{"id":7514,"date":"2018-10-12T21:06:15","date_gmt":"2018-10-12T21:06:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=7514"},"modified":"2018-10-12T21:06:15","modified_gmt":"2018-10-12T21:06:15","slug":"poezi-dhe-proze-nga-shpresa-ymeraj-per-konkurs","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=7514","title":{"rendered":"POEZI DHE PROZE NGA SHPRESA YMERAJ ( Per konkurs )"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>GJETH<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u00eb gjeti nj\u00eb dob\u00ebsi
\noh, po m\u00eb k\u00ebput
\nsekonda t\u00eb tr\u00ebndafilta prej buz\u00ebs
\njam akull n\u00eb gji
\npor prush, vet\u00ebm prush
\nm\u00eb ndez yj\u00ebsia e muz\u00ebs<\/p>\n

M\u00eb gjeti nj\u00eb pamund\u00ebsi
\npo m\u00eb r\u00ebndon
\nm\u00eb shum\u00eb se gjith\u00eb dhimbjet e mia
\nn\u00eb gji akullnaja buz\u00ebqeshje pikon
\np\u00ebrreth saj avullon\u00a0poezia.<\/p>\n

M\u00eb gjeti nje mal
\noh, m\u00eb ftoi t\u2019pushoj
\nn\u00eb gjirin e \u00ebmb\u00ebl t\u00eb \u00ebndrr\u00ebs
\nun\u00eb gjeth i pa-tok\u00eb, i pa-trung
\nve\u00e7 lundroj
\np\u00ebrmbi qiellin blu t\u00eb k\u00ebng\u00ebs.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

DIELLIT<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Edhe pa m\u2019i puthur buz\u00ebt,
\nedhe pa m\u00eb prekur ngroht\u00eb,
\nedhe pa m\u00eb p\u00ebrqafuar,
\nedhe pa m\u00eb mbajtur fort,
\nedhe t\u00eb m\u00eb l\u00ebsh m\u00ebnjan\u00eb,
\nsi\u00e7 l\u00eb lulen n\u00eb nj\u00eb k\u00ebnd
\nedhe po t\u00eb shkosh nxituar
\nun\u00eb vrapoj drejt kurthit tend<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

MENDIME T\u00cb S\u00cbMURA<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

I thyhet val\u00ebs nj\u00eb dridhje, n\u00eb thep t\u00eb gurit
\nndaj filtrin prej cigares dhe e v\u00eb nd\u00ebr buz\u00eb
\nbefas nj\u00eb st\u00ebrkal\u00eb shk\u00ebndijon si shpuz\u00eb
\nu v\u00eb zjarr pej\u00ebzave t\u00eb murit
\nndizet cigarja n\u00eb an\u00ebgoj\u00eb,
\ntym th\u00ebrrmijash shoh t\u00eb mjegulloj\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Hyjn\u00eb vark\u00ebzat e peshkimit nj\u00ebra pas tjetr\u00ebs
\nt\u00eb qeta, n\u00eb portin hutuar, t\u00eb ri
\nkapelen era ngjesh mbi flok\u00eb t’ujit
\np\u00ebrplas dallg\u00ebve k\u00ebmb\u00ebt si f’mi\u2019,
\nkre i molit her\u00eb pret her\u00eb p\u00ebrcjell
\nshira m\u00ebrgimtar\u00eb, n\u00eb vetmi.<\/p>\n

Bie nga lart mes rremash, nj\u00eb udh\u00eb-zjarr
\nd\u00ebrgon n\u00ebp\u00ebr val\u00eb nj\u00eb sinjal t\u00eb ngarkuar
\nnj\u00eb kosh plot peshk, nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb faqe-mal
\nti kthej\u00eb z\u00ebrin funddit\u00ebs, l\u00ebmuar
\nk\u00ebmish\u00eb e bardh\u00eb reje val\u00ebvitet zb\u00ebrthyer,
\npaqe, bukur-\u00ebnd\u00ebrruar.<\/p>\n

Nd\u00ebrsa varkat lidhen n\u00eb k\u00ebpurdha t\u00eb ftohta hekuri
\ne m\u00ebngjesi si mace shpihet,
\nlatohen gur\u00ebt e kre-molit te gjer\u00eb p\u00ebr dy,
\nnga shiu q\u00eb prej qiellit nuk shtihet, nj\u00eb grua nd\u00ebrsa shkrin,
\nmes rremash asgj\u00eb m\u00eb, me sy shihet
\nnga kre-moli n\u00eb horizont nj\u00eb ur\u00eb,
\nnj\u00eb vark\u00eb ankorohet kurr\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Fije nate drit-e-blu shoh t\u00eb thurrin mbi trup t’qiellit p\u00eblhura
\nshuhen ndizen yje, vala puth a lag, her\u00eb bregun her\u00eb buz\u00ebt e mia.
\nMendime t\u00eb s\u00ebmura..<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/a><\/p>\n

