{"id":9348,"date":"2021-10-03T19:41:30","date_gmt":"2021-10-03T19:41:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=9348"},"modified":"2021-10-03T19:41:30","modified_gmt":"2021-10-03T19:41:30","slug":"poezi-nga-rudina-muharremi-beja","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=9348","title":{"rendered":"Poezi nga Rudina Muharremi Beja"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"140\" height=\"156\" src=\"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/RUDINA-MUHARREMI.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-9349\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n<p>Ndryshk!<\/p>\n<p>C\u0327irret re\u0308ra pa reshtur<br \/>\nplugjet e hekurt kane\u0308 gjithmone\u0308 uri-etje<br \/>\ne duar te\u0308 padukshme ujdisin nete\u0308ve dantellat e deteve,<br \/>\nnde\u0308rsa mokra e se\u0308mure\u0308<br \/>\nBluan pa pushim, bollgur&#8230;<br \/>\nGe\u0308rxhe e brigje pa fotosinteza,<br \/>\nshpalosur ne\u0308 pergamena,<br \/>\nsi trofe me vlera&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Nde\u0308rkohe\u0308 pike\u0308llimi tej, thellon hone,<br \/>\nmjerimin, gremis morise\u0308 se\u0308 turm\u00ebs<br \/>\ne territ qe\u0308 bie,<br \/>\nmbi shpine\u0308 i hedh nje\u0308 mal harrese\u0308&#8230;<br \/>\nKa ftohte\u0308 nje\u0308 ne\u0308ne\u0308,<br \/>\nse\u0308pate\u0308n oborrit te\u0308 lage\u0308sht<br \/>\ne ha ndryshku!<\/p>\n<p>Ka ikur biri&#8230;<br \/>\ne nje\u0308 fe\u0308mij\u00eb qe\u0308 ka uri,<br \/>\nmjek\u00ebrdridhur mezi mban nje\u0308 lot<br \/>\nqe\u0308 varet ke\u0308rce\u0308nueshe\u0308m e me\u0308 tremb<br \/>\ne me ca sy qe\u0308 shpojne\u0308, ndizen e lypin dije&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Njer\u00ebzia &#8230;<br \/>\nah, njer\u00ebzit,<br \/>\nV\u00ebmendsh\u00ebm vrojtojn\u00eb ere\u0308n,<br \/>\nnga te\u0308 kthejn\u00eb gune\u0308n&#8230;<br \/>\nFali Zot, se s\u2019dine\u0308 c\u0327\u2019ka be\u0308jne\u0308!<\/p>\n<p>Prag apokalipsi<\/p>\n<p>Le\u0308ngon toka, braktisur prej Zotit e dashurive,<br \/>\nre\u0308ne\u0308 duarve t\u00eb lakimve,<br \/>\nte\u0308 paskrupullta e te\u0308 padukshme,<br \/>\nqe\u0308 beteje\u0308n e kane\u0308 humbur me nde\u0308rgjegjen<br \/>\ne sot luajne\u0308 nje\u0308 loje\u0308 te\u0308 re me maska.<\/p>\n<p>Nje\u0308 tis trishtimi mbulon horizontin<br \/>\nE ashtu shtrihet syve tan\u00eb,<br \/>\npasqyre\u0308 e asaj qe\u0308 strukim ne\u0308 shpirt&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>R\u00ebnkon dhe deti,<br \/>\nNga vala e pe\u0308rjetshme p\u00ebrkundur piskamash&#8230;<br \/>\nPa peshq e alga,<br \/>\nvec\u0327 uje\u0308 qe\u0308 mbledh lumenj te\u0308 njelme\u0308t,<br \/>\ne s\u2019resht se\u0308 lari me\u0308kate!