{"id":9328,"date":"2021-09-25T01:27:57","date_gmt":"2021-09-25T01:27:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=9328"},"modified":"2021-09-25T01:27:57","modified_gmt":"2021-09-25T01:27:57","slug":"poezi-nga-enkelejda-kondi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=9328","title":{"rendered":"Poezi nga Enkelejda Kondi"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"140\" height=\"200\" src=\"http:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/02\/enkelejda-kondi.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-4926\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n<p>Enkelejda Masseboeuf Kondi<\/p>\n<p>1-Me<\/p>\n<p>Sitting alone by the shore<br \/>\nAs the sun sets, I gaze at the small boats<br \/>\nbobbing up and down. . .<br \/>\nThrough the sea waves as they search shelter<br \/>\nJust as I do!<br \/>\nI gaze at them from afar, alone<br \/>\nAnd feel nostalgia for the days and years lost<br \/>\nIn the tides of life and there is no way back<br \/>\nI am not from here, but from other coasts<br \/>\nI am from the forests where the water flows in intricate times I am the stone that seeks its roots<\/p>\n<p>Blood from distant seas flows in my veins.<br \/>\nI see there, far away, on foot, my future<br \/>\nO, my innocent future<br \/>\nWith solid limits, it awaits<br \/>\nSigns of fragile autumn.<\/p>\n<p>2-Where are you?<\/p>\n<p>Give me a sign<br \/>\nYour sky where yesterday I walked<br \/>\nIn the clouds above your head<br \/>\nBut close to the heart&#8230;<br \/>\nwhere I left my trace.<br \/>\nWhere are you?<\/p>\n<p>A word from yours tears my solitude And wraps me with the arms of longing Where are you?<\/p>\n<p>A concealed tear, suspended,<br \/>\nAt once ardent, cold, icy . . .<br \/>\nGive me your hand,<br \/>\nKiss me in dreams,<br \/>\nTake me to bed for a few moments Leave your fervor hook into my skin Where are you?<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps you read my thoughts<br \/>\nAnd carve my portrait in your heart Perhaps I am your sob in silent evenings.<\/p>\n<p>3-Froast &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I am the weeping of your evenings&#8230;<br \/>\nI have forgotten you&#8230;<br \/>\nOne day, when you recall that I am missing When in the mornings as you awake<br \/>\nAnd thoughts of me have been deleted when your inspiration sleeps in my bed Call for me. . .<br \/>\nI will be there in sorrow\u2019s verses.<br \/>\nWhen reflections on the day are not the same<br \/>\nAnd your smile has frozen on your lips,<br \/>\nWhen your fingers do not slip into my being anymore Know it!<br \/>\nYou have forgotten me, you have lost me . . .<br \/>\nAnd I have forgotten you.<\/p>\n<p>4-The stranger<\/p>\n<p>There and here<br \/>\nWith two lands, without land<br \/>\nWith two homelands, without homeland Throughout the ages, the years<br \/>\nRun madly,<br \/>\nand your feet did not touch the ground.. . Two skies, no heaven<br \/>\nThe night follows you behind<br \/>\nThe day crosswise fades away after you But the whole world is heated by one Sun There a stranger, here a stranger<br \/>\nThe heart burnt from longing<br \/>\nA life with the destiny enraged<br \/>\nThere and here. .<\/p>\n<p>5-To autumn<\/p>\n<p>I sing to my autumn<br \/>\nWith gold-plated soul<br \/>\nAuburn eyelashes<br \/>\nAquarelle of endless colours<br \/>\nWith the mascara of days embellished I kiss the tepid lips of autumn<br \/>\nAnd pour like a torrential rain on thoughts<br \/>\nThe love<br \/>\nI let to sleep on the uncovered shoulders of the evening And I closed the pages of this diary<br \/>\nIn collections of albums, seasons<br \/>\nIn the face of bare trees<br \/>\nAutumn,with you I am in love.<\/p>\n<p>6-A far light<\/p>\n<p>There and here<br \/>\nwith two lands, without land<br \/>\nwith two homelands, without homeland&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>To Albania<\/p>\n<p>I am tempted before you<br \/>\nBy the grace of your age-long red and black dress<br \/>\nI am tempted before your splendour,<br \/>\nI am tempted Mine, sweet until death,<br \/>\nAlbania<br \/>\nEven the tear gets tempted when it falls before you And gets no permit when it falls down from the eye Today even my heart is tempted<br \/>\nWhen for you it writes longing verses<br \/>\nI am tempted even by the sight of longing lava Whenever I fly above your mountains<br \/>\nI feel such craving when I come towards you<br \/>\nYour mothering breasts await me<br \/>\nThe gates of your heart keep being open for me<br \/>\nI am tempted when I think<br \/>\nThat you keep a place right there for me<br \/>\nI am tempted and I tell it to you with all my heart<br \/>\nI love you endlessly, ALBANIA!<\/p>\n<p>7-Walls of silence&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I broke down the walls of silence<br \/>\nThat had for so long enslaved my thoughts<br \/>\nI relieved the lungs of memory from sorrows<br \/>\nAnd to my heart gave wings through brittle flights<br \/>\nI gave strength to my dream<br \/>\nThat in the winter had slept in the retina of longing eyes<br \/>\nFor so long my brain had wandered through streets of no return<br \/>\nMedalion around the altered neck of time<br \/>\nAnd sweetly kissed the smooth sides of my love<br \/>\nI sang the song of happiness . . .<br \/>\nIn the mornings, in the empty streets<br \/>\nMy eyes were hotly kissed by evening . . .