{"id":4938,"date":"2015-02-13T04:49:35","date_gmt":"2015-02-13T04:49:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=4938"},"modified":"2015-02-17T00:43:31","modified_gmt":"2015-02-17T00:43:31","slug":"poezi-nga-mensur-spahiu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=4938","title":{"rendered":"Poezi nga Mensur Spahiu"},"content":{"rendered":"

Mensur Spahiu<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Cikel poetik<\/em><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ia kam frik\u00ebn njeriut<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u00eb shum\u00eb se \u00e7do tmerri n\u00eb bot\u00eb,<\/p>\n

ia kam frik\u00ebn njeriut, dhimbja ime!<\/p>\n

Njeriut q\u00eb afron me shk\u00eblqime t\u00eb rreme;<\/p>\n

t\u00eb bardhit e t\u00eb ziut, t\u00eb marrit e t\u00eb men\u00e7urit,<\/p>\n

njeriut t\u00eb veshur edhe njeriut t\u00eb zhveshur,<\/p>\n

biri im, kujdes!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ruaju fytyr\u00ebs q\u00eb afron nj\u00ebher\u00ebsh buz\u00ebqeshje<\/p>\n

e pendim, dridhje e mall!<\/p>\n

Brenda saj ruhet fytyr\u00ebzeza dhe pret,<\/p>\n

pret t\u00eb t\u00eb mbuloj\u00eb me nat\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb\u2026<\/p>\n

Syrit q\u00eb b\u00ebn sikur loton<\/p>\n

(syri plas gurin, thon\u00eb;)<\/p>\n

brenda atij syri folen\u00eb ka shpirt\u00ebzeza q\u00eb pret,<\/p>\n

pret t\u00eb hidhet si gjarp\u00ebr p\u00ebr t\u00eb t\u00eb kallur syt\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Ruaju buz\u00ebve q\u00eb afrojn\u00eb vet\u00ebm puthje<\/p>\n

t\u00eb t\u00eb l\u00ebng\u00ebzojn\u00eb trupin e t\u00eb l\u00ebvdojn\u00eb n\u00eb mburrje!<\/p>\n

Brenda atyre buz\u00ebve fshehur rri fjala<\/p>\n

dhe r\u00ebnd\u00eb del nga goja, si gj\u00ebma, n\u00ebp\u00ebrk\u00eb-fjala!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u00eb shum\u00eb se \u00e7do tmerri n\u00eb bot\u00eb,<\/p>\n

ia kam frik\u00ebn njeriut, dhimbja ime!!!<\/p>\n

Jo gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb ar shfaqet e duket,<\/p>\n

arin e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb mban brenda,<\/p>\n

biri im, kujdes!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Cungtrung<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

As dashuri, as lumturim e p\u00ebrqafim,<\/p>\n

as \u00e7ast, mall e as dhimbje,<\/p>\n

as hutim, g\u00ebzim e as lot\u00eb;<\/p>\n

as lule er\u00ebmir\u00eb, fllad, as ferr\u00eb q\u00eb ther,<\/p>\n

as tok\u00eb, det n\u00eb kalt\u00ebrim, as qiell i paz\u00ebn\u00eb,<\/p>\n

as re, as hije, h\u00ebn\u00eb, rrug\u00eb e as vij\u00eb,<\/p>\n

as pem\u00eb e gjeth\u00eb, er\u00eb, shteg e as ledh,<\/p>\n

as dim\u00ebr, as ver\u00eb, drit\u00eb, zall e as uj\u00eb,<\/p>\n

as gjall\u00eb, as vdekur, as veshur e as zhveshur,<\/p>\n

as flak\u00eb, gac\u00eb, dridhje, k\u00ebng\u00eb e as gj\u00ebm\u00eb,<\/p>\n

as fjal\u00eb e z\u00eb, buz\u00eb e sy, as fytyr\u00eb,<\/p>\n

as kock\u00eb, mish, gjak, shpatull e as gjoks,<\/p>\n

as ball\u00eb e mes, krah, k\u00ebmb\u00eb, dor\u00eb e as gisht,<\/p>\n

as nuk ngrihesh, as nuk bie, nuk rri e nuk shkon;<\/p>\n

as turp, as trup; i rrem\u00eb n\u00eb pritje e i idh\u00ebt n\u00eb rritje;<\/p>\n

