{"id":9308,"date":"2021-09-15T13:43:35","date_gmt":"2021-09-15T13:43:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=9308"},"modified":"2021-09-15T13:43:35","modified_gmt":"2021-09-15T13:43:35","slug":"poezi-nga-fatmira-loci","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=9308","title":{"rendered":"Poezi nga FATMIRA LOCI"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Shkres\u00eb vjeshte<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00eb shkruan nj\u00eb let\u00ebr atje matan\u00eb mali<\/p>\n\n\n\n

p\u00ebr ca pika shiu q\u00eb rigojn\u00eb mbi ty,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

aspak s\u2019t\u00eb vret reja q\u00eb koh\u00ebn ma ndali,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

as nj\u00ebmij\u00eb heshtjet q\u00eb ky\u00e7a me dry.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00eb \u00e7on panoram\u00ebn e vjesht\u00ebs s\u00eb von\u00eb<\/p>\n\n\n\n

tek ec\u00ebn mbi gjethe krejt qet\u00ebsisht;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

k\u00ebsaj ane dhe deti prej koh\u00ebsh r\u00ebnkon,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qielli ul perden horizontit t\u00eb brisht\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Me got\u00ebn e ver\u00ebs q\u00eb sjell n\u00ebp\u00ebr gishta<\/p>\n\n\n\n

vijn\u00eb fjal\u00eb gjymtake mbushur m\u00ebri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kambanat gj\u00ebmojn\u00eb n\u00eb nota t\u00eb trishta,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Olimpi i mallit na shembet nd\u00ebr sy!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00ebshtu i sjell fundin p\u00ebrrall\u00ebs pa em\u00ebr,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

k\u00ebshtjella e dhimbjes bie mbi ne!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Me ndoshta, s\u2019ke bartur ndjenja n\u00eb zem\u00ebr,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u2019ke mundur ta duash nj\u00eb qiell q\u00eb ka re.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ndaj, lerm\u00eb ta ruaj k\u00ebt\u00eb shkres\u00eb vjeshte,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

plotp\u00ebrplot ngrica, me shi dhe acar;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sa her\u00eb ta shfletoj do vras ndonj\u00eb heshtje,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

pastaj, koha do m\u2019vras\u00eb si m\u00eb par\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mehr licht<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Prap\u00eb fjal\u00ebt v\u00ebrshojn\u00eb me lumin p\u00ebrposh,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr rr\u00ebshqanthi t\u00ebrheqin me osh;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nd\u00ebr brigje ajo rreket t\u00eb kapet pas guri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

po llav\u00eb e t\u00ebrbuar dy duart ia zuri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00eb pritjen e agut minutat r\u00ebndojn\u00eb<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dhe net\u00ebt e gjata vetveten shum\u00ebzojn\u00eb;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sa nis e beson q\u00eb sheh pak\u00ebz drit\u00eb,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nga hi\u00e7i ulkonjat ia behin n\u00eb prit\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kur syt\u00eb kapin fundin mendon p\u00ebr ata:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ku ishin, si humb\u00ebn, asnj\u00eb si s\u2019u pa!?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Askush gj\u00eb nuk di, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb pafaj, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

si ra, si u shua, si vdiq fat\u2019 i saj…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

 Mbase…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mbase, do pendohesh nj\u00eb dit\u00eb<\/p>\n\n\n\n

e trupi t\u00eb shembet nga dhembja,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u00ebn diellin e vdekur te syt\u00eb,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

me ndoshta, do rroj\u00eb vet\u00ebm mendja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kitarat do t\u2019jen\u00eb \u00e7akorduar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u2019do k\u00ebndoj\u00eb as qyqja mbi pem\u00eb,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

do mbes\u00eb poezi e pashkruar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

vajtimi q\u00eb mbyll \u00e7do poem\u00eb…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mbase, kjo bot\u00eb s\u2019na p\u00ebrkiste,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u2019mund t\u00eb ishte e jona s\u00eb gjalli,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

