{"id":6296,"date":"2016-10-23T23:29:17","date_gmt":"2016-10-23T23:29:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=6296"},"modified":"2016-10-23T23:29:17","modified_gmt":"2016-10-23T23:29:17","slug":"poezi-nga-irma-kurti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=6296","title":{"rendered":"Poezi nga Irma Kurti"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"irma-kurti\"<\/a>Irma Kurti, Itali<\/u><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

N\u00eb gjuh\u00ebn amtare <\/strong><\/p>\n

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Kur mbr\u00ebmja ulet mbi deg\u00eb pem\u00ebsh<\/p>\n

dhe lodhja n\u00eb trupin tim hedh rr\u00ebnj\u00eb,<\/p>\n

m\u00eb ndodh aq shpesh n\u00eb gjuh\u00ebn time<\/p>\n

t\u00eb shqiptoj padashur nj\u00eb fraz\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb.<\/p>\n

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Kur nat\u00ebn endem n\u00eb bot\u00ebn e \u00ebndrrave<\/p>\n

e ankthi m\u00eb merr frym\u00ebn e m\u00eb mbyt,<\/p>\n

nuk k\u00ebrkoj ndihm\u00eb n\u00eb gjuh\u00eb t\u00eb huaj,<\/p>\n

m\u00eb nxjerr \u201cnga rreziku\u201d nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb shqip.<\/p>\n

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N\u00eb ato \u00e7aste nuk mundem ta kuptoj,<\/p>\n

ajo \u00e7\u2019kam th\u00ebn\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb gjuh\u00ebn time,<\/p>\n

se aq natyrsh\u00ebm nga shpirti m\u00eb buron<\/p>\n

si\u00e7 rrjedh e qet\u00eb rr\u00ebkeja mes shk\u00ebmbinjve.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Dashuri e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Dashuria ime p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb qytet t\u00eb larg\u00ebt<\/p>\n

\u00ebsht\u00eb e fort\u00eb, oksigjen p\u00ebr mushk\u00ebrit\u00eb,<\/p>\n

por shpesh m\u00eb heq d\u00ebshir\u00ebn ta vizitoj,<\/p>\n

e befas shnd\u00ebrrohet n\u00eb mllef, zem\u00ebrim.<\/p>\n

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Kujtimet e trishta zgjohen nga kllapia<\/p>\n

-molat q\u00eb shpirtin fillojn\u00eb t\u00eb ma brejn\u00eb,<\/p>\n

si ajrin dikur e ndotnin fjal\u00eb e skorie,<\/p>\n

jet\u00ebn time e sp\u00ebrkasin plot me helm.<\/p>\n

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Bota e f\u00ebminis\u00eb e kthjell\u00ebt si kristal<\/p>\n

krisej nga furia e thashethemeve pa fund.<\/p>\n

M\u00eb vjen keq p\u00ebr vitet q\u00eb n\u00eb kalendarin<\/p>\n

e zemr\u00ebs, nuk lan\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb vogl\u00ebn gjurm\u00eb.<\/p>\n

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Kalon koh\u00eb e qyteti m\u00eb t\u00ebrheq si magnet,<\/p>\n

m\u00eb shkundin z\u00ebra e nota muzikore plot,<\/p>\n

shoh veten me flok\u00ebt e mbledhur g\u00ebrshet,<\/p>\n

tek k\u00ebndoj n\u00eb sken\u00eb e dridhem me emocion.<\/p>\n

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N\u00eb \u00ebndrra m\u00eb del parku i madh i qytetit,<\/p>\n

ku me prind\u00ebrit p\u00ebrdore sh\u00ebtisnim bashk\u00eb,<\/p>\n

nuk di pse parajs\u00ebn e imagjinoj t\u00eb till\u00eb,<\/p>\n

me ato loj\u00ebra t\u00eb pakta q\u00eb humbnin mbi bar.<\/p>\n

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Mllefi e trishtimi zbuten, s\u2019i ndjej m\u00eb,<\/p>\n

dua ta vizitoj ve\u00e7 nj\u00eb \u00e7ast tok\u00ebn e tij,<\/p>\n

t\u00eb p\u00ebrulem, t\u00eb mbaj n\u00eb gishta e t\u00eb puth<\/p>\n

dheun ku shkel\u00ebn p\u00ebrdit\u00eb prind\u00ebrit e mi.<\/p>\n

Dashuria p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb qytet \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb…<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Nuk shitet kjo sht\u00ebpi <\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Nuk shitet, as nuk blihet kjo sht\u00ebpi,<\/p>\n