flam\u00eb-trungcung…!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Porta gjunj\u00ebzimi <\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Keni par\u00eb portat e shteteve:<\/p>\n

lule, zbukurime, er\u00ebnjom\u00ebsi mbajn\u00eb!<\/p>\n

Ball\u00eb tyre skulptura kafsh\u00ebsh t\u00eb egra,<\/p>\n

t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjakura n\u00eb tmerre vijn\u00eb nga mesjeta.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Si t\u00eb pagoj\u00eb punonj\u00ebsit,<\/p>\n

ndon\u00ebse me rroba krenarie veshur!<\/p>\n

Si t\u00eb pagoja dyert\u00eb, dritaret, t\u00eb pagoj\u00eb muret<\/p>\n

dhe madh\u00ebshtia e tyre me pagoj\u00eb tjersohet.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

K\u00ebshtu portat p\u00ebr n\u00eb trupin e femr\u00ebs:<\/p>\n

p\u00ebrplot lule, zbukurime e tatuazhe kafsh\u00ebsh t\u00eb egra!<\/p>\n

Heshturazi ngjajn\u00eb me porta shtetesh<\/p>\n

dhe brend\u00ebsit\u00eb e tyre do t\u00eb ngjajn\u00eb patjet\u00ebr!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Krenar e i pamposhtur \u00e7dokush drejtohet,<\/p>\n

brend\u00ebsive t\u00eb tyre preferon sundimin!<\/p>\n

Nuk kujtohet se para tij dikush ra a doli,<\/p>\n

fati i t\u00eb parit do t\u2019ia ndjek shk\u00eblqimin!!!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u2019m\u00eb l\u00eb t\u00eb hesht<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u2026I vak\u00ebt, i nxeht\u00eb, i ftoht\u00eb, i akullt,<\/p>\n

si\u00e7 isha,<\/p>\n

n\u00ebp\u00ebr trupin tim shtriva dor\u00ebn p\u00ebr qet\u00ebsim!<\/p>\n

Prek e p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhel!… P\u00ebrk\u00ebdhel e prek!<\/p>\n

Ndjej e mos ndjej\u2026 Me dridhje gishtrinjsh,<\/p>\n

me shpirt t\u00eb vrar\u00eb prek\u2026 Mos<\/p>\n

prek\u2026 P\u00ebrk\u00ebdhel e mos p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhel,<\/p>\n

jep e merr\u2026 Qesh e qaj<\/p>\n

sht\u00ebrngova krahun – djalin,<\/p>\n

mish e gjak, dhimbje, kock\u00eb e fort\u00eb<\/p>\n

e pashk\u00ebputur ende prej trupit tim!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Qesh e qaj\u2026 prek e mos prek\u2026<\/p>\n

s\u2019m\u00eb l\u00eb t\u00eb ik\u2026 s\u2019m\u00eb l\u00eb t\u00eb hesht!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Aty mbe\u00e7 <\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Duke u zvarritur rrug\u00ebs t\u00ebnde t\u00eb p\u00ebshtir\u00eb,<\/p>\n

hodhe fjal\u00eb si gur\u00eb<\/p>\n

dhe n\u00eb biseda telefonike e n\u00ebp\u00ebr or\u00eb miq\u00ebsh,<\/p>\n

mallkim e gjam\u00eb hodhe e hedh mbi mua!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Edhe mblidhesh m\u00eb pas,<\/p>\n