<\/p>\n<p>Gj\u00ebrat e rralla<\/p>\n<p>Ne\u0308 fund,<br \/>\nte\u0308 me\u0308dhenjte\u0308 mbete\u0308n te\u0308 me\u0308dhenj,<br \/>\nte\u0308 vegjlit, nje\u0308lloj.<br \/>\nU thelluan humnerat,<br \/>\navione\u0308t krahe\u0308t thyen,<br \/>\ndireke\u0308 anijesh the\u0308rrmuan stuhite\u0308,<br \/>\nu trembe\u0308n dalle\u0308ndyshet.<br \/>\nlavdia udhe\u0308toi mbi shputa ere<br \/>\npajton\u00ebve imagjinare\u0308,<br \/>\nnd\u00ebrsa gje\u0308rat e rralla arna qepe\u0308n be\u0308rrylave<br \/>\ne mbete\u0308n ashtu si nje\u0308 far,<br \/>\nne\u0308n vetulle\u0308n e he\u0308ne\u0308s!<\/p>\n<p>VAJ N\u00cb TELAJO<\/p>\n<p>    -p\u00ebr n\u00ebn\u00ebn-<\/p>\n<p>Symbyllur pikturoj portretin te\u0308nd, n\u00ebn\u00eb,<br \/>\ne hapat magji me\u0308 kumbojne\u0308 ne\u0308 mendje,<br \/>\nloti memec mbi buze\u0308 tek rrokulliset,<br \/>\ndhimbjen tek lidh me nje\u0308 fjongo shprese&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Shfaqet mbi tel\u00eb imazhi yt prej e\u0308ndrre&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Si nje\u0308 Mona Lize\u0308 me syrin e zhveshur,<br \/>\nqepallat lodhur ne\u0308 te\u0308 gjat\u00ebt dimra,<br \/>\npafunde\u0308si enigmash mbi buze\u0308n e heshtur&#8230;<br \/>\nBryme\u0308 pe\u0308rmbi floke\u0308, brenda nje\u0308mije\u0308 ngjyra&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Frymon siluet\u00eb e imazhit t\u00ebnd prej \u00ebndrre&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Duart e arta bashkuar n\u00eb lutje<br \/>\ntek pret alkimite\u0308 e filizave mbjelle\u0308<br \/>\nhonit, monopatit, pe\u0308rtej oqeanit,<br \/>\nvet\u00ebm ate\u0308here\u0308 buze\u0308qeshja jote c\u0327el.<\/p>\n<p>Avitet e\u0308mbe\u0308lsisht, imazhi yt prej e\u0308ndrre\u2026<\/p>\n<p>NE\u0308 TRI KOHE\u0308<\/p>\n<p>Nganje\u0308here\u0308,<br \/>\npe\u0308rhumbej hape\u0308sirave<br \/>\nrrokullisur plasaritjeve te\u0308 se\u0308 shkuare\u0308s,<br \/>\nc\u0327elur stisjeve te\u0308 stine\u0308ve te\u0308 thata,<br \/>\nudhe\u0308kryqeve, ku c\u0327do kah qarkullimi \u00ebsht\u00eb i erre\u0308t,<br \/>\ne nganje\u0308here\u0308,<br \/>\nne\u0308 tablone\u0308 e se\u0308 ardhmes,<br \/>\nku shke\u0308lqimi i rozte\u0308 ne\u0308 p\u00eblhur\u00eb mezi shquhej,<br \/>\npenguar grise\u0308 se\u0308 reve&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ne\u0308 mes qe\u0308ndronte jeta,<br \/>\najo e ve\u0308rteta&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>C\u0327apitet ajo pa ze\u0308 ndjesive,<br \/>\nagut gjymtyre\u0308t ende pa shpire\u0308,<br \/>\ndrita ke\u0308mbe\u0308n sapo ve\u0308ne\u0308 ne\u0308 shteg,<br \/>\nme\u0308ngjeseve, ku tre\u0308ndafili i vesuar shke\u0308lqente,<br \/>\ne ve\u0308shtrimi i tij t\u00eb mbetej mbi le\u0308kure\u0308,<br \/>\nrrezes qe\u0308 ngroh skajet me\u0308 te\u0308 fshehta te\u0308 se\u0308 tashmes,<br \/>\nku lumturia flet pe\u0308rmes puhise\u0308 se\u0308 ere\u0308s,<br \/>\ne gjithc\u0327ka pe\u0308rreth be\u0308het me\u0308 e bukur.