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  -pjes\u00eb nga romani \u201cFlaka e shpres\u00ebs<\/em><\/strong>\u201d-<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                     N\u00eb kujtim t\u00eb\nRamadan Pasma\u00e7iut, autorit t\u00eb paharruar \ne k\u00ebtij romani. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Kur mbaron s\u00eb lexuari k\u00ebt\u00eb roman\u00a0 t\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb me nj\u00eb stil mjaft t\u00ebrheq\u00ebs letrar e aspak narativ, q\u00eb derdhet me nj\u00eb gjuh\u00eb t\u00eb figurshme gjith\u00eb kolorit n\u00ebp\u00e8mjet nj\u00eb subjekti t\u00eb bollsh\u00ebm, t\u00eb plot\u00eb, por kon\u00e7iz, ndihesh i mbushur e i ngroht\u00eb, domosdo, edhe krenar p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00ebt tan\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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                                            Ramdan Pasma\u00e7iu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                       26 shkurt 1938, Berat.\n31 tetor 2021, Tiran\u00eb<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Karvani, me\nn\u00ebnt\u00eb kuaj gjith\u00ebsej, shpinte e binte njer\u00ebz n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn Berat – Janin\u00eb. Dhe ata\nt\u00eb dy, gjoja, p\u00ebr atje po shkonin. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qiraxhiu, nj\u00eb burr\u00eb i thyer po kock\u00ebfort\u00eb, i thinjur,\nfytyr\u00ebvrar\u00eb, vetullfshes\u00eb e me sy t\u00eb vec\u00ebrr, t\u00eb eg\u00ebr, ishte fjal\u00ebpak\u00eb. Nuk\nlidhej n\u00eb muhabet me udh\u00ebtar\u00ebt, ve\u00e7 e ngiste kalin me v\u00ebshtrimin p\u00ebrpara, duke\ne thithur \u00e7ibukun thell\u00eb e duke e nxjerr\u00eb tymin me sht\u00ebllunga. At\u00eb dit\u00eb ai nuk\ne drejtoi karvanin nga ana e Drobonikut, q\u00eb t\u00eb kalonte m\u00eb pas n\u00ebp\u00ebr \u00c7orrogjaf,\nn\u00eb Gllav\u00eb, Ballaban, K\u00eblcyr\u00eb e Tepelen\u00eb, por, sa la pas Ur\u00ebn e Goric\u00ebs, mori\nnga e djathta. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nj\u00eb mesoburrit l\u00ebkur\u00ebbardh\u00eb me ca bark, me  kasket\u00eb e me veshje qyteti, q\u00eb e pyeti  sepse \ne nd\u00ebrroi  krahun,  iu p\u00ebrgjigj preras: <\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Un\u00eb e di nga e heq udh\u00ebn! Po s\u2019t\u00eb p\u00eblqeu, zbrit!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Jo, ore, se s\u2019ta thash\u00eb me t\u00eb keq! – m\u00ebrm\u00ebriti\nmesoburri dhe heshti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qiraxhiut sikur s\u2019i shkuan n\u00eb vesh\u00eb ato fjal\u00eb. Nuk foli\nm\u00eb, por u  koll nja dy – tri her\u00eb dhe\np\u00ebshtyu m\u00ebnjanas. I priu kuajt drejt Velabishtit. La Palik\u00ebshtin n\u00eb t\u00eb majt\u00eb, i\nra Mbreshtanit p\u00ebrbri, kaloi mbi Galin\u00eb, n\u00ebp\u00ebr Paftal, Mbolan e Sinj\u00eb, q\u00eb t\u00eb\ndilte n\u00eb Mallakast\u00ebr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ai, edhe pse ca si nurs\u00ebz, qenkej njeri shpirtmir\u00eb dhe\nnuk sillej keq me udh\u00ebtar\u00ebt. E ndalonte karvanin n\u00eb \u00e7do \u00e7esm\u00eb, a burim, q\u00eb\ngjenin rrug\u00ebs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cPini uj\u00eb, freskohuni, mbushni dhe paguret!