{"id":5826,"date":"2016-01-18T15:54:56","date_gmt":"2016-01-18T15:54:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=5826"},"modified":"2016-01-18T15:54:56","modified_gmt":"2016-01-18T15:54:56","slug":"poezi-nga-aferdita-xani-suedi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=5826","title":{"rendered":"Poezi nga Aferdita Xani, Suedi"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"aferdita3\"<\/a>Reflektim<\/strong><\/p>\n

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At\u00ebher\u00eb nuk e dija,<\/p>\n

Q\u00eb koha m\u00ebshir\u00eb nuk ka,<\/p>\n

T\u00b4mplakur n\u00eb pamje ,<\/p>\n

E t\u00b4vegj\u00ebl n\u00eb shpirt na l\u00eb.<\/p>\n

At\u00ebbot\u00eb nuk e dija q\u00eb koha jetohet, por\u2026<\/p>\n

P\u00ebr t\u00b4\u00a0kthyer, s\u00b4kthehet m\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Sikur ta dija q\u00eb sekondat ndertojn\u00eb,<\/p>\n

Vite, dekada e shekuj,<\/p>\n

Mendimit tim nuk do i trembesha,<\/p>\n

Shpirtin, trishtimi s\u00b4kish p\u00ebr t\u00b4ma prekur.<\/p>\n

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Do zgjohesha her\u00ebt pa dal\u00eb agimi,<\/p>\n

Drita tok\u00ebn ende pa e pa.<\/p>\n

Synimin do ta kisha n\u00eb diell!<\/p>\n

Do fluturoja mbi halle e derte,<\/p>\n

E lumturin\u00eb ta jetoja n\u00eb qiell!<\/p>\n

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Do harroja hat\u00ebrmbetjet,<\/p>\n

M\u00eb askend s\u00b4do mbaja m\u00ebni,<\/p>\n

Do bartja mbi supe<\/p>\n

Qoft\u00eb\u00a0edhe fajet e pab\u00ebra,<\/p>\n

Vet\u00ebm mos t\u00b4l\u00ebndoja asnjeri.<\/p>\n

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Nuk do m\u00eb b\u00ebnte pershtypje,<\/p>\n

Edhe pse do m\u00eb shikonit si t\u00eb marr\u00eb,<\/p>\n

Sepse dashuri do jipja ,<\/p>\n

Edhe at\u00ebher\u00eb kur nuk m\u00eb ishte k\u00ebrkuar.<\/p>\n

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Shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra do ti b\u00ebja ndryshe,<\/p>\n

E disa nga gabimet do t\u00b4i b\u00ebja prap\u00eb,<\/p>\n

S\u00b4do perfillja kode e barriera,<\/p>\n

Nuk do t\u00b4a njihja as fjal\u00ebn: NDAL!<\/p>\n

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Po t\u00b4a dija se jeta ka nj\u00eb Pik\u00eb,<\/p>\n

Ku do kthehem pas t\u00b4shikoj\u00eb,<\/p>\n

M\u00eb gjith\u00eb q\u00ebnjen\u00a0do t\u00eb doja t\u00eb jem aty ku isha,\u00a0por\u2026.<\/p>\n

Me\u00a0P\u00ebrendin\u00eb dot nuk luftoj.<\/p>\n

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Sikur ta dija q\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb udh\u00ebtim,<\/p>\n

Bilet\u00eb kthyese ska p\u00ebr t\u00eb ekzistuar<\/p>\n

Do m\u00ebsoja dhe artin magjik,<\/p>\n

Helmin ne shije mjalte do e kisha sh\u00ebnderruar.<\/p>\n

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\u00cbndrra t\u00b4mbrapshta pse m\u00eb ndiqni?<\/p>\n

Dhe m\u00eb qeshni m\u00eb ironi,<\/p>\n

Sikur doni t\u00b4m\u00eb tregoni,<\/p>\n

Se sa e dob\u00ebt \u00ebsht\u00eb t\u00eb q\u00ebnja njeri!<\/p>\n

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Po ta dija sa zgjat\u00eb jeta ,<\/p>\n

