova librin e Visarit, \u201cRrug\u00ebt e ferrit\u201d. T\u00eb ka p\u00ebrshkruar me dashuri. Te\nsheshi p\u00ebrpara gjimnazit duhet t\u00eb ngrihet bust. Brezat t\u00eb m\u00ebsojn\u00eb se n\u00eb bankat\ne shkoll\u00ebs u formuan dhe heronj n\u00eb koh\u00ebt m\u00eb t\u00eb err\u00ebta. Antijet\u00eb. Dhe t\u00eb ndihen\nkrenar\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nVisari \u00ebsht\u00eb heroi i v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. E arrestuan dhe s\u2019foli gj\u00eb p\u00ebr asnj\u00ebrin nga ne.\nMadje na mbrojti nga p\u00ebrbind\u00ebshat. Busti i tij duhet t\u00eb ngrihet n\u00eb nj\u00eb park t\u00eb\nkryeqytetit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ai\nshkruan se ti, vet\u00ebm ti nga grupi i poet\u00ebve, rrethi i shok\u00ebve, u thirre dhe e\nmbrojte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ata\nm\u00eb thirr\u00ebn n\u00eb ballafaqim. E un\u00eb e kam pyetur veten shum\u00eb. P\u00ebrse mua.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– U\nq\u00ebndrove. Nuk u thyeve.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– T\u00eb\nflas\u00ebsh tani \u00ebsht\u00eb e leht\u00eb. S\u2019e kam ndjer\u00eb veten m\u00eb t\u00eb frik\u00ebsuar. M\u00eb fut\u00ebn n\u00eb\nnj\u00eb dhom\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb kallte dat\u00ebn. M\u00eb par\u00eb ishin p\u00ebrpjekur t\u00eb m\u00eb legjendonin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nS\u2019po t\u00eb kuptoj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ylli\nfshiu syt\u00eb. Iu lag\u00ebn. Z\u00ebri ndryshoi. Filloi t\u2019i dridhet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– T\u00eb\nm\u00ebsojn\u00eb \u00e7\u2019far\u00eb t\u00eb thuash. G\u00ebnjesh dhe t\u00eb shkat\u00ebrrosh, jo vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb jet\u00eb, por\nnj\u00eb fis t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00eb\nmendje, menj\u00ebher\u00eb, m\u00eb shkoi Shalamovi te \u201cTregimet e Kolimas\u201d, \u201c\u2026 Kuptova se\n\u2018fitoret\u2019 e Stalinit ishin vrasja e t\u00eb pafajshm\u00ebve prej tij\u201d. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ylli\nmori nj\u00eb shishe uji dhe kaloi posht\u00eb hidh\u00ebrimin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nSyt\u00eb e ndezur t\u00eb mikut tim, Visarit, ishin futur thell\u00eb, sikur t\u2019i fshiheshin\npisturis\u00eb s\u00eb torturuesve. \u00c7\u2019i kishin b\u00ebr\u00eb? Dob\u00ebsuar, qethur\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u2019u\nduk se m\u00eb q\u00ebndronte p\u00ebrpara nj\u00eb i burgosur i Mathauzenit. U drith\u00ebrova i t\u00ebr\u00eb.\nFrik\u00eb. Ky emocion i fuqish\u00ebm primitiv m\u00eb kishte pushtuar t\u00eb t\u00ebrin. \u00c7far\u00eb m\u00eb\nparalajm\u00ebronte. \u00c7far\u00eb rreziku m\u00eb k\u00ebrc\u00ebnohej. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cH\u00eb,\ne njeh k\u00ebt\u00eb? Si e njeh? Shkruani poezi\u2026\u201d. M\u2019u err\u00ebn syt\u00eb. K\u00ebmb\u00ebt po m\u00eb linin.\nShoku hetues, iu p\u00ebrgjigja me z\u00eb q\u00eb dilte nga thell\u00ebsia e zemr\u00ebs, ua kam th\u00ebn\u00eb\nedhe m\u00eb par\u00eb: jemi koleg\u00eb dhe e njoh p\u00ebr m\u00ebsues t\u00eb talentuar, t\u00eb p\u00ebrkushtuar\u2026\nma nd\u00ebrpreu fjal\u00ebn, \u201cL\u00ebri, l\u00ebri k\u00ebto, s\u2019duam t\u2019ia dim\u00eb ne se je djal\u00eb komunisti\nti. T\u00eb plasim brenda, qelia ngjitur me t\u00eb dhe e sheh mir\u00eb i talentuar\u201d. M\u00eb lan\u00eb\nt\u00eb dal, por i ndjeja nga pas, k\u00ebmba-k\u00ebmb\u00ebs deri sa u ra perandoria. Nj\u00eb gj\u00eb m\u00eb\nmbeti plag\u00eb. Sh\u00ebndeti i babait u r\u00ebndua shum\u00eb. Nga zhg\u00ebnjimi i madh q\u00eb p\u00ebsoi, u\nmbyll brenda. D\u00ebnimi i Visarit e l\u00ebndoi sa s\u2019thuhej. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xhelali\nmerr telefonin tim dhe lexon komentin i mall\u00ebngjyer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nDesh p\u00ebrfunduam n\u00eb burg. Nuk e di n\u00ebse ta kam treguar pun\u00ebn e fletores.