\u201d – u thoshte, sikur ata t\u00eb ishin t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl dhe duheshin m\u00ebsuar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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– Zbrisni k\u00ebtu, \u00e7lodhuni ca n\u00ebn hije, sa t\u2019ju shmpihen\nk\u00ebmb\u00ebt! Vini torbat te gjunj\u00ebt dhe hani dy kafshata buk\u00eb! – u tha, kur arrit\u00ebn\nte nj\u00eb lis i madh matan\u00eb Vel\u00e7anit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– O xhaxha, m\u00eb fal shum\u00eb, po si ta thon\u00eb emrin? – e pyeti\nSifi, duke buz\u00ebqeshur leht\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Laz\u00ebm e kam, Laz\u00ebm Sadiku!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ta g\u00ebzosh!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xha Laz\u00ebmi p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb e vuri paksa buz\u00ebn n\u00eb gaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Po zot\u00ebrin\u00eb t\u00ebnde qysh e th\u00ebrresin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Sif Garunja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Edhe ti e g\u00ebzofsh, or bir!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00eb t\u00eb errur arrit\u00ebn n\u00eb Ballsh.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– K\u00ebtu do t\u00eb gdhijm\u00eb sonte! – tha qiraxhiu dhe i zbriti\nkalit para der\u00ebs s\u00eb nj\u00eb hani me  dy rrepe\ntrungjetrash\u00eb n\u00eb oborr, me nj\u00eb gardh rreth e rrotull, me ahure posht\u00eb e me\nkonak\u00ebt lart, tek ngjiteshe me ca shkall\u00eb t\u00eb gurta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I zoti i hanit ishte babaxhan. U shtroi t\u00eb hanin nga nj\u00eb\ntas me fasule t\u00eb nxehta, buk\u00eb misri t\u00eb trash\u00eb, t\u00eb gatuar me  uj\u00eb t\u00eb val\u00eb, qep\u00eb dhe turshi me speca e\ndomate t\u00eb pab\u00ebra. Kur mbaruan, i vuri t\u00eb flinin t\u00eb gjith\u00eb bashk\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb konak,\nn\u00eb radh\u00eb nj\u00ebri pas tjetrit mbi ca rrogoza. U dha nga nj\u00eb jast\u00ebk t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr\nmbushur me lecka, i mbuloi me velenxa, fiku fenerin e u tha nat\u00ebn e mir\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pa zbardhur, z\u00ebri \ni xha Laz\u00ebmit  kumboi i rrept\u00eb e\nu  p\u00ebrplas faqeve t\u00eb konakut:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u00c7ohuni, se na zuri dreka! <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lan\u00eb syt\u00eb, h\u00ebngr\u00ebn m\u00ebnges shpejt – shpejt, vez\u00eb t\u00eb\nskuqura me djath\u00eb dhe ullinj, e u nis\u00ebn\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Te nj\u00eb kurriz kodre mbi Hekal, u shfaq\u00ebn befas ca\nxhandar\u00eb. Kishin b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb si  postobllok\nn\u00eb mes t\u00eb rrug\u00ebs. Nj\u00ebri prej tyre, nj\u00eb sk\u00ebrfyell i gjat\u00eb si shuf\u00ebr arixheshke,\nu foli ashp\u00ebr:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ku shkoni? Zbrituni kuajve!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u00eb gjith\u00eb u hodh\u00ebn n\u00eb tok\u00eb. Xha Laz\u00ebmi q\u00eb udh\u00ebhiqte,\ni  doli p\u00ebrpara e i tha:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u00cbsht\u00eb karvani im ky. K\u00ebt\u00eb pun\u00eb b\u00ebj un\u00eb. Bie e shpie\nnjer\u00ebz tutje – t\u00ebhu! Qiraxhi hesapi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Nga vini?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Nga Fieri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– E ku shkoni?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– N\u00eb Janin\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– A jo, xhan\u00ebm! Ai iu kthye udh\u00ebtar\u00ebve: – I keni kor\u00e7anet\ne kok\u00ebs?