HESHTJE<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Tastet po \u00e7menden ti prek,
\npor un\u00eb dua ti mb\u00ebshtes moll\u00ebzat e gishtrinjve
\np\u00ebrmbi t\u00ebmthat q\u00eb m\u00eb lexojn\u00eb flet\u00eb m\u00eb flet\u00eb
\nti rr\u00ebshkas p\u00ebrmbi rrudhat
\nmban\u00eb syve t\u00eb mbyllur
\nn\u00ebp\u00ebr harkun e faqeve t\u00eb l\u00ebmuara
\nas gur\u00ebt e detit s\u2019jan\u00eb
\nkaq mir\u00eb t\u00eb l\u00ebmuar.
\nP\u00ebrmbi buz\u00eb,
\nsikur nuk i v\u00eb re q\u00eb po p\u00eblcasin zjarrit
\nsi g\u00ebshtenja t\u00eb plota,
\nti kaloj sa p\u00ebr t\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb..<\/p>\n

N\u00eb ekran
\nhije fjal\u00ebsh shuhen nj\u00eb e nga nj\u00eb
\nsi ushtar\u00eb vij\u00ebfronti
\np\u00ebrballur me heshtjen time.<\/p>\n

Llambat prej tavanit t\u00eb qiellit
\ndor\u00eb m\u00eb dor\u00eb t\u00eb zhg\u00ebnjyera,
\ne ndalin ritualin e ndezur
\ndhe e b\u00ebjn\u00eb me fjal\u00eb
\nti djegin filamentet e karbonit.<\/p>\n

Kjo heshtje vet\u00ebm hezitim nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Ja, i mbeshteta b\u00ebrrylat mes rr\u00ebmuj\u00ebs se shkresave
\np\u00ebrmbi tavolin\u00eb
\ne vendosa mjekr\u00ebn n\u00eb mes t\u00eb dy duarve.
\nMoll\u00ebzat e gishtrinjve rr\u00ebmbyer u t\u00ebrhoq\u00ebn
\ne ran\u00eb p\u00ebrmbi tastet
\nn\u00eb krah\u00eb t\u00eb shakullave t\u00eb shpritit,
\nhapur deri n\u00eb flet\u00ebn e fundit.
\nBrenda
\ngjaku i dehur n\u00eb munges\u00ebn t\u00ebnde
\nvrullsh\u00ebm f\u00ebrkohet faqes t\u00eb en\u00ebve t\u00eb veta,
\nndez nj\u00eb rrjet dritash n\u00ebp\u00ebr mua.
\nA m\u00eb sheh se si digjem p\u00ebr ty?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

DASHURIS\u00cb<\/strong><\/p>\n

I<\/p>\n

V\u00ebshtroj p\u00ebrgjat\u00eb nj\u00eb bregu
\nnj\u00eb vij\u00eb t\u00eb bardh\u00eb shkume
\nse si e l\u00ebpin parreshtur gjuha e detit..
\nNj\u00eb vij\u00eb t\u00eb padukshme
\nd\u00ebgjoj q\u00eb e th\u00ebrrasin horizont.
\nNj\u00eb vij\u00eb,\u00a0si dy gjinj t\u2019shtr\u00ebnguar mes duarsh,
\ndjathtas e lakoj me sy,
\nedhe nj\u00eb vij\u00eb diagonale
\nq\u00eb pingul hidhet n\u00eb det
\nm\u00eb shpon tejpertej n\u00eb t\u00eb majt\u00eb.
\nDy kllapa i vij\u00ebzoj kok\u00eb me kok\u00eb
\nMes p\u00ebrmes vatr\u00ebs qe ngroh gjith\u00eb bot\u00ebn,
\nt\u00eb cil\u00ebs, rreth i shkoj gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebn,
\npor nuk e vijoj dot.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

II<\/p>\n

K\u00ebtu t\u00eb lutem vet\u00ebm, edhe sot m\u00eb ler,<\/p>\n

dhimbjen ta hedh p\u00ebrmbi flok\u00eb si shami,<\/p>\n

mbi fytyr\u00eb t\u00eb saj sy i qiellit t\u00eb pushoj\u00eb,<\/p>\n

t\u00eb thellohet ajo n\u00ebn mbules\u00ebn e tij<\/p>\n

blu;<\/p>\n

s’po shkoj dot..<\/p>\n

sepse brenda k\u00ebtij trupi ka gjak<\/p>\n

por m\u00eb err\u00ebt se nata \u2018kush nuk di t\u00eb sundoj\u00eb,<\/p>\n

ndaj t\u00eb lutem,<\/p>\n

edhe pak,<\/p>\n

fare pak,<\/p>\n

m\u00eb ler t\u00eb t\u00eb pres<\/p>\n

e t\u00eb them, edhe pse un\u00eb vet\u00eb e varrosa,<\/p>\n

e njoh nat\u00ebn,<\/p>\n

e pa njohur dit\u00ebn t\u00ebnde nuk vdes..<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

