{"id":9355,"date":"2021-10-07T14:38:27","date_gmt":"2021-10-07T14:38:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=9355"},"modified":"2021-10-07T18:45:40","modified_gmt":"2021-10-07T18:45:40","slug":"poezi-nga-nezi-plaku-velaj","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=9355","title":{"rendered":"Poezi nga Nezi Plaku Velaj"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Poema e lot\u00ebve<\/p>\n

Gul\u00e7on thirrja nd\u00ebr vitet e pluhrosur,
\nShkallmon muret e k\u00ebshtjell\u00ebs s\u00eb gurt\u00eb
\nShpirti gulcon dallg\u00ebn e trazuar t\u00eb dhimbjes,
\nNet\u00ebve m\u00eb shfaqet si p\u00ebrbind\u00ebsh, vras\u00ebsi i babait tim,
\nTh\u00ebrras me z\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7jerr\u00eb, nj\u00eb \u201cAh\u201d q\u00eb del si klith\u00ebm,
\nZ\u00ebri mbytet, humbet thell\u00eb n\u00eb humner,
\nZemra shp\u00ebrthen, me duf e shpalos vrerin,
\nNd\u00ebn\u00eb tok\u00eb, r\u00ebnkojn\u00eb nga dhidhja shpirtrat e vrar\u00eb.
\nK\u00ebrkoj eshtrat e babait, n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb trazuar,
\nAt\u00eb e vrau dora e djallit gjakatar,
\nSe ku i kan\u00eb hedhur?! Oh sa shum\u00eb kemi k\u00ebrkur?!
\nCili yll vall\u00eb nga lart i ka par\u00eb?
\nA mos pluhuri i harres\u00ebs i ka mbulur?
\nNj\u00eb zog vajton n\u00eb ato an\u00eb p\u00ebr to, dit\u00eb e nat\u00eb
\nE di o baba, sa shum\u00eb shpirti i yt po vuan!
\nPo k\u00ebrkon eshtrat ti rehatojm\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb varr,
\nPo a k\u00ebrkohet drejtesi tek ata q\u00eb lirin\u00eb na e mohuan,
\n\u00ebndrrat na i vran\u00eb?
\nK\u00ebta kan\u00eb shpirtin bloz\u00eb baba, duart i kan\u00eb t\u00eb lyera
\nme gjak?
\nK\u00ebrkojm\u00eb drejt\u00ebsi n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb demokraci t\u00eb zhg\u00ebnjyer,
\nSa shum\u00eb dua q\u00eb frymarrjen t\u00ebnde ta ndjej k\u00ebtu pran\u00eb
\nNdiqja \u2018gazin e policies\u00eb\u2019 nga mbrapa, deri sa u rrita
\nJetoja me shpres\u00eb, se nj\u00eb dit\u00eb do t\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoja prap.
\nJu bisha vrasatare, mallkuar qoft\u00eb soji i juaj!
\nVrat\u00eb \u00ebndrrat, zhvat\u00ebt jet\u00ebt e prind\u00ebrve si \u00e7akejt!
\nMohuat t\u00eb drejtat, mohuat jet\u00ebt p\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuar,
\nRritjen e f\u00ebmijve t\u00eb tyre, ju a pret\u00eb n\u00eb mes,
\nSa njer\u00ebz mor\u00ebt n\u00eb qaf\u00eb, o xhelat\u00eb t\u00eb mallkuar?
\nGjykatat vrasatare, k\u00ebrkonin t\u00eb hanin kok\u00eb?
\nSa djem n\u00ebnash jan\u00eb viktima t\u00eb krimit tuaj?
\nBashk\u00eb me ta, viktim\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb edhe im at.
\nJu p\u00ebr \u00e7udi b\u00ebt\u00eb pakt me djallin e mallkuar,
\nMir\u00eb se i vrat\u00eb, jet\u00ebn ju a pret\u00eb n\u00eb mes,
\nO vrasatar\u00eb me shpirt sk\u00ebterr, p\u00ebt ta s\u2019menduat!
\nPo trupat ku ju a hodh\u00ebt? Eshtrat ku ju a \u00e7uat?<\/p>\n