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Po qysh s\u2019i kemi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– E mora vesh! Po \u00e7\u2019dreq ju shtyn t\u00eb veni deri n\u00eb\nfilifistun? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Un\u00eb kam nj\u00eb mik atje dhe dua ta pjek! – i tha burri\nl\u00ebkur\u00ebholl\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Po ti!? – e pyeti xhandari Sefen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Un\u00eb jam bashk\u00eb me k\u00ebt\u00eb, – ia ktheu Sefja, duke treguar\nSifin, – po vemi t\u00eb porosisim ca mall p\u00ebr nj\u00eb sara\u00e7 tonin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Edhe k\u00ebt\u00eb e mora vesh! Po ndonj\u00eb arm\u00eb t\u00eb fshehur a keni\nme vete?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– E \u00e7\u2019na hyjn\u00eb n\u00eb pun\u00eb arm\u00ebt neve! –  fol\u00ebn udh\u00ebtar\u00ebt p\u00ebrzjer\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xhandarit iu eg\u00ebrsuan syt\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Mbylleni! Mjaft fol\u00ebt! – e ngriti ai z\u00ebrin dhe iu\ndrejtua prap\u00eb qiraxhiut:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Tani qysh t\u2019ia b\u00ebjm\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb vin\u00eb me ju edhe dy nga ne\nderi n\u00eb Tepelen\u00eb?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u00c7\u2019t\u00eb them! Zotrote e shikon q\u00eb kuajt jan\u00eb t\u00eb z\u00ebn\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Qepe dhe d\u00ebgjom\u00eb! Ky i holli le t\u00eb hip\u00eb n\u00eb vithet e\nk\u00ebtij kalit, tek \u00ebsht\u00eb ai atje me pak bark! K\u00ebshtu lirohet nj\u00eb kal\u00eb! Po edhe\nk\u00ebta dy t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt hollak\u00eb jan\u00eb, le t\u00eb b\u00ebhen tok! Ja, de, ku na dalin dy kuaj t\u00eb\nzbraz\u00ebt!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Pun\u00eb q\u00eb s\u2019b\u00ebhet ajo, xhandar efendi! M\u00eb lodhen e m\u00eb\nngordhin kuajt ashtu! Kan\u00eb rrug\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb p\u00ebrpara!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– E po, kur e paske at\u00eb merak, e anavasim ndryshe ne! Dy\nnga ju t\u00eb ecin n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb e t\u00eb nd\u00ebrrohen me shok\u00ebt aty k\u00ebtu, sa t\u00eb arrini n\u00eb\nTepelen\u00eb!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sefe Lara nuk i la radh\u00eb qiraxhiut t\u00eb fliste, iu afrua\nxhandarit e i tha si n\u00eb vesh:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Un\u00eb s\u2019e kam  p\u00ebr\ngj\u00eb t\u00eb eci mbi opinga gjer ku thua zotrote. Edhe ky shoku im do t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb si do\nt\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb bashk\u00eb me mua! Ja, merreni kalin tim dhe t\u00eb k\u00ebtij! Ve\u00e7 kam nj\u00eb merak! Ca\nburra, q\u00eb u k\u00ebmbyen me ne n\u00eb Qaf\u00ebn e Koshovic\u00ebs dje pas dite, na than\u00eb t\u00eb hapim\nsyt\u00eb, se qenkan dukur komit\u00eb k\u00ebndej! E, ja, po na dol\u00ebn edhe neve, ku t\u2019ju\nfshehim? Me kok\u00ebn s\u2019b\u00ebhet shaka!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xhandari mblodhi buz\u00ebt, u rrudh e ia nguli syt\u00eb Sefes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ore, jezit, i ke sagllam ato q\u00eb thua ti, apo t\u00eb\nstisura?