<\/p>\n<p>KOH\u00cbVE T\u00cb HARRUARA<\/p>\n<p>Mendime t\u00eb turbullta vinin ne\u0308 mendje,<br \/>\nnje\u0308 shke\u0308ndije\u0308 qe\u0308 udhe\u0308tonte ne\u0308 krahe\u0308t e nje\u0308 kujtese,<br \/>\nqenien e pe\u0308rshkoi,<br \/>\ne shkeli truallin e te\u0308 kaluare\u0308s,<br \/>\nhuazuar kohe\u0308ve te\u0308 harruara. <\/p>\n<p>Belbe\u0308zoi,<br \/>\ndhe humbi ne\u0308 te\u0308 tjera horizonte!<\/p>\n<p>C\u0327\u2019vend i rrezikshe\u0308m!<br \/>\nPlot me vendime qe\u0308 s\u2019 mund te\u0308 nde\u0308rrohen&#8230;<br \/>\nYje qe\u0308 qiejt e mbre\u0308mjeve vishnin,<br \/>\nvale\u0308 te\u0308 njelme\u0308ta trazuar lotit<br \/>\ne rreze qe\u0308 dite\u0308ve kurmin ushqenin&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>C\u0327\u2019vend i c\u0327uditshe\u0308m,<br \/>\nplot me fantazma e ge\u0308rvishtje!<\/p>\n<p>SHPIRTI IM<\/p>\n<p>Shpirti im,<br \/>\na i ndjen gjurme\u0308t e vitit qe\u0308 shkon<br \/>\nt\u00eb festave q\u00eb aviten me hapin e trishte\u0308<br \/>\np\u00ebrmes zhvendosjes ngjeth\u00ebse t\u00eb reve<br \/>\nath\u00ebtis\u00eb q\u00eb udh\u00ebton me shputa ere<br \/>\npe\u0308r te\u0308 zbritur oxhake\u0308ve qe\u0308 vjellin tym<br \/>\nsofrave ke\u0308rrusur ne\u0308 pike\u0308llim<br \/>\ne rr\u00ebqethjes vizatuar n\u00eb mornica,<br \/>\nteksa pema<br \/>\np\u00ebrvjedhur n\u00ebn nj\u00eb duhme\u0308 mjegulle<br \/>\nndez dritat e pe\u0308rhumbet vezullimave<br \/>\ne rrek force\u0308n e fundit te\u0308 fryme\u0308ve?<\/p>\n<p>Shpirti im,<br \/>\nmos m\u00eb braktis!<br \/>\nMos u venit mbre\u0308mjeve te\u0308 kotura<br \/>\nt\u00ebrs\u00ebllim\u00ebs shurdhuese te\u0308 the\u0308rrmimit te\u0308 e\u0308ndrrave<br \/>\nas \u00e7jerrjes s\u00eb heshtjeve,<br \/>\nshemb katakombet ku djajt\u00eb hedhin valle<br \/>\ne lyp agime pa d\u00ebnes\u00eb<br \/>\nmos i tkurr krah\u00ebt<br \/>\nmurit t\u00eb lart\u00eb t\u00eb mjegullave,<br \/>\nmos u trishto mungese\u0308s se\u0308 pe\u0308rqafimeve<br \/>\nas mpirjes s\u00eb shqisave<br \/>\nmbyllur burgjeve me rrangullina<br \/>\ne xhama plot rr\u00ebz\u00ebllima,<br \/>\natyre qe\u0308 vete\u0308 nde\u0308rtuam<br \/>\nme pragun me\u0308 te\u0308 akullt se kurre\u0308&#8230;<br \/>\nVish buz\u00ebqeshjen q\u00eb p\u00ebr ty gdhenda<br \/>\nme smerald\u00eb e lima<br \/>\ndhe frym\u00ebn time,<br \/>\ne q\u00ebndro gjithmon\u00eb me 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