III<\/p>\n

E pi t\u2019gjith\u00eb detin, e kaloj.
\nJam hidh\u00ebruar. Nuk e di?
\nSi loti i nxeht\u00eb kur avullon, nj\u00ebsoj,
\nve\u00e7 krip\u00eb mbetet kur un\u00eb shkoj,
\nashtu, edhe n\u00eb shtrat t\u00eb tij.<\/p>\n

Gjith\u00eb\u00e7far\u00eb nuk shihja, me vete e marr!
\nJam hidh\u00ebruar, nuk e di..
\nse s\u2019mundem detit ti v\u00eb zjarr,
\nti v\u00eb kufij, ta marr n\u00eb varr,
\nm\u00eb dallg\u00ebzon, m\u00eb ngre stuhi.<\/p>\n

E ndiej n\u00eb t\u2019ardhmen, fluturoj
\ne hidh\u00ebruar,\u00a0perse, se di..
\nm\u2019p\u00ebrkund n\u00eb t\u2019shkuar\u00ebn, e takoj
\nn\u00eb sy kur mbytemi zbuloj
\nkund nuk kam shkuar, as ai..<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

AG<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

E hodh\u00ebm krah\u00ebve lugun e pritjes,<\/p>\n

k\u00ebt\u00eb xhibox blu q\u00eb bie fat,<\/p>\n

fikur cdo drit\u00eb n\u00eb bredhin e \u00ebndrr\u00ebs,<\/p>\n

si per ta fshehur naten pa shtrat.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Un\u00eb hodha qaf\u00ebs shenj\u00ebn e lindjes,<\/p>\n

shall emerald\u00ebsh, prer\u00eb si diamant\u00e9,<\/p>\n

ti fshehe gjithe ankthin e zbritjes,<\/p>\n

flok\u00ebve t\u00eb koh\u00ebs, nd\u00ebrsa na qante.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Duart prej syve shtegun e \u00e7an\u00eb<\/p>\n

sheshuan malet, e shtruan me gur\u00eb,<\/p>\n

e rikrijuan shtratin e vet,<\/p>\n

p\u00ebrmbi p\u00ebrmbytje var\u00ebn nje ur\u00eb.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

I prum\u00eb buz\u00ebt ngjitur, m\u00ebshuar<\/p>\n

pas njera tjetr\u00ebs, puthjen e pim\u00eb,<\/p>\n

s’gjendej k\u00ebrrkund as epsh, as trill,<\/p>\n

ve\u00e7 nj\u00eb nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr p\u00ebrqafim.<\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

<\/a><\/p>\n

TANGO <\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Mb\u00ebshtes krahun
\nn\u00eb supin t\u00ebnd t\u00eb but\u00eb,
\nfaqja ime n\u00eb t\u00ebnden pushon
\nzemra rrjedh nga syt\u00eb
\ne gjitha shkrir\u00eb,
\nn\u00ebn tinguj tangoje
\nqet\u00eb, ti, m\u00eb rrotullon.
\nMes tingujsh drite erdha
\nme ty te vall\u00ebzoj
\ngjeth i drith\u00ebruar
\nzgjuar,
\nheshtur,
\nderisa m\u00ebngjesi t\u00eb agoj\u00eb
\nfjal\u00eb zemre thuam\u00eb parreshtur..
\nMbi deg\u00ebz\u00eb magjie mbr\u00ebmja shtrir\u00eb,
\nnj\u00eb melodi,
\nsi drit\u00ebz\u00eb mbaj veshur
\nve\u00e7 m\u00eb shtr\u00ebngo
\nsi \u00ebnd\u00ebrr, jepm\u00eb dlir\u00eb
\nnj\u00eb tango, prane, dridhur, ndjer\u00eb,
\nqeshur..
\nve\u00e7 m\u00eb pushto me krah\u00eb t\u00eb frym\u00ebs t\u00ebnde
\nsi nj\u00eb shk\u00ebndij\u00eb q\u00eb ndrin
\ne \u00ebmb\u00ebl digjet,
\ne rrotullohet n\u00ebp\u00ebr melodin\u00eb
\nq\u00eb val\u00ebt luajn\u00eb,
\nkur takojn\u00eb brigjet.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