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sefja tundi kok\u00ebn,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– S\u2019jam nga ata un\u00eb! Nuk torolisem me xhandarin e\ndovletit, se ia kam taksur ymrin Padishahut, qysh kur isha dhjet\u00eb vje\u00e7, i\nqofsha fal\u00eb!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xhandari e shikoi ngultas Sefen, heshti dhe iu afrua\nxhandar\u00ebve t\u00eb tjer\u00eb. Se\u00e7 bisedoi me ta me z\u00eb t\u00eb ul\u00ebt. Pas pak erdhi dhe u foli\nt\u00eb gjith\u00ebve me inat:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ikni, ikni! Thyeni qaf\u00ebn!                                        *          *          <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gryk\u00ebn e Tepelen\u00ebs p\u00ebrfund mureve t\u00eb Kalas\u00eb s\u00eb Ali Pash\u00ebs\nkarvani e kaloi qet\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ishin ende or\u00ebt e para t\u00eb m\u00ebngjesit dhe jo ve\u00e7 q\u00eb dielli\ns\u2019kishte filluar t\u00eb nxehej, po edhe nga lugina vinte nj\u00eb puhiz\u00eb e leht\u00eb sa m\u00eb\ns\u2019b\u00ebhej e \u00ebmb\u00ebl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– N\u00eb mos pa\u00e7im ndonj\u00eb telash rrug\u00ebs, pas nja dy – tri\nor\u00ebve, do t\u00eb sosim n\u00eb Virua! – u tha udh\u00ebtar\u00ebve qiraxhiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ty t\u00eb kemi t\u00eb par\u00eb k\u00ebtu e ti e di \u00e7\u2019b\u00ebn! – ia ktheu\nPe\u00e7i.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xha Laz\u00ebmit nuk i p\u00eblqente ta l\u00ebvdoje, ndaj nuk i dha\np\u00ebrgjigje Pe\u00e7it. U koll nja dy her\u00eb dhe \npriu p\u00ebrpara pa folur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sa e lan\u00eb Tepelen\u00ebn pas dhe dol\u00ebn te Uji i Ftoht\u00eb,\nai  u ndal, i zbriti kalit dhe foli me z\u00eb\nt\u00eb lart\u00eb: <\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Do ta b\u00ebjm\u00eb nj\u00eb shplodhje t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr k\u00ebtu, si thoni?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– E b\u00ebjm\u00eb, ore, poqysh! – iu p\u00ebrgjigj\u00ebn udh\u00ebtar\u00ebt\ngati  me nj\u00eb goj\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Mos harroni t\u00eb mbushni paguret, se s\u2019kemi m\u00eb uj\u00eb si ky\np\u00ebrpara. B\u00ebjn\u00eb edhe kafe n\u00eb at\u00eb ngrehin\u00ebn e vog\u00ebl m\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebngj\u00ebr! Edhe \u00e7orb\u00eb\nkan\u00eb, edhe pa\u00e7a, edhe mish t\u00eb pjekur! D\u00ebgjuat? Shkoni, n\u00eb da\u00e7i! Hani ndonj\u00eb\ngj\u00eb, po shpejt, ama!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ishte nj\u00eb vend i bukur shum\u00eb. Me hije e me fresk, q\u00eb \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb\nthoshje! Deg\u00ebt e gjera t\u00eb rrepeve t\u00eb mo\u00e7\u00ebm frynin me lezet! Fresku t\u00eb shtynte\nt\u00eb merrje frym\u00eb pa u ngopur. Hija e madhe e pem\u00ebve mund t\u00eb p\u00ebrfshinte nj\u00eb tabor\nt\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb ushtar\u00ebsh. Nga nj\u00ebra an\u00eb – f\u00ebshf\u00ebritja e gjetheve, n\u00eb an\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr –\ngurgullima e ujit t\u00eb akullt e t\u00eb kulluar qelq, q\u00eb l\u00ebshohej vrundull nga sip\u00ebr!\nL\u00ebre – l\u00ebre,  t\u00eb qepej goja nga\nmagjepsja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pe\u00e7i u shmpi, hapi krah\u00ebt dhe thithi ajrin me  gjith\u00eb gjoks.