{"id":5887,"date":"2016-02-13T13:27:28","date_gmt":"2016-02-13T13:27:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=5887"},"modified":"2016-02-13T13:27:28","modified_gmt":"2016-02-13T13:27:28","slug":"zemra-dhe-guri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=5887","title":{"rendered":"Zemra dhe guri"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/REMZIE-ZEKOLLI.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-5888\" src=\"http:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/REMZIE-ZEKOLLI-220x300.png\" alt=\"REMZIE ZEKOLLI\" width=\"220\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/REMZIE-ZEKOLLI-220x300.png 220w, https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/REMZIE-ZEKOLLI.png 230w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 220px) 100vw, 220px\" \/><\/a>Nga Remzije Zekolli<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>Nj\u00eb mij\u00eb n\u00eb q\u00ebndrofshin, do t\u00eb q\u00ebndroj dhe vet\u00eb,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Po edhe nj\u00ebqind n\u00eb mbetshin, nuk tundem kurrsesi;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>I dhjeti do t\u00eb jem, poqese mbeten dhjet\u00eb:<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>E ne mbett\u00eb ve\u00e7 nj\u00eb \u2013 do t\u00eb jem un\u00eb ai<\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>ViktorHygoi<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Jasht\u00eb bie d\u00ebbor\u00eb&#8230;<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>N\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e RamadanShaqirit, edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb shpalosen kujtimet e hidhura, por dhe krenare, t\u00eb nj\u00eb kohe t\u00eb\u00a0 v\u00ebshtir\u00eb&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 N\u00eb rastin e familjes sime, ajo th\u00ebnia e vjet\u00ebr popullore &#8211; \u201c&#8230; kur thyhet qerrja udh\u00eb gjenden mjaft\u201d &#8211; disa her\u00eb u riv\u00ebrtetua, &#8211; nd\u00ebrhyn n\u00eb bised\u00eb gruaja q\u00eb p\u00ebrjetoi tragjedin\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00eb t\u00eb familjes-vrasjen e dy djemve dhe t\u00eb bashk\u00ebshortit, zonja Minire, tash\u00a0 pes\u00ebdhjet\u00eb e sa vje\u00e7e.<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Pra, vazhdon t\u00eb flas\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb ajo, &#8211; qerrja u thye&#8230; Kosova frymonte n\u00eb pranga dhe gjak, njer\u00ebzit ndiqeshin, n\u00eb forma t\u00eb egra, largoheshin nga puna, vriteshin&#8230; Ramadanin, bashk\u00ebshortin tim, pas vitesh t\u00eb derdhjes s\u00eb djers\u00ebs aty, ve\u00e7 pse ishte shqiptar e larguan nga puna&#8230; Nuk ishte ky vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb problem si t\u00eb mbesim gjall\u00eb, si t\u00eb siguronim kafshat\u00ebn e goj\u00ebs. Kishte qindra halle t\u00eb tjera k\u00ebtu, secili m\u00eb i r\u00ebnd\u00eb se tjetri&#8230; N\u00eb situata t\u00eb k\u00ebtilla, udh\u00eb ka shum\u00eb: cil\u00ebn t\u00eb marr\u00ebsh? Nj\u00eb udh\u00eb shpinte andej, udha tjet\u00ebr k\u00ebndej, e treta udh\u00eb ikte n\u00eb kahe t\u00eb tret\u00eb. Ngel\u00ebn njer\u00ebzit si bibat n\u00eb mjegull&#8230; duhej pritur pak, sa t\u00eb b\u00ebhej m\u00eb i kthjellt\u00eb uji: s` dihej me k\u00eb t\u00eb flas\u00ebsh, me k\u00eb t\u00eb rr\u00ebzosh gurin nga zemra?<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>-N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb koh\u00eb&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8230; koh\u00eb e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb, koh\u00eb protestash, koh\u00eb helmimesh, vrasjesh, koh\u00eb kusht\u00ebzimesh t\u00eb ndryshme&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb koh\u00eb, dyert e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb son\u00eb i njoh\u00ebn edhe ata, q\u00eb krijonin \u00e7elulet e para guerile t\u00eb U\u00c7K-s\u00eb, edhe ata \u2013 q\u00eb para dhun\u00ebs dhe skamjes, merrnin bot\u00ebn n\u00eb sy, e lenin Kosov\u00ebn dhe ikin diku n\u00eb bot\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb siguruar kafshat\u00ebn e goj\u00ebs.