me gulshime kutulla\u00e7<\/p>\n

n\u00eb \u00e7udin\u00eb e g\u00ebzimit t\u00ebnd hutaq,<\/p>\n

n\u00eb jarg\u00eb sakaq!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Gjarp\u00ebr tash e nj\u00ebqind vjet,<\/p>\n

pjell\u00eb e dit\u00ebzis\u00eb sakate-<\/p>\n

aty mbe\u00e7!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

G\u00ebnjej veten\u00a0 <\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Nexhip Ejupit<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Nd\u00ebrsa nxitoj n\u00eb pik\u00ebtakimin me ty,<\/p>\n

dikush n\u00eb rrug\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndet<\/p>\n

dhe si duke iu k\u00ebputur trupit, buz\u00ebqesh\u2026<\/p>\n

B\u00ebj se i kthej respekt, se i buz\u00ebqesh.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb kafe dikush m\u00eb th\u00ebrret n\u00eb em\u00ebr<\/p>\n

dhe si duke u djegur sysh e fytyr\u00ebs nga malli,<\/p>\n

ngre dor\u00ebn e m\u00eb fton n\u00eb tryez\u00eb.<\/p>\n

B\u00ebj sikur digjet n\u00eb mallin e tij, malli im,<\/p>\n

b\u00ebj sikur\u2026<\/p>\n

Dhe n\u00eb pun\u00eb si miq\u00ebsisht dikush afrohet;<\/p>\n

b\u00ebj se d\u00ebgjoj, se flas, b\u00ebj sikur qesh!<\/p>\n

N\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, miku im, as gruaja e as f\u00ebmij\u00ebt,<\/p>\n

t\u00eb bardh\u00eb e t\u00eb lir\u00eb si drita, nuk ngrihen n\u00eb respekt!<\/p>\n

Hesht\u2026 Kafshoj syt\u00eb drejt dhom\u00ebs!<\/p>\n

(Ca gj\u00ebra nuk blihen, ca gj\u00ebra nuk shiten,<\/p>\n

ca t\u00eb tjera \u00ebsht\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb mos i dish,<\/p>\n

t\u00eb mos i shoh\u00ebsh, t\u00eb mos i ndjesh!)<\/p>\n

V\u00ebshtroj pasqyr\u00ebn. B\u00ebj sikur\u2026 B\u00ebn sikur!<\/p>\n

Medet! N\u00eb fytyra e sy, n\u00eb gjokse e hapa,<\/p>\n

n\u00eb duart e buz\u00ebt e njer\u00ebzve, n\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetjet,<\/p>\n

buz\u00ebqeshjet e n\u00eb pritjep\u00ebrcjelljet,<\/p>\n

bile edhe n\u00eb p\u00ebrqafimet e psher\u00ebtimat e puthjes s\u00eb tyre,<\/p>\n

h\u00ebn\u00ebzon ftoht\u00ebsi e koh\u00ebs moderne, dashuri e pakuar!<\/p>\n

\u2026 Medet e medet, qindraher\u00eb-zem\u00ebrthyer, miku im,<\/p>\n

g\u00ebnjej veten se jam gjall\u00eb, se jetoj mes dashurive!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Kafshim i fjal\u00ebs <\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Di\u00e7ka t\u00eb shpejt\u00eb k\u00ebrkoi vajza,<\/p>\n

ngutsh\u00ebm fliste dhe me sy!<\/p>\n

M\u00eb nevoitej medicin\u00eb-fjala,<\/p>\n

ula kok\u00ebn si p\u00ebr t\u2019a p\u00ebrgatitur!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