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sefja e Sifi s\u2019ia ndanin syt\u00eb dhe qeshnin. Edhe ata\nndiheshin jo m\u00eb pak t\u00eb g\u00ebzuar p\u00ebr m\u00eb shum\u00eb se, si\u00e7 kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb xha Laz\u00ebmi, n\u00eb\nvakt aksh\u00ebmi, do t\u00eb kishin n\u00eb sy Gjirokastr\u00ebn e \u00c7er\u00e7iz Topullit. Pas nj\u00eb cop\u00eb\nudhe, v\u00ebshtrimi i Sefes u ngul i vrenjtur mbi Sifin. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ku e ke at\u00eb ti?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– N\u00eb gji, o Sefe v\u00ebllai, n\u00eb gji e kam! Ku ta kem gjetk\u00eb!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ashtu, de! Ruaje si syt\u00eb e ballit, se s\u2019kemi surrat t\u2019u\ndalim shok\u00ebve p\u00ebrball\u00eb, po e humbe!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u00c7\u2019thua! Pse tarallak m\u00eb b\u00ebre!?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ata t\u00eb dy po shkonin n\u00eb Gjirokast\u00ebr me nj\u00eb let\u00ebr t\u00eb Dan\nagait, komandantit t\u00eb komit\u00ebve t\u00eb Beratit, p\u00ebr \u00c7er\u00e7iz Topullin.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sefe Lara kalonte andej p\u00ebr s\u00eb pari her\u00eb dhe kundronte me\nafsh gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebrqark: pyjet, malet, luginat. Pas nj\u00eb \u00e7asti, e pyeti Sifin:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– A nuk t\u00eb duket edhe ty ajo gryka e lumit si e\nGjorovenit?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– I ngjan nj\u00eb \u00e7ik\u00eb v\u00ebrtet, por \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb e mbledhur, m\u00eb e\nthell\u00eb, me m\u00eb shum\u00eb uj\u00eb dhe me pem\u00eb t\u00eb larta brigjeve.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– E marr vesh, e marr. Po p\u00ebr kalan\u00eb e Aliut \u00e7\u2019thua?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– E madhe, e lart\u00eb. Ta merr mendjen! <\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Po jona?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Oh, l\u00ebre! \u00c7\u2019e z\u00eb n\u00eb goj\u00eb! Ajo ha buk\u00eb ve\u00e7! Bot\u00ebn t\u00eb\nbredh\u00ebsh, s\u2019ia                    gjen\nshoqen!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Edhe un\u00eb kam d\u00ebgjuar\u2026Po sikur t\u00eb vemi ta provojm\u00eb \u00e7orb\u00ebn\ntek ai konaku?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Kam hall mos prishim urin\u00eb e drek\u00ebs!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– E po, shkojm\u00eb e pim\u00eb vet\u00ebm nga nj\u00eb kafe!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Hajt, tymi t\u2019i \ndal\u00eb!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2026Sa e vun\u00eb kafen n\u00eb buz\u00eb, qiraxhiu thirri:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Mblidhuni, ore, se do ikim!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sefja doli n\u00eb prag me filxhanin n\u00eb dor\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ja, edhe nj\u00eb \u00e7ik\u00eb, xha Laz\u00ebm, se na dogji buz\u00ebt kjo!\nApo ta l\u00ebm\u00eb fare?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Jo, jo, pijeni rehat, se s\u2019p\u00ebrmbyset bota! <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sjellja dashamir\u00ebse e qiraxhiut i nxitoi edhe m\u00eb ata t\u00eb\ndy. U duk\u00ebn sakaq tek dol\u00ebn, u l\u00ebshuan n\u00eb vrap drejt kuajve e u k\u00ebrcyen sip\u00ebr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xha Laz\u00ebmi s\u2019u b\u00ebri z\u00eb. U vu n\u00eb krye dhe e ngau kalin e\ntij p\u00ebrpara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Karvani zhvendosej drejt Gjirokastr\u00ebs pa zhurm\u00eb, diku\nn\u00ebp\u00ebr udh\u00eb t\u00eb ngushta me zhurina, a me dhe t\u00eb ngjeshur, e diku – n\u00eb vende t\u00eb\nhapura me gur\u00eb e me pellgje t\u00eb cek\u00ebt prej uj\u00ebvarave, q\u00eb vinin nga rrjedhat e  bregoreve. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Her\u00eb – her\u00eb d\u00ebgjoheshin rrahjet e patkonj\u00ebve, shkrof\u00ebtima\ne ndonj\u00eb kali t\u00eb karvanit, cic\u00ebrima e zogjve fluturak\u00eb e t\u00eb m\u00ebllenjave n\u00eb\nzabele, dhe krakllima e sorrave t\u00eb egra.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kuajt ecnin urt\u00eb nj\u00ebri pas tjetrit. T\u2019i shikoje s\u00eb largu,\nt\u00eb jepnin sh\u00ebmb\u00ebllimin e nj\u00eb gj\u00ebje t\u00eb gjall\u00eb e t\u00eb gjat\u00eb me nj\u00eb shpirt, q\u00eb\ndridhej e nxirrte bark sa aty – k\u00ebtu, duke p\u00ebrshkuar udh\u00ebn e ngusht\u00eb, ku me\nkurrize e ku me tat\u00ebpjeta t\u00eb buta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Udh\u00ebtimi po \nshkonte pa u penguar e pa t\u00eb papritura. Me \u00e7\u2019dukej, dosdo do ta arrinin\nViruan n\u00eb vakt dreke.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tashti kishin n\u00eb t\u00eb djatht\u00eb dy kodrina t\u00eb gjelb\u00ebruara\np\u00ebrball\u00eb nj\u00ebra -tjetr\u00ebs. Rr\u00ebz\u00ebs s\u00eb tyre niste udha p\u00ebr Kardhiq. \u00c7do gj\u00eb po  shkonte mir\u00eb e bukur. Udh\u00ebtar\u00ebt ndiheshin\nende t\u00eb fresk\u00ebt, ndon\u00ebse kishin l\u00ebn\u00eb prapa goxha rrug\u00eb. Si\u00e7 thoshte qiraxhiu,\npas nja dy or\u00ebsh, do t\u2019ua kapte syri Gjirokastr\u00ebn si n\u00eb p\u00ebll\u00ebmb\u00eb  t\u00eb dor\u00ebs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– T\u00eb k\u00ebnaqka jeshili i k\u00ebtyre kodrinave! – i tha Sefja\nPe\u00e7it. – T\u00eb ket\u00eb lepuj e dhelpra k\u00ebtej?  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ka, ore, poqysh! Sa t\u00eb duash! Ve\u00e7 ujq t\u00eb mos ket\u00eb,\nthuaj! Atyre kush ua b\u00ebn hallin!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u00c7\u2019pun\u00eb kan\u00eb ujq\u00ebrit n\u00eb behar kaq af\u00ebr rrug\u00ebs!?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– P\u00ebr ujq\u00ebr me dy k\u00ebmb\u00eb them, jo p\u00ebr ata me kat\u00ebr! <\/p>\n\n\n\n

– T\u00eb paska z\u00ebn\u00eb frika, m\u00eb duket, or Pe\u00e7i!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Jo, hi\u00e7! Gjersa jam me ju, as q\u00eb trembem fare, por q\u00eb\nta dish, t\u00eb thash\u00eb! Se i njoh mir\u00eb un\u00eb \u00e7\u2019vende jan\u00eb k\u00ebto! I kam kaluar edhe\nher\u00eb  tjet\u00ebr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fjal\u00ebt e Pe\u00e7it \nsikur  zgjuan shejtanin  q\u00eb flinte! Befas, nga ca g\u00ebmusha, u d\u00ebgjua\nnj\u00eb g\u00ebrthitje:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Q\u00ebndroni tek jeni, more! Ju kam v\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb si <\/em>koburen t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve! O t\u2019jua krej trut\u00eb n\u00eb shesh, <\/em>po l\u00ebviz\u00ebt!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xha Laz\u00ebmi ia t\u00ebrhoqi frerin kalit dhe b\u00ebri t\u2019i zbriste,\npo s\u2019arriti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u00ebri i eg\u00ebr prap\u00eb sok\u00eblliu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Mos x\u00ebrmo<\/em> nga\nkali ti,  more, plaku stafidhe, se t\u00eb\nik\u00ebn koka, d\u00ebgjove? Nuku <\/em>qesh u\u2019<\/em>, po \u00e7\u00eb thom e b\u00ebjte!