<\/p>\n<p>Po flas gjithnj\u00eb p\u00ebr vitet e n\u00ebnt\u00ebdhjeta, apo m\u00eb af\u00ebr, p\u00ebr vitin `94. Serbia p\u00ebrdorte metodat m\u00eb barbare p\u00ebr ta thyer rezistenc\u00ebn e popullit shqiptar, t\u00eb cil\u00ebs i printe Rugova, p\u00ebrdorte metodat m\u00eb perfide p\u00ebr ta zbrazur Kosov\u00ebn nga banor\u00ebt autokton shqiptar&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I larguar nga puna, ngase nuk kishte dashur ta pranoj\u00eb\u00a0 shtetin okupator serb, ngase nuk kishte paguar p\u00ebr sindikat\u00ebn serbe, bashk\u00ebshorti im Ramadani t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto i p\u00ebrjetonte n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn e vet-r\u00ebnd\u00eb, shum\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb. \u201cVet\u00ebm un\u00eb jam zot i vetvetes, i djers\u00ebs s\u00eb ballit tim, thoshte ai me vendosm\u00ebri. \u2013 Apo, edhe k\u00ebshtu: po ikin njer\u00ebzit nga k\u00ebtu. Un\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb ik, kurr\u00eb&#8230; Nuk ka dhun\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb largon nga toka ime, nga guri im.<\/p>\n<p>Guri dhe zemra jan\u00eb nj\u00eb, or t\u00eb dashurit e mi\u201d, thoshte sypatrembur.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; &#8230; Pak para se t\u00eb binte mbr\u00ebmja,- i kujtohet Minires, &#8211; me nj\u00eb rast, n\u00eb dyert e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb\u00a0 trokiti dikush. Ishte koh\u00eb kur nuk vijn\u00eb mysafir\u00eb, &#8211; mendoja n\u00eb vete, &#8211; kush mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb?<\/p>\n<p>Njer\u00ebzit humbnin pa gjurm\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>As kufomat nuk ua gjenin familjar\u00ebt.<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Kush mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb m\u00eb r\u00ebndonte n\u00eb kok\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa Ramadani po i hapte dyert.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>N\u00eb der\u00eb u shfaq Agimi, nj\u00eb mik nga puna i bashk\u00ebshortit tim.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; H\u00eb, Agim, \u00e7`e mir\u00eb t\u00eb qiti n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb koh\u00eb, &#8211; ia b\u00ebri Ramadani, duke mos pritur ndonj\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; \u00c7` e mir\u00eb, thua, thuaj \u00e7\u2019 e keqe, &#8211; foli Agimi. Ia zgjat\u00ebn dor\u00ebn nj\u00ebri &#8211; tjetrit dhe ashtu dor\u00eb m\u00eb dor\u00eb hyn\u00eb brenda n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; M\u00eb larguan dhe mua nga puna, &#8211; foli Agimi, sapo u ul.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; S`ke \u00e7` b\u00eb. E keqe tjet\u00ebr mos qoft\u00eb&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Ma ofruan nj\u00eb dokument ta n\u00ebnshkruaj&#8230; Do t\u00eb thot\u00eb, ta n\u00ebnshkruaj se i jam lojal\u00a0 udh\u00ebheqjes s\u00eb dhunshme t\u00eb Serbis\u00eb. E ti, Ramadan, e di: un\u00eb \u2013 sikur dhe ti, vdes e moralin tim nuk e shkel. Mund t\u00eb n\u00ebnshkruaj vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr Republik\u00ebn e Kosov\u00ebs, vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr shtetin e Kosov\u00ebs&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>N\u00eb dhom\u00eb, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, ra nj\u00eb heshtje e r\u00ebnd\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Na sjell nga nj\u00eb kafe, &#8211; m`u drejtua Ramadani. Dhe, derisa dilja nga dhoma d\u00ebgjova t`i thoshte Agimit, &#8211; Do t\u00eb na largojn\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve, m\u00eb par\u00eb nga puna, e m\u00eb pastaj edhe nga Kosova. Aty \u00ebsht\u00eb q\u00ebllimi i tyre, ta zbrazin Kosov\u00ebn nga shqiptar\u00ebt. Ky \u00ebsht\u00eb synim i tyre i kamotsh\u00ebm.