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Jo,\nkam d\u00ebshir\u00eb ta m\u00ebsoj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– E\ndi q\u00eb do ta hedh\u00ebsh n\u00eb tregim. Prandaj d\u00ebgjoje me kujdes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Porosisim\np\u00ebrs\u00ebri. Xhelali pije me ngjyr\u00eb un\u00eb kola dietike.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nNat\u00ebn m\u00eb vjen motra e Yllit dhe m\u00eb k\u00ebrkon Fletoren. Ishte e tronditur. Di\u00e7ka e\nr\u00ebnd\u00eb duhej t\u2019i kishte ndodhur shokut tim. Iu luta t\u00eb futej brenda. Ajo b\u00ebri\nshenj\u00eb jo dhe m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoi q\u00eb t\u00eb mos tregoja q\u00eb e pata, n\u00ebse pyetesha. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen\nm\u00ebsova se ishte arrestuar Visar Zhiti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\n\u00c7\u2019ishte kjo fletore misterioze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nBomb\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb plaste nd\u00ebr duar. Poezi t\u00eb p\u00ebrkthyera t\u00eb autorve t\u00eb huaj,\neuropian\u00eb, nga bota, t\u00eb pabotuar tek ne, emra t\u00eb ndaluar. Edhe krijime t\u00eb nj\u00eb\ngrupi poet\u00ebsh t\u00eb rinj, q\u00eb ishin miq. I shtonim. Mes tyre Visari\u2026 edhe Ylli, dhe\nun\u00eb. T\u00eb tjer\u00eb, q\u00eb u besonim\u2026 P\u00ebr nj\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb kam jetuar me frik\u00ebn se m\u00eb\nth\u00ebrrasin sot e m\u00eb th\u00ebrrasin nes\u00ebr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u00c7\u2019u\nb\u00eb me fletoren?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– E\nzhduku e motra. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lexoj\nn\u00eb internet se gazetar Kaloshi D. ka gjetur nj\u00eb dokument tjet\u00ebr, ku hidhet\ndrit\u00eb prap\u00eb rreth hetuesis\u00eb s\u00eb Visar Zhitit, por dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt. Nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb\nkrenarie m\u00eb pushton t\u00eb t\u00ebrin. Miku im Visar Zhiti nuk kishte implikuar ask\u00ebnd\ngjat\u00eb hetuesis\u00eb s\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb. Perkundrazi, i kishte mbrojtur. E kishin dokumentet.\nKishte q\u00ebndruar. Dhe, mendja m\u00eb shkon te oficeri i \u201cNeronit\u201d – president, q\u00eb\ns\u2019l\u00eb vend pa u shfaqur n\u00eb ekranet televizive sot, si nj\u00eb demokrat i madh. Eh,\npjesa e prapme e medaljes e quan Visari te poezia \u201cNj\u00eb demon i vog\u00ebl i step\u00ebs\u201d.\nE pash\u00eb dhe anglisht poezin\u00eb. Atdhe pa President, Presidenti pa atdhe,\nposht\u00ebrsi e mashtrime, k\u00ebrkoi t\u2019i vjedh\u00eb heroiken, jo Visarit, se nuk ia heq\ndot, por asaj q\u00eb p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebson Visari, q\u00ebndres\u00ebn, poetin q\u00eb i mbijetoi ferrit\nkomunist t\u00eb ngritur dhe nga ai, komandant dje, president sot… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00cbsht\u00eb\nor\u00eb e von\u00eb. Dua te flas me dik\u00eb. Ku eshte Ylli, ku ndrit? Nata e Uashingtonit\nvezullon nga dritat pafund, si yje t\u00eb r\u00ebn\u00eb\u2026 Ylli im, ku je? S\u2019t\u00eb flas dot, por\nm\u00eb rivjen biseda me ty, e gjall\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Do\nt\u2019m\u00eb fal\u00ebsh, por s\u2019rrija pa folur dot me nje mik\u2026 t\u00eb Fletores. E pe \u00e7\u2019shkruhej\nper Visarin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Po.\nDhe i dija. B\u00ebn\u00eb mir\u00eb q\u00eb nxjerrin dokumenta. E botuan disa gazeta, nj\u00eb gur\u00eb\ntjet\u00ebr n\u00eb themelet e s\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nDikur ti, Ylli, m\u00eb kishe th\u00ebn\u00eb se me 2-B ishin t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb intelektual\u00ebt q\u00eb sistemi\ni piketonte. Nd\u00ebrsa ata q\u00eb paraqisnin rrezik, i kalonte n\u00eb 2-A. I b\u00ebnte gati\np\u00ebr burg. \u00c7\u00ebshtje jav\u00ebsh a dit\u00ebsh\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Po,\npo, v\u00ebrtet. 2-B ishte thjesht dosje p\u00ebrgjimi. 