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Si z\u00eb i njohur ky! – tha Sifi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Esht\u00eb ai i mbr\u00ebmshmi, hajduti i mushk\u00ebs qorre, q\u00eb fjeti\ntok me ne tek hani! – ia ktheu Sefja, teksa ai i pusis\u00eb thirri ashp\u00ebr:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Kreni<\/em> nga\nxhepat \u00e7\u2019para keni, l\u00ebshojini n\u00eb dhe<\/em>,\ndhe thieni<\/em> qaf\u00ebn, mos t\u2019ju shoh m\u00eb! P\u00ebrndrishe, ju p\u00ebrlau vdek\u00ebla! <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qiraxhiu shikoi i ngrysur g\u00ebmushat dhe s\u2019l\u00ebvizi. Po edhe\nudh\u00ebtar\u00ebt hesht\u00ebn e s\u2019l\u00ebviz\u00ebn.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pe\u00e7it i iku fytyra. Fryma sa s\u2019iu pre. Ishte gati t\u2019i\nl\u00ebshonte te k\u00ebmb\u00ebt e kalit nja tre – kat\u00ebr metelik\u00eb, po s\u2019ia mbante t\u00eb dilte\np\u00ebrpara t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve. I tha Sefes n\u00eb vesh:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Qenka i posht\u00ebr shum\u00eb! Ne e fal\u00ebm atje te hani, edhe\npse e zum\u00eb me presh\u00eb n\u00eb dor\u00eb, tek donte t\u00eb na zbraste xhepat,, ai na del k\u00ebtu e\nna z\u00eb prit\u00eb!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Prit\u00ebn e tij e p\u00ebrmjer un\u00eb! Se nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb trim, po\ngjysm\u00eb bythe burr\u00eb! – iu p\u00ebrgjigj Sefja. – S\u2019b\u00ebn nga ato q\u00eb thot\u00eb! Por, na di\nsi veten. Prandaj k\u00ebrkon t\u00eb na shtjer\u00eb frik\u00ebn! Ja, shikom\u00eb mua tani!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sefe Lara u hodh me vrull nga kali n\u00eb tok\u00eb. Futi dor\u00ebn n\u00eb\nhejben\u00eb e tagjis\u00eb, nxori revolverin me kurrizin kthyer g\u00ebmushave, e vuri n\u00eb\nbrez n\u00ebn set\u00ebr dhe filloi t\u00eb ecte ballas, pa iu dridhur qerpiku, drejt atij\npizevengut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Mos hidh asnj\u00eb \u00e7ap nga\nu\u2019,<\/em> more, se ike si qeni n\u00eb rrush! – ul\u00ebriti ai i g\u00ebmushave<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Pa, h\u00eb! T\u00eb shohim \n\u00e7\u2019burr\u00eb je! – ia ktheu Sefe Lara dhe nxitoi hapin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xha Laz\u00ebmi u shqet\u00ebsua e i foli Sefes t\u00eb kthehej, po ku e\nd\u00ebgjonte m\u00eb Sefja!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sifi nuk ndihej! Ishte i sigurt se shoku i tij, aq vjet\nkomit, nuk qe p\u00ebr t\u2019u m\u00ebsuar. Dinte \u00e7\u2019b\u00ebnte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ktheu pas, more, se o\nt\u00eb ta v\u00ebrvis<\/em> kok\u00ebn n\u00eb hava, t\u00eb tha\u00e7\u00eb!<\/em>\nKtheu, more, mos m\u00eb fut n\u00eb gjinah!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sefe Lar\u00ebs sikur nuk i vinin n\u00eb vesh\u00eb ato k\u00ebrc\u00ebnime.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ktheu, se o<\/em> t\u2019i thiej kokallat<\/em>! A ke t\u00eb vogj\u00ebl<\/em> n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, a nuku<\/em> ke? S\u2019t\u00eb vjen keq t\u2019i l\u00ebn\u00e7<\/em> udh\u00ebvet? O t\u00eb t\u2019i shqiejn\u00eb<\/em> mishrat korbat e ulq\u00ebrit<\/em>, i nxiri ti!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u00ebri  nga prita\ntanim\u00eb sikur f\u00ebrg\u00ebllinte! Sikur po fundosej. Ting\u00ebllonte si lutje e jo si\nk\u00ebrc\u00ebnim!