PLAG\u00cb M\u00cb T\u00cb BUKUR NUK KAM PAR\u00cb <\/strong><\/p>\n

Proz\u00eb e shkurt\u00ebr -Vijim<\/p>\n

IV<\/p>\n

Silueta e saj e err\u00ebt zgjatej e hollohej. Papritur vura re t\u2018i mb\u00ebrthente duart pas pulpave, nd\u00ebrsa k\u00ebmb\u00ebt, si t\u00eb \u00e7mendura, nis\u00ebn t\u2019i k\u00ebrcenin me nj\u00eb rit\u00ebm t\u00eb \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm. P\u00ebrdridheshin, si bisqet e deg\u00ebve t\u00eb rrushit, hidheshin p\u00ebrtej, lart e posht\u00eb, si \u00e7iliminj t\u00eb g\u00ebzuar, spostoheshin majtas e djathtas, si\u00e7 b\u00ebn krahu i makin\u00ebs s\u00eb shkrimit. \u00c7\u2019forma mahnit\u00ebse nuk krijuan l\u00ebvizjet e pandalshme t\u00eb atyre k\u00ebmb\u00ebve. K\u00ebmisha e shkurt\u00ebr e sikletit, q\u00eb i ndrinte s\u00eb largu, po i ngjitej l\u00ebkur\u00ebs. Duart nuk i rreshtnin s\u00eb mb\u00ebrthyeri k\u00ebmb\u00ebt, h\u00ebr\u00eb gjunj\u00ebsh, her\u00eb pulpash, her\u00eb shputash. U p\u00ebrdrodh disa her\u00eb, aqsa me nj\u00eb vij\u00eb t\u00eb trash\u00eb vertikale po m\u00eb ngjasonte. Si nj\u00eb stilopap\u00ebs, q\u00eb l\u00ebvizte majtas me shpejt\u00ebsi, b\u00ebhej er\u00eb p\u00ebrmbi flet\u00ebn, q\u00eb n\u00eb paqe binte. S\u2019di se si, por u binda q\u00eb do t\u00eb kthehej. Vesha rrob\u00ebn e bardh\u00eb t\u00eb zgjimit, lidha flatrat dy her\u00eb, posht\u00eb gush\u00ebs e posht\u00eb gjinjve, i shtr\u00ebngova mir\u00eb dhe mbylla dyert e syve. I ndjeva t\u00eb shtriheshin ekstremet e mia t\u00eb lartme p\u00ebrmes skajeve t\u00eb mbikres\u00ebs s\u00eb res\u00eb. Lart, aty p\u00ebrmbi re, i zgjova zogjt\u00eb e syrit, dhe i l\u00ebshova p\u00ebrmbi udh\u00ebn q\u00eb verdhonte. Pash\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb pat\u00ebn th\u00ebn\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebt e saj…<\/p>\n

Tej, shtrihej nje bust me kok\u00eb, krah\u00eb, dhe goj\u00eb. I rridhnin kokrra t\u00eb metalta eg\u00ebrsie prej sysh. P\u00ebrtypej ngesh\u00ebm, di\u00e7 hante. Duart nuk dinte ku t\u2019i vinte e i val\u00ebviteshin, si rroba t\u00eb nderura n\u00eb supe. N\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje dola n\u00eb kre t\u00eb nat\u00ebs. Posht\u00eb binin hektar\u00eb t\u00eb mbjell\u00eb me yje. Gjoksi i ngusht\u00eb i rrug\u00ebs vinte duke u afruar, e duke u hapur. Kolliste, tek tuk, ndonj\u00eb gur. An\u00eb tij, krah\u00ebt e pishave k\u00ebpusnin fash\u00eb resh, e nj\u00eb shpend i rrall\u00eb villte melhem p\u00ebrmbi vrimat, q\u00eb shponin dh\u00ebmb\u00ebt e ndonj\u00eb zvarraniku q\u00eb binte udha. Dita ishte e vog\u00ebl n\u00eb trup. U zgjata drejt saj nj\u00eb her\u00eb, mbaj mend q\u00eb e putha aq \u00ebmb\u00ebl, saq\u00eb m\u2019u hidh\u00ebrua goja. Qysh prej asaj puthjeje nuk i rrihej pa ardhur deri lart. Ik-e -ardhjet e saj, jan\u00eb ritmi i k\u00ebsaj jete?!<\/p>\n

Shpresa Ymeraj <\/strong><\/p>\n

Chadds Ford USA Tetor, 2018<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

GJETH \u00a0 M\u00eb gjeti nj\u00eb dob\u00ebsi oh, po m\u00eb k\u00ebput sekonda t\u00eb tr\u00ebndafilta prej buz\u00ebs jam akull n\u00eb gji por prush, vet\u00ebm prush m\u00eb ndez yj\u00ebsia e muz\u00ebs<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7515,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7514","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poezi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7514","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7514"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7514\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7516,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7514\/revisions\/7516"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/7515"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7514"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7514"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7514"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}