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Po, &#8211; foli Agimi hijer\u00ebnd\u00eb, &#8211; dhe do t`ia dalin ta realizojn\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb e kan\u00eb parapar\u00eb. Ja, sot m\u00eb largojn\u00eb mua, nes\u00ebr ty e k\u00ebshtu me radh\u00eb-nj\u00eb nga nj\u00eb&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Jo, Agim, &#8211; e nd\u00ebrpreu Ramadani, &#8211; nuk do t`ia dalin kurr\u00eb ta realizojn\u00eb skenarin e tyre fam\u00ebkeq. Kurr\u00eb&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; &#8230;por, ja, un\u00eb erdha te ti, t\u00eb \u00a0tregoj se po iki nga k\u00ebtu. Nuk kam \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebj tjet\u00ebr&#8230; Nuk kam nga t`ia mbaj?<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Ke, Agim, ke&#8230; mos i merr ashtu pun\u00ebt me ngut. Ka udh\u00eb, ka zot.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; &#8230;por, &#8211; deshi t\u00eb thoshte di\u00e7ka Agimi.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb zgjidhje ikja, &#8211; i nd\u00ebrhyri n\u00eb fjal\u00eb Ramadani.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Ama, Ramadan, ata q\u00eb po ikin h\u00eb p\u00ebrh\u00eb, nuk po e harrojn\u00eb gurin e vet, po na ndihmojn\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebnyra t\u00eb ndryshme&#8230; Ikin p\u00ebrkoh\u00ebsisht. Ata, me parat\u00eb q\u00eb po ndajn\u00eb nga djersa e tyre p\u00ebr ne, po e mbajn\u00eb gjall\u00eb rezistenc\u00ebn k\u00ebtu.<\/p>\n<p>A \u00ebsht\u00eb k\u00ebshtu, apo jo? Ja, dhe un\u00eb erdha t\u00eb t\u00eb tregoj se do t\u00eb shkoj edhe un\u00eb. Ve\u00e7, ndoshta do t\u00eb ishte mir\u00eb t\u00eb vish edhe ti&#8230; Ja, ti ke shum\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb, e ke v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u00eb kujdesesh p\u00ebr ta, pa tok\u00eb t\u00eb mjaftueshme t\u00eb buk\u00ebs, pa pun\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Ti shko, &#8211; ia b\u00ebri Ramadani. \u2013 Nuk e b\u00ebn nga qejfi k\u00ebt\u00eb pun\u00eb, shko, por mos e harro atdheun t\u00ebnd. Kurr\u00eb. N\u00eb rastin e par\u00eb, mblidh pla\u00e7kat dhe kthehu&#8230; E, sa m\u00eb p\u00ebrket mua, un\u00eb nuk l\u00ebviz nga k\u00ebtu, kurrsesi. K\u00ebtu \u00ebsht\u00eb guri dhe zemra ime. E guri dhe zemra n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb ashp\u00ebr t\u00eb fatit ton\u00eb jan\u00eb nj\u00eb. Edhe guri, edhe zemra ime do t\u00eb mbesin k\u00ebtu&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Do t\u00eb mbijetoj disi&#8230; \u2013 foli preras Ramadani.<\/p>\n<p>E dogj\u00ebn edhe nga nj\u00eb cigare bashk\u00eb, i pin\u00eb kafet\u00eb dhe u mor\u00ebn ngryk- secili n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn e vet i d\u00ebshiroi fat tjetrit.<\/p>\n<p>Po binte mbr\u00ebmja. Nj\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje me shllunga\u00a0\u00a0 terri t\u00eb dendur.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nga Remzije Zekolli Nj\u00eb mij\u00eb n\u00eb q\u00ebndrofshin, do t\u00eb q\u00ebndroj dhe vet\u00eb, Po edhe nj\u00ebqind n\u00eb mbetshin, nuk tundem kurrsesi; I dhjeti do t\u00eb jem, poqese mbeten dhjet\u00eb: E ne mbett\u00eb ve\u00e7 nj\u00eb \u2013 do t\u00eb jem un\u00eb ai ViktorHygoi &nbsp; &nbsp; Jasht\u00eb bie d\u00ebbor\u00eb&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5888,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5887","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-publicistike"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5887","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5887"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5887\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5889,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5887\/revisions\/5889"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/5888"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5887"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5887"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5887"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}