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sefe Lara e hoqi revolverin nga brezi dhe e drejtoi nga g\u00ebmushat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u00c7ohu e dil q\u00eb\naty, se s\u2019t\u00eb them dy her\u00eb! – Dhe i hodhi edhe tre hapa p\u00ebrpara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ai tjetri u ngrit\ndhe u duk i t\u00ebri n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb, duke u dridhur si purtek\u00eb. Varur n\u00eb gishta mbante\nv\u00ebrtet nj\u00eb kobure.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Aman, more, mos e p\u00ebrliej<\/em> dor\u00ebn me mua mavrin\u00eb<\/em>, se nuku <\/em>ka fishek\u00eb  kjo imja. Shihe! E ndrishkur<\/em> \u00ebsht\u00eb!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sefja nuk foli m\u00eb.\nE vuri p\u00ebrs\u00ebri revolverin e vet n\u00eb set\u00ebr, e kapi surratverdhin nga zverku, e\nt\u00ebrhoqi zvarr\u00eb dhe e \u00e7oi para karvanit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ja, ky \u00ebsht\u00eb\ntrimi, q\u00eb donte t\u00eb na vriste! \u00c7\u2019t\u2019i b\u00ebjm\u00eb?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ma bjer pak k\u00ebtu!\n– ia ktheu qiraxhiu. E kur Sefe Lara ia afroi, ai ia nguli syt\u00eb buz\u00eb – e –\nhund\u00ebrrudhur, ia mb\u00ebshteti gishtin e madh n\u00eb ball\u00eb, e shtyti tutje dhe shfryu:\n– K\u00ebt\u00eb e ka vrar\u00eb Per\u00ebndia, duket! – tha, – ia kan\u00eb \u00e7ukitur trurin sorrat! –\nIkim, se u b\u00ebm\u00eb von\u00eb!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Xha Laz\u00ebmi e priu\nkarvanin n\u00eb t\u00eb djatht\u00eb e u ndal n\u00eb ca hije. Kishin arritur n\u00eb Virua. \u00c7\u2019vend! T\u00eb\nlinte goj\u00ebhapur. Me t\u00ebr\u00eb ata drur\u00eb t\u00eb gjelb\u00ebruar e sheshe gjith\u00eb bar. P\u00ebrpara –\nnj\u00eb si liqen  i vog\u00ebl, q\u00eb vet\u00ebtinte n\u00ebn\ndiell, uj\u00ebra t\u00eb kulluar l\u00ebshoheshin nga bregore t\u00eb veshura me shkurre, mare e\ndafina dhe gurgullonin leht\u00eb. Gjethet e pem\u00ebve f\u00ebshf\u00ebrinin dhe flladi i \u00ebmb\u00ebl\nta shtonte jet\u00ebn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Nj\u00eb or\u00eb do rrim\u00eb\nk\u00ebtu! – tha qiraxhiu. – \u00c7lodhuni dhe hani drek\u00ebn! N\u00eb at\u00eb dyqanin atje keni plot\ngj\u00ebra!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tek po u jepte\nkuajve t\u00eb pinin, atij iu qas nj\u00eb djal\u00eb.n\u00ebn t\u00eb tridhjetat dhe i foli i ndrojtur.\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– E, mo, qiraxhi, \u00e7\u2019vete,<\/em> mir\u00eb?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Qysh do Zoti!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Mos keshe nja di <\/em>vende p\u00ebr Janin\u00eb?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– T\u00eb shoh, pa t\u00eb\nthem! Prit nj\u00eb her\u00eb!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Pres, mo, po \u00e7\u00eb, <\/em>si nuku<\/em> pres!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Si kaloi ndonj\u00eb\ngjysm\u00eb ore, xha Laz\u00ebmit iu afruan Sefja e Sifi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– H\u00eb, po shkoni? –\ni pyeti ai buzagaz, sa i vuri re. – Pas kat\u00ebr dit\u00ebsh, do t\u00eb m\u00eb keni prap\u00eb k\u00ebtu!\nPo n\u00eb mbaruat pun\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb dhe gjeni me se t\u00eb ktheheni, mos m\u00eb prisni!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Mir\u00eb, xha Laz\u00ebm!\nHajt, faleminderit shum\u00eb prej teje e \nmir\u00eb u pjekshim sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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