do duhej q\u00eb nj\u00ebri t\u00eb vdiste<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dhe tjetri t\u00eb mbytej nga malli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vall\u00ebzo<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mos pyet sonte p\u00ebr dhembjet!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u00ebre uj\u00ebvar\u00ebn e lot\u00ebve t\u00eb derdhet,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

shpirtin t\u00eb zbrazet,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

gjaku t\u00eb kulloj\u00eb pik\u00eb-pik\u00eb<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bashk\u00eb me helmet e s\u00eb shkuar\u00ebs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zhytu n\u00eb zhurm\u00ebn e heshtjes,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ndiz nj\u00eb cigare,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

kthe nj\u00eb got\u00eb plotp\u00ebrplot harres\u00eb,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

mbyll syt\u00eb, dhe…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

vall\u00ebzo!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vall\u00ebzo me flladin e mesnat\u00ebs,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

zgjoje qytetin e p\u00ebrgjumur<\/p>\n\n\n\n

me nj\u00eb tango hareje,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

hapa \u00e7mendurie,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ul\u00ebrima pasioni…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vall\u00ebzo, gjer n\u00eb dehje,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

gjer n\u00eb prehje!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ndan\u00eb udh\u00ebs s\u00eb zagar\u00ebve<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(buz\u00eb lumi),<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nj\u00eb kor bretkosash<\/p>\n\n\n\n

jep koncerte madh\u00ebshtore<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nat\u00eb p\u00ebr nat\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ata do jen\u00eb spektator\u00ebt e tu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

udh\u00ebheq\u00ebsit tuaj artistik\u00eb,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u00eb qytetit pa aktor\u00eb,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

pa teat\u00ebr!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Do jen\u00eb melodia e qytetit pa muzik\u00eb,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

fjala e poetit q\u00eb ia vodh\u00ebn poezin\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Por ti, vall\u00ebzo!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00eb djall muzika, teatri, poezia!…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tregoji bot\u00ebs sa e lumtur je<\/p>\n\n\n\n

mes nat\u00ebs s\u00eb err\u00ebt,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u00eb qytetin e t\u00eb vdekurve,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

buz\u00eb lumit t\u00eb zi!  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

 NA I\nDIN\u00cb MENDIMET E FSHEHTA<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jemi t\u00eb v\u00ebzhguar i dashur!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Letrat e para, ata i lexuan t\u00eb par\u00ebt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Treg\u00ebti fjal\u00ebsh<\/p>\n\n\n\n

transferta buz\u00ebqeshjesh<\/p>\n\n\n\n

falsifikime mendimesh<\/p>\n\n\n\n

k\u00ebmbime mir\u00ebsjelljesh t\u00eb detyrueshme<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ma pat\u00ebn zbeh d\u00ebshir\u00ebn p\u00ebr ta \u00e7el kutin\u00eb\npostare<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ndaj, t\u00eb diktuan me nj\u00eb “klik” mbi\nekran<\/p>\n\n\n\n

para meje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Po na mbikqyrin i dashur!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Na i din\u00eb mendimet e fshehta<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ndjenjat e kristalta<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u00eb th\u00ebnat e hidh\u00ebta e t\u00eb mjalta<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u00eb path\u00ebnat drith\u00ebruese…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

na i num\u00ebrojn\u00eb ardhje-ikjet<\/p>\n\n\n\n

z\u00ebnkat e pajtimet,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

vuajtjet, d\u00ebshp\u00ebrimet…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jan\u00eb kaq t\u00eb p\u00ebrpikt\u00eb n\u00eb oraret e takimit<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sa t\u00eb mrekullon p\u00ebrsosm\u00ebria e p\u00ebrgjimit!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ua tham\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha i dashur:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qysh se dashurit\u00eb i raportuam n\u00ebp\u00ebr qelqe,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qysh se shprehit\u00eb i zd\u00ebrhallem dritareve\npublike<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qysh se iu fal\u00ebm teatrit absurd,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

duke i qesh vetvetes n\u00eb paqyra ilustrimi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mandej, vjen zbraz\u00ebtia….<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qiell\u2019 i vendlindjes sime<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