aty flen\u00eb e zgjohen miliona kujtime,<\/p>\n

si th\u00ebrrmija t\u00eb bardha enden n\u00eb aj\u00ebr<\/p>\n

bisedat q\u00eb lam\u00eb atje dhe \u00ebnd\u00ebrrimet.<\/p>\n

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N\u00eb korridorin e tkurrur nga vetmia<\/p>\n

jehojn\u00eb ende hapat e prind\u00ebrve t\u00eb mi,<\/p>\n

ecejaket e lehta t\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00ebs e mbushnin<\/p>\n

si simfoni hyjnore t\u00eb gjith\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb.<\/p>\n

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Hyj n\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb: divan\u00ebt\u00a0 e lodhur –<\/p>\n

nj\u00ebri prej tyre ku mb\u00ebshtetej im at\u00eb,<\/p>\n

mund t\u00eb duket i vjet\u00ebr, gati i rr\u00ebnuar,<\/p>\n

por ai pranin\u00eb e tij ende e mban.<\/p>\n

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N\u00eb aneksin e vog\u00ebl, dy hapa m\u00eb tutje<\/p>\n

ndihet aroma e kafes\u00eb s\u00eb ngroht\u00eb,<\/p>\n

s\u2019e krahasoj me parfumet m\u00eb t\u00eb mira<\/p>\n

q\u00eb shiten n\u00ebp\u00ebr dyqanet pafund sot.<\/p>\n

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Ky kuad\u00ebr me boj\u00ebra vaji mbi mur,<\/p>\n

ku n\u00eb ishull strehohet nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi-vil\u00eb,<\/p>\n

p\u00ebrmbledh d\u00ebshir\u00ebn time p\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuar<\/p>\n

tok me familjen n\u00eb nj\u00eb bot\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb.<\/p>\n

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Kujtimet i japin nj\u00eb vler\u00eb q\u00eb s\u2019llogaritet,<\/p>\n

e b\u00ebjn\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb shtrenjt\u00eb, jo si \u00e7mim –<\/p>\n

po p\u00ebr shpirtin, zemr\u00ebn, ndjesit\u00eb e mia.<\/p>\n

Nuk shitet, as mund t\u00eb blihet kjo sht\u00ebpi!<\/p>\n

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Dridhem si gjethe<\/strong><\/p>\n

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M\u00eb ndodh shpesh, gati \u00e7do dit\u00eb<\/p>\n

q\u00eb nostalgjia m\u00eb troket n\u00eb shpirt<\/p>\n

e pas \u00e7do zileje t\u00eb celularit, N\u00ebn\u00eb,<\/p>\n

m\u00eb duket sikur do t\u2019m\u00eb flas\u00ebsh ti:<\/p>\n

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\u201cShpirt i mamit vishu, b\u00ebn ftoht\u00eb,<\/p>\n

mos u lodh, kujdes p\u00ebr veten ki!\u201d<\/p>\n

Ndihem e mbrojtur e s\u2019kam frik\u00eb,<\/p>\n

m\u00eb transformon n\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb z\u00ebri yt…<\/p>\n

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N\u00ebna ime nuk mund t\u00eb kthehet m\u00eb<\/p>\n

e ndihem e dob\u00ebt, e vetme n\u00eb bot\u00eb,<\/p>\n

s\u2019m\u00eb p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhel dot me v\u00ebshtrim,<\/p>\n

dashuri e saj s\u2019mund t\u00eb m\u00eb shp\u00ebtoj\u00eb.<\/p>\n

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Ka ikur, ka ikur, ka ikur pa kthim,<\/p>\n

askush n\u00eb zem\u00ebr s\u2019ma z\u00ebvend\u00ebson,<\/p>\n

s\u2019mund t\u00eb ndajm\u00eb s\u00eb toku nj\u00eb g\u00ebzim,<\/p>\n

as nj\u00eb dhimbje dhe as nj\u00eb pik\u00eb lot.<\/p>\n

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P\u00ebrjetoj gjithnj\u00eb ndjesi t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme,<\/p>\n