Vdekjes s\u00b4do i druhesha dje as sot,<\/p>\n

Do fitoja mbi sfidat e mia,<\/p>\n

P\u00ebr bot\u00ebn tjeter s\u00b4do shpresoja dot!<\/p>\n

 
\nKufiri ose – ose<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Mos m\u00eb ndjek pas kujtim i eg\u00ebr,<\/p>\n

S\u2019dua t\u00eb t\u00eb kujtoj,<\/p>\n

vrazhd\u00ebsi q\u00eb m\u00eb kaplove mua<\/p>\n

dhe popullin tim.<\/p>\n

Hije e zez\u00eb,<\/p>\n

q\u00eb mbulove jeten<\/p>\n

dhe \u00ebndrrat tona.<\/p>\n

Ik nga un\u00eb,<\/p>\n

trishtim q\u00eb ende<\/p>\n

jeton thell\u00eb n\u00eb qenjen time.<\/p>\n

Pse o qjell\u00eb,<\/p>\n

ishe aq i pameshireshem at\u00ebbot\u00eb,<\/p>\n

Q\u00eb cdo dit\u00eb,<\/p>\n

murmurisje r\u00ebnd e m\u00eb r\u00ebnd?<\/p>\n

Pse o djell\u00eb ngrohe gjith\u00ebsin\u00eb,<\/p>\n

e ne na mbaje akull\u00eb t\u00eb ngrir\u00eb?<\/p>\n

At\u00ebbot\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb na paten harruar !<\/p>\n

Jetonim p\u00ebr t\u00eb vdekur,<\/p>\n

donim t\u00eb vdisnim p\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuar!<\/em><\/p>\n

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Nat\u00ebs<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Nat\u00ebs s\u00eb qet\u00eb,<\/p>\n

kaher\u00eb\u00a0i jam lutur:<\/p>\n

me b\u00ebj yllin t\u00ebnd t\u00eb pare.<\/p>\n

M\u00eb rr\u00ebmbe,<\/p>\n

n\u00eb lartesin\u00eb e brisht\u00eb<\/p>\n

ose<\/p>\n

hijen ma d\u00ebrgo n\u00eb djall.<\/p>\n

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M\u00eb\u00a0humb,<\/p>\n

N\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00ebn t\u00ebnde, dhe<\/p>\n

asnj\u00ebher\u00eb mos m\u00eb\u00a0kthe!<\/p>\n

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M\u00eb shpjer kudoqoft\u00eb<\/p>\n

Vet\u00ebm gjurm\u00ebt mi fsheh!<\/p>\n

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M\u00eb mir\u00eb nj\u00eb\u00a0zjarr vullkani<\/p>\n

Se nj\u00eb fije zjarri q\u00eb p\u00ebrher\u00eb\u00a0prek<\/p>\n

M\u00eb e kuptim ka nj\u00eb\u00a0vdekje e heshtur<\/p>\n

Se nj\u00eb heshtje q\u00eb \u00e7do \u00e7ast vret!<\/p>\n

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M\u00eb zhyt n\u00eb fund t\u00eb\u00a0detit,<\/p>\n

kur stuhis\u00eb dot si \u00a0b\u00ebj ball!<\/p>\n

M\u00eb e drejt\u00eb nj\u00eb rrug\u00eb\u00a0amshimi<\/p>\n

Se nj\u00eb jet\u00eb e t\u00ebr\u00eb\u00a0pritje e mall!<\/p>\n

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Heshtja fshehurazi vret,<\/p>\n

E dit\u00ebt radhazi me prejn\u00eb n\u00eb bes\u00eb<\/p>\n

M\u00eb mir\u00eb nj\u00eb jet\u00eb e t\u00ebr\u00eb\u00a0mashtrim<\/p>\n

Se nj\u00eb dit\u00eb e vetme pa shpres\u00eb.<\/p>\n

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Lutjet,<\/p>\n

nuk jan\u00eb dob\u00ebsi,<\/p>\n

Por vijn\u00eb\u00a0nga pafuqia,<\/p>\n

q\u00eb i vet\u00ebm t\u00eb\u00a0fitosh\u2026<\/p>\n

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Vetmia nuk vjen<\/p>\n

nga mungesa e njer\u00ebzve<\/p>\n

Por kur rrethohesh me njer\u00ebz<\/p>\n

q\u00eb\u00a0smund tu besosh.<\/p>\n

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Lirohu!<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Mos u pengo nga nd\u00ebrrimi i stin\u00ebve,<\/p>\n