…t\u00eb kam tradhtuar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

e di!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Prej koh\u00ebsh jam duarlidhur<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nga hekurat e shp\u00eblara<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u00eb epok\u00ebs s\u00eb modernizmit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00ebtu nuk ka qiell,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

horizonti \u00ebsht\u00eb i mbyllur<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nga ca p\u00ebrbind\u00ebsha<\/p>\n\n\n\n

q\u00eb zmadhohen dita-dit\u00ebs,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

koha ndryshket para dritares sime<\/p>\n\n\n\n

duke shqyer \u00e7do cop\u00ebz jete.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Boj\u00ebrat e nj\u00eb piktori qesharak<\/p>\n\n\n\n

lyejn\u00eb fasadat q\u00eb nisen drejt teje,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

imitojn\u00eb ngjyrat e fshatit tim<\/p>\n\n\n\n

pa kuptuar se po b\u00ebjn\u00eb vet\u00ebvrasje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u00eb mjer\u00ebt!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sikur ta njihnin kalt\u00ebrsin\u00eb t\u00ebnde,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

arom\u00ebn e sythit n\u00eb lindje,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

apo breng\u00ebn e nj\u00eb gjetheje n\u00eb r\u00ebnie,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sikur t\u00eb ta njihnin frym\u00ebmarrjen,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

rrjedh\u00ebn e krojeve<\/p>\n\n\n\n

e lotin e vjesht\u00ebs s\u00eb von\u00eb…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ah, sikur t\u00eb t\u2019njihnin ty,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qiell i vendlindjes sime,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

me per\u00ebndimet – melhem zemrash<\/p>\n\n\n\n

e lindjet – ringjallje biblike!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Askush si un\u00eb s\u2019t\u2019i njeh brengat,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

askush s\u2019t\u2019i ka num\u00ebruar ikjet,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yjet askush s\u2019t\u2019i ka ndjekur si un\u00eb<\/p>\n\n\n\n

pranver\u00ebs njom\u00ebzake…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O parajs\u00eb shpirtrash!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u2019i kam dashur t\u00eb gjitha stin\u00ebt,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u2019i njoha gjith\u00eb lulet,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u2019i num\u00ebrova lisat rr\u00ebnj\u00eb p\u00ebr rr\u00ebnj\u00eb<\/p>\n\n\n\n

e fije p\u00ebr fije ta preka barin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Me gur\u00ebt e tok\u00ebs t\u00ebnde<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nd\u00ebrtova nj\u00eb k\u00ebshtjell\u00eb \u00ebndrrash<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u00eb cil\u00ebn iluzionet e g\u00ebnjesht\u00ebrta<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ma shemb\u00ebn pa pik\u00eb m\u00ebshire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

At\u00ebher\u00eb kisha puthur ikjen!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Si banore e fundit n\u00eb tok\u00eb t\u00eb bekuar <\/p>\n\n\n\n

u nisa n\u00eb mallkim…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ta ktheva shpin\u00ebn<\/p>\n\n\n\n

pa kuptuar se tradhtia<\/p>\n\n\n\n

mbante \u00e7mimin e err\u00ebsir\u00ebs.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Shkres\u00eb vjeshte M\u00eb shkruan nj\u00eb let\u00ebr atje matan\u00eb mali p\u00ebr ca pika shiu q\u00eb rigojn\u00eb mbi ty, aspak s\u2019t\u00eb vret reja q\u00eb koh\u00ebn ma ndali, as nj\u00ebmij\u00eb heshtjet q\u00eb ky\u00e7a me dry. M\u00eb \u00e7on panoram\u00ebn e vjesht\u00ebs s\u00eb von\u00eb tek ec\u00ebn mbi gjethe krejt qet\u00ebsisht; k\u00ebsaj ane dhe deti prej koh\u00ebsh r\u00ebnkon, qielli ul perden…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":9309,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9308","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poezi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9308","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9308"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9308\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9310,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9308\/revisions\/9310"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/9309"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9308"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9308"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9308"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}