dridhem si gjethe vjeshte dhe pres<\/p>\n

q\u00eb pas \u00e7do zileje t\u00eb telefonit, N\u00ebn\u00eb,<\/p>\n

z\u00ebri yt t\u2019m\u00eb ledhatoj\u00eb si fllad i leht\u00eb.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Prag Krishtlindjeje<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ti k\u00ebt\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje je duke i r\u00ebn\u00eb kitar\u00ebs<\/p>\n

n\u00eb nj\u00eb sken\u00eb t\u00eb improvizuar me shok\u00eb,<\/p>\n

gishtat e tu dridhen m\u00eb shum\u00eb se telat<\/p>\n

mb\u00ebshtjell\u00eb nga acari i dimrit t\u00eb ftoht\u00eb.<\/p>\n

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Nuk munda t\u00eb vij dhe pse jemi pran\u00eb,<\/p>\n

t\u00eb sh\u00ebtisja atje k\u00ebt\u00eb prag Krishtilindjeje,<\/p>\n

m\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb them, s\u2019doja t\u00eb shihja er\u00ebn<\/p>\n

teksa fytyr\u00ebn t\u00ebnde pa m\u00ebshir\u00eb e rrihte.<\/p>\n

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Ti pret kalimtar\u00ebt t\u00eb ndalin, t\u00eb d\u00ebgjojn\u00eb,<\/p>\n

shum\u00eb prej tyre ikin, zhduken n\u00eb heshtje.<\/p>\n

Si ndihesh tek shquan shpinat e tyre?<\/p>\n

Indiferenca t\u00eb godet si kamzhiku i er\u00ebs.<\/p>\n

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Dikush ndalon, t\u00eb hedh ndonj\u00eb romuz<\/p>\n

e ti me siguri hesht o buz\u00ebqesh me zor.<\/p>\n

Nipi im, z\u00ebrin e but\u00eb e delikat t\u00eb shpirtit,<\/p>\n

ta dish, pak njer\u00ebz arrijn\u00eb q\u00eb ta kuptojn\u00eb.<\/p>\n

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Njer\u00ebzit q\u00eb do t\u00eb dashurohen me tingujt,<\/p>\n

ata q\u00eb do ndalin hapat n\u00eb at\u00eb sh\u00ebtitore,<\/p>\n

ata q\u00eb do kuptojn\u00eb dridhjet e shpirtit t\u00ebnd,<\/p>\n

do t\u00eb jen\u00eb aq t\u00eb rrall\u00eb, sa gishtat e nj\u00eb dore.<\/p>\n

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Mos u trishto, k\u00ebshtu ndodh dhe n\u00eb jet\u00eb,<\/p>\n

do takosh njer\u00ebz meskin\u00eb e t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl plot,<\/p>\n

t\u00eb tjer\u00eb cinik\u00eb q\u00eb do p\u00ebrpiqen me nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb<\/p>\n

pasionin t\u00ebnd p\u00ebr muzik\u00ebn ta helmojn\u00eb.<\/p>\n

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Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb ti do interpretosh n\u00eb nj\u00eb sken\u00eb<\/p>\n

me drita verbuese e me publik elegant,<\/p>\n

por kurr\u00eb mos e harro minikoncertin<\/p>\n

n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn pa em\u00ebr t\u00eb qytetit, at\u00eb nat\u00eb.<\/p>\n

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Sa do t\u00eb doja k\u00ebt\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje t\u00eb isha atje,<\/p>\n

por dije q\u00eb megjithat\u00eb t\u00eb mendoj shum\u00eb,<\/p>\n

pak trishtim e mall\u00ebngjim m\u00eb ng\u00ebrthen,<\/p>\n

teksa tingujt e kitar\u00ebs mb\u00ebrrijn\u00eb tek un\u00eb.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Irma Kurti, Itali \u00a0 N\u00eb gjuh\u00ebn amtare   Kur mbr\u00ebmja ulet mbi deg\u00eb pem\u00ebsh dhe lodhja n\u00eb trupin tim hedh rr\u00ebnj\u00eb, m\u00eb ndodh aq shpesh n\u00eb gjuh\u00ebn time t\u00eb shqiptoj padashur nj\u00eb fraz\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6297,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6296","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poezi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6296","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6296"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6296\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6298,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6296\/revisions\/6298"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6297"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6296"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6296"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6296"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}