<br \/>\nThe past remained nostalgia, a silent relict<br \/>\nA neverending mystery, the future.<\/p>\n<p>8-You<\/p>\n<p>You will remain the undried tear in the corner of the eye The denied smile upon the lips<br \/>\nThe refrain of the song without the eternal refrain<br \/>\nThe heart-ached that runs like a river<br \/>\nYou will remain the eternal winter<br \/>\nThe spring in April, there in the park<br \/>\nThe sweet kiss on my lips<br \/>\nThe volcano that errupted then died out in my blood You will remain the calendar with unchanging pages Through my memories you will crouch<br \/>\nHidden, maybe behind a word or verse<br \/>\nWhen the wave of longing sweeps over me.<br \/>\nThat is how you will remain to me!!<\/p>\n<p>9-Tear is a woman<\/p>\n<p>Tear is a woman,<br \/>\nA small compass that slips like an avalanche From the corner of the eye<br \/>\nSpiritual warmth, expression of feeling.<br \/>\nBut of joy, too.<br \/>\nTear is a woman<br \/>\nAn adornment of the soul<br \/>\nThe tear has no name, the tear has a heart The tear is a woman, day or night&#8230;<br \/>\nThe tear has no time, I am a tear<br \/>\nI am a woman .<\/p>\n<p>10-Near and far<\/p>\n<p>A fleshy hug<br \/>\nthe rotation of the Earth<br \/>\nin the iron arms of longing.<br \/>\nStubborn muse this evening,<br \/>\nwith pale gaze across the streets with dead-end of thoughts.<br \/>\nBetween earth, longing and this evening,<br \/>\nIn the midst of the bloody silence that has stealthily overwhelmed me,<br \/>\na false aura of faint stars is scattered,<br \/>\nNear and far,<br \/>\nFar and near.<\/p>\n<p>11-New york<\/p>\n<p>I wandered in your roads, Looking forward to this moment, New York, New York &#8230;<br \/>\nWith one look I wrapped my arms around the Statue of Liberty, With an autumn or winter eve hug,<br \/>\nWith the desire to have it with me,<br \/>\nTo never forget it.<br \/>\nI walked in the Central Park<br \/>\nAnd I looked for those sensations that fulfill my dream.<br \/>\nIn a total abandonment and with a calm spirit<br \/>\nI walked in this place unknown to me,<br \/>\nHappy, even though I do not speak the language around me.<br \/>\nI walked and got tired until late, Until midnight,<br \/>\nUntil I fell asleep in the yellow cab.<br \/>\nIt is late,<br \/>\nGood night, New York!<br \/>\nToday, I have you on my eyelashes, Tomorrow in my heart.<\/p>\n<p>12-Oh, if i can touch the world!<\/p>\n<p>As death prowls like black news<br \/>\nAnd in the soul, it stems fear and anxiety,<br \/>\nWhile the media diligently provides us with death statistics, I look away, away &#8230;<br \/>\nWorld! You are bad!<br \/>\nMan! They made you sick, crazy!<br \/>\nI silently try to catch the sunlight,<br \/>\nWith cold lips to kiss this morning too.<br \/>\nFrom the window I\u2019m tired of looking at the world,<br \/>\nI am upset by the ceremonies, the sirens and the bells of churches.<br \/>\nI want to touch the world, to love it even more than before! A melody from the bottom of my soul awakens my hope, It takes me dreamy to tomorrow,<br \/>\nThe next day with wounded dreams,<br \/>\nwith pain and sadness!<br \/>\nThe voice of life wakes me from this nightmare: Wake up with more courage and trust!<\/p>\n<p>13-Wanderers<\/p>\n<p>In the face of a stray dog<br \/>\nThe eyes bear the pain of loneliness,<br \/>\nFear of the street, anxiety of abandonment. The road is scary,<br \/>\nThe night is anxious.<br \/>\nSo is the face of a human wanderer<br \/>\nI just encountered:<br \/>\nThe look was empty,<br \/>\nIn those mirrors the soul cannot hide I saw pain, cold, hunger&#8230;<br \/>\nI saw the indifference, the powerlessness to do something for you. I saw my cry drowned out in the noise of dinners and knocking glasses&#8230;<br \/>\nEmbraced breath by breath,<br \/>\nWarming each other,<br \/>\nThe morning found the two wanderers together: The man and the dog!<\/p>\n<p>14-The night<\/p>\n<p>Empty roads,<br \/>\nOnly traffic lights flicker as if giving hope. A light at the end of the road<br \/>\nIt attracts me and there I fix my gaze.<br \/>\nThe lights inside buildings give the night a gray color.<br \/>\nOnly the sky is vast and clear,<br \/>\nThe omnipotent of this night.<br \/>\nI silently pray to it, as in a church dome,<br \/>\nAnd silence speaks to me in a language that only I understand.<br \/>\nThe night is happy amidst this harmony of colors, It dances her nightly waltz,<br \/>\nThe earliest ritual of this world<br \/>\nI sit down to write to you,<br \/>\nI sit down to write to the night.<br \/>\nI will probably spend hours writing Words of soul that run to heaven.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":8258,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9328","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poezi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9328","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9328"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9328\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9329,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9328\/revisions\/9329"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/8258"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9328"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9328"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9328"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}