As nga pranver\u00eb e vonuar.<\/p>\n

Ka shum\u00eb nga ato dit\u00eb,<\/p>\n

Q\u00eb dielli ka p\u00ebr t’munguar.<\/p>\n

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Ka nga ato or\u00eb,<\/p>\n

q\u00eb shekuj kan\u00eb p\u00ebr t’u dukur,<\/p>\n

Dhimbje e dashuri t\u00eb m\u00ebdha<\/p>\n

Q\u00eb koha shpejt do t’i k\u00ebt\u00eb zhdukur.<\/p>\n

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Po pate forc\u00ebn dhe guximin ,<\/p>\n

nga litari i frik\u00ebs t\u00eb lirohesh,<\/p>\n

do mbash bot\u00ebn n\u00eb duar,<\/p>\n

dhe pendimin s’do ta njoh\u00ebsh.<\/p>\n

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Nese mohon vetvet\u00ebn,<\/p>\n

P\u00ebr parajs\u00ebn q\u00eb t\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb premtuar,<\/p>\n

i burgosur mbrenda trupit t\u00ebnd,<\/p>\n

do\u00a0t\u00eb\u00a0banoj\u00eb\u00a0nj\u00eb shpirt i trazuar.<\/p>\n

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Po u b\u00ebre rob i paragjykimit,<\/p>\n

Kjo far\u00eb ve\u00e7\u00a0ankthin mbjell.<\/p>\n

Duaje lirin\u00eb t\u00ebnde,<\/p>\n

m\u00eb shum\u00eb se frym\u00ebn q\u00eb merr!<\/p>\n

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N\u00ebntori<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Pse duhej t\u00eb t\u00eb prisja ty,<\/p>\n

e vetme<\/p>\n

Kur nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr si un\u00eb,<\/p>\n

i g\u00ebzohej,<\/p>\n

ardhjes t\u00ebnde?<\/p>\n

N\u00eb nj\u00eb mesnat\u00eb t\u00eb ngrir\u00eb acari,<\/p>\n

erdhe n\u00eb koh\u00ebn kur<\/p>\n

bota m\u00eb fliste eg\u00ebrsisht,<\/p>\n

E ret\u00eb \u00a0kishin p\u00ebr q\u00ebllim t\u00eb \u00ebrresonin,<\/p>\n

\u00e7do hap\u00ebsir\u00eb t\u00eb kthjell\u00ebt<\/p>\n

gjith\u00ebandej.<\/p>\n

Hapat tu t\u00eb leht\u00eb<\/p>\n

frik\u00ebsonin dhe lumturonin<\/p>\n

nj\u00ebkoh\u00ebsisht<\/p>\n

shpirtin tim t\u00eb trazuar.<\/p>\n

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Nj\u00eb fund n\u00ebntori t\u00eb akullt,<\/p>\n

Kur jeta m’i ngjasonte<\/p>\n

nj\u00eb \u00ebndrre ankthi.<\/p>\n

E pasigurt\u00eb n\u00ebse<\/p>\n

dashuria ime e madhe<\/p>\n

t\u00eb mjafton Ty.<\/p>\n

Ti erdhe,<\/p>\n

e un\u00eb nuk kisha<\/p>\n

asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb ve\u00e7,<\/p>\n

lotit e dashuris\u00eb!<\/p>\n

N\u00ebntori i atij viti i ngjante,<\/p>\n

Trishtimit tim.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Reflektim   At\u00ebher\u00eb nuk e dija, Q\u00eb koha m\u00ebshir\u00eb nuk ka, T\u00b4mplakur n\u00eb pamje , E t\u00b4vegj\u00ebl n\u00eb shpirt na l\u00eb.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5827,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5826","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poezi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5826","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5826"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5826\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5829,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5826\/revisions\/5829"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/5827"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5826"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5826"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5826"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}