{"id":6856,"date":"2017-10-10T20:56:36","date_gmt":"2017-10-10T20:56:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=6856"},"modified":"2017-10-10T20:56:36","modified_gmt":"2017-10-10T20:56:36","slug":"a-tkujtohet-kosove-poezi-nga-elida-rusta","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=6856","title":{"rendered":"A t’kujtohet Kosov\u00eb? Poezi nga Elida Rusta"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"ELIDA<\/a>ELIDA RUSTA<\/p>\n

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Nj\u00eb gllenjk\u00eb prej gjinit tand<\/p>\n

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A t’kujtohet Kosov\u00eb,
\nkur n\u00eb shekullin e qorrt\u00eb,
\nna pat\u00ebn d\u00ebnue me ndarje,
\ne jo p\u00ebr faj ton\u00eb?
\nKoh\u00eb e zez\u00eb ish.
\nPrej munges\u00ebs tande m’pat mbet\u00eb nji i ftoft\u00eb ma tep\u00ebr,
\nnji krye i kthyem e syt\u00eb me gjak se s’mujsha me lotue askund p\u00ebr ty,
\nSall ofshava n\u00ebn z\u00e1 robnin\u00eb ton\u00eb.
\nNishanxhi t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenj q\u00eblluen,
\nna ran\u00eb mu n\u00eb aort\u00eb.
\nTa kam pa dek\u00ebn n\u00eb trupin me zemr\u00ebn e shueme,
\ne trupi jem vdiste p\u00ebrdit\u00eb
\npa m’i pa kush syt\u00eb e shpirtit…
\nIshin vite pa dat\u00eb,
\npa histori,
\npa identitet.
\nSot vi tek ti
\nme di\u00e7ka si pranver\u00eb vesh,
\nnji kull\u00eb nd\u00ebrtoj me dashnin\u00eb ton\u00eb.
\nE pi nji gllenjk\u00eb prej gjinit tand
\ne t\u00eb dyja bashk\u00eb \u00e7ojm\u00eb shkambin n\u00eb cep t\u2019synit,
\nbashkojm\u00eb Ur\u00ebn e Shenjt\u00eb me mitin e Rozaf\u00ebs,
\nndezim qirinjt\u00eb e shpres\u00ebs,
\ns’jetojm\u00eb me fatin n\u00eb grushtin e tjet\u00ebrkujt.
\nKosov\u00eb
\na hi\u00e7 nuk e ndien dashnin\u00eb t\u00e9me?
\nKjo koh\u00eb nuk asht m\u00e1 si tjerat,
\nti tash je edhe e jemja.
\nNji lutje kam p\u00ebr ty
\nDuaje veten e ma ke kthye dashnin\u00eb 100-fish
\nE dielli ka me m’dal n\u00eb krahnor
\nKostandin\u00ebt prap’ kan\u00eb me e mbajt bes\u00ebn
\npabesia ndrron rrug\u00eb,
\nja bajm\u00eb funeralin tradh\u00ebtis\u00eb
\nbashk\u00eb i ngjitena malit pa qa se asht i nalt\u00eb\u2026
\n <\/p>\n

S\u2019di kur\u2026<\/p>\n

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Sonte e s’di kur
\nkam me shkrue p\u00ebr ty,
\nse s’shkruhet n’r\u00e1n\u00eb,
\nkur era fryn si e t\u00ebrbueme.
\nN\u00eb dhom\u00ebn t\u00e9me t’rr\u00ebfimit,
\nn\u00ebn pesh\u00ebn e mkateve q\u00eb kurr\u00eb s’i kam ba,
\njetoj, vdes e kthehem me lind p\u00ebr s’dyti,
\np\u00ebr s’treti…
\nVdes n’kamb’,
\naspak drojsh\u00ebm.
\nGuxoj me zblue shpirtin
\nme vrullin q\u00eb m’\u00e7an gjoksin.
\nMes rreshtash
\ns’mujta me t’mshef,
\nas kur mungove,
\nas kur ishe n’han\u00eb t’shthurun,
\nas kur shkele bor\u00ebn e virgj\u00ebn me gjurm’ tutsi
\npa msue se puthja zgjat
\nsa nata njimij\u00eb vje\u00e7e.
\nHarrove se poet\u00ebt vuejn\u00eb p\u00ebr dhimbje,
\ne n’ftyr\u00eb ve\u00e7 durim kan\u00eb qendis,
\nse dielli edhe nes\u00ebr ka me r\u00e1.
\nNes\u00ebr,
\nn\u00eb agun e par\u00eb t’dit\u00ebs re,
\nti ke me k\u00e9n ve\u00e7 nji mendim
\nsi rob q\u00eb e tremb dashnia,
\ni lir\u00eb n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn e prishjes s\u00eb \u00e1ndrrave.
\nKe me u djeg
\nn’flak’ t’oxhakut t\u00e9m
\nme msue se hi\u00e7i \u00e1sht ma i idht’ se deka,
\nse k\u00ebmbanat
\nkurr\u00eb s’munden me lajmrue mesh\u00ebn pa vakt…<\/p>\n