Ah, sa z\u00ebmra vajtojn\u00eb, kan\u00eb vite q\u00eb jetojn\u00eb l\u00ebngimesh,
\nSi th\u00ebngjilli n\u00eb hi digjen n\u00eb prush e flak\u00eb,
\nNj\u00eb zjarr i fshehur rrin\u00eb n\u00eb gjirin tim i pa shuar,
\nDhimbja shpirtin e trupin ma ka p\u00ebrflak
\nPo ku je o Baba? T\u00eb lutem a s\u2019m\u00eb thua?
\nFlas me vete, plag\u00eb e kam psher\u00ebtimash k\u00ebt\u00eb kraharor,
\nTrupin t\u00ebnd t\u00eb gjakosur dhe kockat e thyera,
\nas dheu nuk i kalbi, se k\u00ebrkojn\u00eb nj\u00eb varr.
\nEja nj\u00eb nat\u00eb n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr dhe m\u00eb thuaj, -ku ndodhesh vall\u00eb?
\nN\u00eb nj\u00eb gremin\u00eb, a breg lumi, apo t\u00eb pa mbuluara akoma
\nEshtrat e tua jan\u00eb!?
\nDo t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoj p\u00ebr ty baba, sa t\u00eb jem gjall\u00eb pa pushuar,
\nS\u2019e ky shpirt nuk ndihet asnj\u00eb moment rehat,
\nLot\u00ebt rrjedhin, nat\u00ebn pa gjum\u00eb me h\u00ebn\u00ebn rri zgjuar,
\nPaqe shpirti im, nuk gjen jo, n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb bot\u00eb t\u00eb mallkuar,
\nN\u00eb ujrat e qelbura, t\u00eb trazuara, t\u00eb zhytur jan\u00eb n\u00eb llum.
\nNet\u00ebve m\u00eb vjen si siluet\u00eb, o baba n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr,
\nGjith\u00eb nat\u00ebn me ty rri zgjuar deri n\u00eb agim,
\nM\u00eb f\u00ebrkon flokun leht\u00eb me dor\u00ebn t\u00ebnde t\u00eb rrudhur,
\nM\u00eb p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhel me dashurin\u00eb e babait q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb larguar,
\nFytyr\u00ebn ma lag, me lotin q\u00eb rrjedh, prush t\u00eb nxeht\u00eb.
\nEhh, ju q\u00eb nd\u00ebr vite muzik\u00eb huneb\u00ebr kompozuat,
\nBashk\u00eb me \u00ebndrrat, vrat\u00eb shpresat dhe shpirtrat tan\u00eb,
\nJu q\u00eb mbyt\u00ebt g\u00ebzimet, shkaktuat vet\u00ebm lot n\u00ebnash,
\nNjerzit e pafajsh\u00ebm i vrat\u00eb, duart t\u00eb p\u00ebrlyera deri n\u00eb b\u00ebrryl
\nI keni me gjak.
\nPo th\u00ebrrasin kockat nga brazdat e \u00e7ara nga thell\u00ebsia,
\nA d\u00ebgjoni o xhelat?!
\nAta jan\u00eb shpirtra q\u00eb ju me tortura kockat ju a th\u00ebrrmuat,
\nP\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb truall ata luftuan, u plagos\u00ebn dhe jet\u00ebn e dhan\u00eb
\nNuk merituan q\u00eb kockat e tyre t\u00eb prehen n\u00eb nj\u00eb varr?
\nAto th\u00ebrrasin, k\u00ebrkojn\u00eb drejt\u00ebsi me z\u00ebra t\u00eb mekur,
\nGull\u00e7on llava nga r\u00ebnkimet e plag\u00ebve q\u00eb kan\u00eb marr\u00eb
\nU lodh kjo tok\u00eb nga psher\u00ebtimat e dhimbjeve dhe r\u00ebnkimet,
\nP\u00ebr \u00e7udi!
\nNuk i vrau plumbi i hasmit, por i varu plumbi i xhelatit gjakatar
\nHienat vallzojn\u00eb n\u00eb lakuriqsin\u00eb e tyre t\u00eb pa turp\u00ebruar
\nN\u00ebp\u00ebr ballot plot ngyra t\u00eb shp\u00eblara me damat \u00e7do nat\u00eb,
\nN\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb bot\u00eb sk\u00ebterr, pa din e imam, vet\u00ebm medituan,<\/p>\n

T\u00eb p\u00ebrlyer me m\u00ebkate jeni, o t\u00eb mallkuar, fund e maj\u00eb.
\nAh more Zot ta dish, Shpirti im, sa po vuan!
\nKu \u00ebsht\u00eb drejt\u00ebsia q\u00eb prej vitesh trumbetuat vall\u00eb?
\nN\u00eb em\u00ebr t\u00eb drejt\u00ebsis\u00eb sa t\u00eb pafajsh\u00ebm jan\u00eb zhdukur?
\nBaballar\u00ebt e tyre n\u00eb em\u00ebr popullit, baballar\u00ebt tane
\nna i vran\u00eb.
\nAt\u00eb dit\u00eb q\u00eb ti mbylle syrin, edhe dielli e humbi shk\u00eblqimin,
\nHumbi nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb e shpirtit ton\u00eb, por dhe lulet u thane,
\nJeta mori rrjedh\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, zogjt\u00eb e pushuan k\u00ebng\u00ebn,
\nHumbi egzistenca, \u00ebndrrat ik\u00ebn, u arratis\u00ebn, m\u00eb si pam\u00eb.
\nAh, sikur nj\u00eb dit\u00eb do ti gjej eshtrat e tua?!
\nDo t\u2019i mbledh me thonjt e duarve, do ti shtr\u00ebngoj n\u00eb gji me mall,
\nDo t\u2019i laj me lumin e lotve q\u00eb kurr\u00eb s\u2019u shterruan,
\nEdhe breng\u00ebn e shpirtit, psher\u00ebtimat, me to do ti mbledh bashk\u00eb,
\nTi vendor n\u00eb nj\u00eb kop\u00ebsht t\u00eb prehen, aty lart n\u00eb qiell,
\nn\u00eb parajs\u00eb,
\nSa her\u00eb t\u00eb kem mall, aty tek ti do t\u00eb vi t\u00eb \u00e7mallem
\nSe n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb bot\u00eb t\u00eb zhuritur, asjn\u00ebher\u00eb nuk gjet\u00ebm rehat.<\/p>\n

Nezi Plaku Velaj
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