2A \u00ebsht\u00eb sulmi, humnera. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nN\u00ebse\u2026 dua t\u00eb m\u00ebsoj di\u00e7ka rreth fletores misterioze\u2026 \u00c7\u2019u b\u00eb me t\u00eb, ku e \u00e7oi\nmotra? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ajo\nfletore nis me nj\u00eb mikun ton\u00eb poet. Plot me p\u00ebrkthime, poezi nga bota,\nshekullit XX. Visari, pasi e lexoi, me lejen e tij, e kopjoi. K\u00ebshtu benim, mes\nt\u00eb besuarve. Pa th\u00ebn\u00eb dhe se ku e mor\u00ebm, as kujt ia dham\u00eb. Ruanim\nnj\u00ebri-tjetrin. Por dhe donim t\u00eb p\u00ebrhapnim poezin\u00eb e madhe. Mua ma dha Visari.\nIshim m\u00ebsues n\u00eb fshatrat e Kuk\u00ebsit, shkonim n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb te nj\u00ebri-tjetri, 2-3 or\u00eb\nlarg, maleve. Pra, n\u00eb dijenin\u00eb time, tre a kat\u00ebr vet\u00eb e kishim lexuar at\u00eb\nfletore\u2026 nd\u00ebrsa nga shok\u00ebt s\u2019e di se sa vet\u00eb e kopjuan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nShok\u00eb, e ke fjal\u00ebn p\u00ebr poet\u00eb si ju?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Po,\nt\u00eb thash\u00eb, ne ishim disa t\u00eb rinj q\u00eb shkruanim dhe i besonim nj\u00ebri-tjetrit. I\njepnin \u00e7\u2019kishim, \u00e7\u2019gjenim\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nLexova p\u00ebr nj\u00ebrin q\u00eb s\u2019e kishin kaluar n\u00eb 2-A.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– S\u2019e\ndi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– N\u00eb\nlib\u00ebr Visari ka shkruar se n\u00ebna e tij takoi edhe Kryetarin e Lidhjes s\u00eb\nShkrimtar\u00ebve.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nN\u00ebna e Visarit u b\u00eb cop\u00eb ta shp\u00ebtonte. I fshehu shkrimet e tij dhe fletoren,\nsigurisht. I fut\u00ebn n\u00ebntok\u00eb. Kontrolluan sht\u00ebpin\u00eb, por nuk gjet\u00ebn gj\u00eb. Kryetari\ni Lidhjes i tha q\u00eb djali t\u2019i zgjidhte shok\u00ebt. Edhe n\u00eb qeli hetuesi, d\u00ebshmon\nVisari, i b\u00ebrtiste shpesh: fol\u00eb! Shok\u00ebt jan\u00eb si makinat \u201creportable\u201d, e\nshkarkuan te t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, mbi ty. Vet\u00ebm ti po e mban ngarkes\u00ebn. Fol\u00eb!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Po\nKryetari i Lidhjes e kishte fjal\u00ebn p\u00ebr poet\u00ebt?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nBesoj po.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u00eb\nfal se t\u00eb pyes. Pas burgosjes se Visarit n\u00eb Spa\u00e7, \u00e7far\u00eb ndodhi me poet\u00ebt e\ntjer\u00eb?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

–\nAsgj\u00eb. Disa u transferuan n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Po fletorja orgjinale\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Xhelal\nTosku<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Rrogozhin\u00eb. Vjesht\u00eb. Ndaloj n\u00eb qend\u00ebr. Asgj\u00eb ka mbetur nga \u00ebmb\u00ebltorja e \u201cMalokut\u201d. E vock\u00ebl si edhe vet\u00eb kaushi me akullore. N\u00eb an\u00eb t\u00eb rrug\u00ebs. Pran\u00eb shkoll\u00ebs son\u00eb fillore. Prisnim me padurim t\u00eb vraponim tek ajo n\u00eb pushimin e gjat\u00eb. – Takohemi te \u201cMaloku\u201d. Xhelali, poeti i Rrogozhin\u00ebs, miku im q\u00eb nga klasa e par\u00eb fillore,…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":9157,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9459","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-letersi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9459","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9459"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9459\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9461,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9459\/revisions\/9461"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/9157"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9459"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9459"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9459"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}