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Mbrame <\/strong><\/p>\n

Mbram\u00eb s’ma lan\u00eb mund\u00ebsin\u00eb me t’u p\u00ebrfal\u00eb,
\nme u betu n’lumtunin\u00eb ton\u00eb,
\nme t’ndej af\u00ebr si pushtim i beft\u00eb,
\nme t’u shtrembnu si dashni,
\nMbram\u00eb m’i peshuen d\u00ebshirat menduen se m’ndryjn\u00eb n\u00eb “unin” e tyne hipokrit.
\nGjumi m’i paska puth\u00eb syt\u00eb.
\nMbram\u00eb s’mujta me ba dashni me ty,
\nve\u00e7 me t’dasht\u00eb! Sot,jam zgjue tu qesh\u00eb!!!<\/p>\n

S’ka shum\u00eb q\u00eb i shtova dy vija n\u00eb rrudha
\nNyje t\u00eb forta i lidha litart\u0113 e lumtunis\u00eb
\nMe dhambin net\u00ebt e mia t\u00eb fildishta
\nM’dhimbet dita q\u00eb ec si e marr\u00eb e m’len vet\u00ebm me d\u00ebshirat
\nVajza mbrend\u00eb meje,nuk flen
\nme nji parfum pishet n’trup
\nshpirtin e lan me njolla drite
\np\u00ebrdore m\u00eb merr e m’i tregon kufinjt\u00eb
\nUn\u00eb s’du me ik,du me ken\u00eb e gjunj\u00ebzueme
\ne ndalem si koh\u00eb n’rini
\nNdoshta rrug\u00ebs gjej di\u00e7ka
\nq\u00eb prap na ban me u dasht\u00eb mbi vog\u00eblsina
\nJe d\u00ebshir\u00eb me u pa prap\u00eb
\nd\u00ebshir\u00eb q\u00eb m’ban me u \u00e7u prej toket
\nSa fillova me t’dasht\u00eb erdh koha me u nda<\/p>\n

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E premtja e fundit
\n<\/strong>
\nHeq koh\u00ebn prej trupi,
\nliroj barr\u00ebt e shpin\u00ebs,
\nkndoj pa za p\u00ebr tana ikjet.
\nAtje posht\u00eb te kroni katundit
\nq\u00eb shterr dy muej ver\u00eb,
\njan\u00eb palue brengat,braktisjet.
\nTy n\u00eb asnji gji gruje nuk t’z\u00e9n ma gjumi.
\nValbona kcen t’fundit tango,
\nbjeshk\u00ebt rrisin fminin\u00eb,
\ndashnit\u00eb shuhen p\u00ebrdit\u00eb
\nsi num\u00ebr poet\u00ebsh.
\nAtje posht\u00eb te kroni katundit,
\n\u00e7do t’premte mohohet vetja,
\ntuj e dit\u00eb gjithqysh
\nse e premtja e fundit ka me e kryq\u00ebzue!<\/p>\n

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N\u2019det t\u2019dashnis\u00eb
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Si t’kam h\u00e1n\u00eb moj shoqja e zemr\u00ebs,
\nedhe ti thu m’ke braktis,
\na t’ka lodh dashnia jeme,
\na s\u00eb tep\u00ebrmi t’kam bezdis?
\nEja h\u00e1n\u00eb bre mos vono,
\nne gjetsh n’gjum\u00eb mos e trazo,
\nne gjetsh \u00e7u kallzoi p\u00ebr mue,
\nThuj sa net’ ti m’ke shoqnue.
\nthuj sa net’ kam ndej n’vetmi,
\nthuj sa her\u00eb kam q\u00e1 p\u00ebr ty.
\nThuj se malli m’ka p\u00ebrvlue,
\ne askujt s’muj me i besue.
\nLshoja z\u00e1nin af\u00ebr detit
\nta shtr\u00ebngoj n’gji mrenda vedit.
\nDer\u00ebn hap e lash’ tuj prit\u00eb,
\nve\u00e7 ai n’t\u00eb me trokit,
\nthuj asht mbyt n’det t’dashnis\u00eb,
\nsa her\u00eb yjet ka q\u00ebndis\u00eb.
\nN’ty kam bes\u00eb e po t’b\u00e1j z\u00e1,
\nedhe sonte e kurr\u00eb ma!
\nS’di pse vdes p\u00ebr t\u00eb \u00e7do dit\u00eb,
\ndashni tjera s’kam me prit!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

ELIDA RUSTA   Nj\u00eb gllenjk\u00eb prej gjinit tand A t’kujtohet Kosov\u00eb, kur n\u00eb shekullin e qorrt\u00eb, na pat\u00ebn d\u00ebnue me ndarje, e jo p\u00ebr faj ton\u00eb? Koh\u00eb e zez\u00eb ish.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6857,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6856","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poezi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6856","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6856"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6856\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6858,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6856\/revisions\/6858"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6857"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6856"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6856"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6856"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}