I acart\u00eb nd\u00ebrhyri djali,<\/p>\n

sikur vajza rr\u00ebmbeu di\u00e7ka t\u00eb tij!<\/p>\n

M\u00eb ngriu n\u00eb buz\u00eb fjala,<\/p>\n

sy azmatiku r\u00ebnduan n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

N\u00eb t\u00eb saj\u00ebn shp\u00ebrdheu gruaja,<\/p>\n

sunduese m\u00eb shum\u00eb se \u00e7do perandori!<\/p>\n

M\u00eb kot gjuha e k\u00ebrkoi p\u00ebshtym\u00ebn,<\/p>\n

n\u00eb goj\u00ebn e thar\u00eb t\u00eb azmatikut!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Gjysma dh\u00ebmb\u00ebsh m\u00eb afroheshin fjal\u00ebt,<\/p>\n

shkelqimi i tyre i metalikt\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Koka ra si e prer\u00eb nga shpata,<\/p>\n

prej kafshimit lem\u00ebrit\u00ebs nga fjala!!!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

N\u00eb m\u00eb harroft\u00eb dielli<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u00ebsova se p\u00eblqen t\u00eb largohesh,<\/p>\n

diku larg n\u00eb tjet\u00ebr vend\u2026! P\u00ebrse nuk nxiton?!<\/p>\n

Ec, shpejto<\/p>\n

atje ku veten e mendon n\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb mir\u00ebsi!<\/p>\n

Druhesh, ruhesh\u2026 Sesi rrudhesh,<\/p>\n

venitesh e mpihesh!<\/p>\n

I d\u00ebgjoj fjal\u00ebt, i ndjej, i shoh dhimbjet, dridhjet<\/p>\n

dhe ato q\u00eb grinden n\u00ebp\u00ebr gjoksin t\u00ebnd,<\/p>\n

i shoh, i ndjej, i d\u00ebgjoj\u2026 Shpengohu prej meje!<\/p>\n

E di\u2026 Pa ty, pa qet\u00ebsi\u2026 E di e di;<\/p>\n

ve\u00e7 ti gazplot\u00eb, gazlir\u00eb, q\u00ebndisur n\u00eb sy<\/p>\n

shendetplot\u00eb rritesh\u2026 Hidhesh, shtrihesh e qesh,<\/p>\n

ngrihesh,<\/p>\n

shton shtatin, vlimin, shton dije t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme<\/p>\n

dhe s\u2019k\u00ebrkoj tjet\u00ebr k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi!<\/p>\n

Oooo, me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn frym\u00eb, me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin diell,<\/p>\n

fluturon n\u00ebp\u00ebr qiellin e gjoksit tim t\u00eb lar\u00eb pas shiut,<\/p>\n

(pas shiut, e mira ime,<\/p>\n

pas shiut n\u00eb t\u00ebrbim t\u00eb madh\u00ebrish\u00ebm p\u00ebr leht\u00ebsim),<\/p>\n

flutur ther e ther pa pushim, dhimbja ime, s\u00ebrish!<\/p>\n

Dhe un\u00eb, beso, notoj e notoj,<\/p>\n

n\u00eb k\u00ebrkim p\u00ebr sh\u00ebrim, si ti, notoj, joshem papushim!<\/p>\n

E vogla ime, e dhimbshura sa qielli me yjet, hap\u00ebsira;<\/p>\n

b\u00eblb\u00ebzoj me ty n\u00eb men\u00e7uri, mrekullohem n\u00eb njeri,<\/p>\n

t\u00eb p\u00ebrg\u00ebzoj\u2026 Nxito\u2026 Nxito\u2026 Shpejto e vrapo\u2026<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

N\u00eb m\u00eb harroft\u00eb dielli, s\u2019t\u00eb harroj!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Mensur Spahiu   Cikel poetik   Ia kam frik\u00ebn njeriut   M\u00eb shum\u00eb se \u00e7do tmerri n\u00eb bot\u00eb, ia kam frik\u00ebn njeriut, dhimbja ime! Njeriut q\u00eb afron me shk\u00eblqime t\u00eb rreme;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4939,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4938","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poezi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4938","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4938"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4938\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4948,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4938\/revisions\/4948"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/4939"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4938"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4938"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4938"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}