{"id":2688,"date":"2013-04-14T14:08:17","date_gmt":"2013-04-14T14:08:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=2688"},"modified":"2013-04-14T14:08:17","modified_gmt":"2013-04-14T14:08:17","slug":"kam-nje-enderr-dedikuar-endacakes-se-vrare-ne-kryqezimin-e-institutit-nje-vit-me-pare","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=2688","title":{"rendered":"KAM NJ\u00cb \u00cbNDERR! (Dedikuar endacakes s\u00eb vrar\u00eb n\u00eb kryq\u00ebzimin e Institutit nj\u00eb vit m\u00eb par\u00eb)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>nga Alma Prifti (Alexandra Larina)<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

“Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrrojm\u00eb t\u00eb jemi zogj! Q\u00ebllimi i k\u00ebsaj d\u00ebshire \u00ebsht\u00eb t\u00eb njohim m\u00eb mir\u00eb bot\u00ebn q\u00eb na rrethon. D\u00ebshirojm\u00eb t\u00eb dijm\u00eb sa realiste \u00ebsht\u00eb. Sa e drejt\u00eb me jet\u00ebt tona. Njohja principale e bot\u00ebs \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr e rrezikshme. Mund t\u00eb t\u00eb coj\u00eb n\u00eb humbje t\u00eb vetvetes. Ndoshta kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb arsyeja q\u00eb zogjt\u00eb rrojn\u00eb aq pak. Ata helmohen nga ngjarjet, historit\u00eb, k\u00ebng\u00ebt, filmat, lot\u00ebt, trragjedit\u00eb, fatkeq\u00ebsit\u00eb, dasmat,divorcet, politikat, varf\u00ebrit\u00eb, lindjet, vdekjet! Ja pse helmohen ata! Nuk e mbajn\u00eb dot pesh\u00ebn e dhimbjes. Nuk mund t\u00eb pranojn\u00eb mbinjohjen e bot\u00ebs. Futurojn\u00eb e fluturojn\u00eb kuturu, ngado ku u shkojn\u00eb krah\u00ebt, p\u00ebr t\u00eb shmangur cil\u00ebsin\u00eb q\u00eb zot\u00ebrojn\u00eb. E quajn\u00eb t\u00eb dhimbshme, t\u00eb pam\u00ebshirshme. Prandaj rrojn\u00eb kaq pak. Jet\u00ebshkurt\u00ebsin\u00eb e tyre e quajn\u00eb fat! P\u00ebr ta \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb dhunti q\u00eb zoti ua b\u00ebri dhurat\u00eb p\u00ebr tu leht\u00ebsuar dhimbjen e mbinjohjes. Kur k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra na vijn\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebrmend, \u00ebnd\u00ebrra p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb zog kthehet n\u00eb nj\u00eb makth. Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrrojm\u00eb t\u00eb jemi trrash\u00ebgimtar\u00eb. Na p\u00eblqen t\u00eb quhemi Mbret\u00ebresh apo princesh. Shtysa drejt k\u00ebsaj \u00ebnd\u00ebrre \u00ebsht\u00eb jeta mbret\u00ebrore q\u00eb ato b\u00ebjn\u00eb n\u00eb, dukje p\u00ebrrallore. D\u00ebshirojm\u00eb t\u00eb trajtohemi si ato. Kjo lloj \u00ebnd\u00ebrre mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb e rrezikshme po aq sa mbinjohja. Njeh beteja t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjakshme. Shikon njer\u00ebz t\u00eb ndar\u00eb n\u00eb pjes\u00eb. Shikon gjak q\u00eb rrjedh n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebt e tua nga mizoria e t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve. Asgj\u00eb s’t\u00eb duket e bukur n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr. As ballot mbret\u00ebrore m\u00eb pricat. E si mund ta shijosh jet\u00ebn e trrash\u00ebgimtarit kur sheh njer\u00ebz t\u00eb vdesin, f\u00ebmij\u00eb t\u00eb digjen gjat\u00eb pushtimeve, gra t\u00eb p\u00ebrdhunohen, koka t\u00eb priten apo trupa t\u00eb varen. Dhimbje q\u00eb vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb pric nuk e duroi dot, Sidarta i Indis\u00eb. Ai ia shiti shpirtin zotit p\u00ebr t\u00eb shp\u00ebtuar t\u00eb tjer\u00eb shpirtra t\u00eb pafajsh\u00ebm t\u00eb mallkuar nga fati i zi duke pasur p\u00ebr mbret baban\u00eb e tij. Edhe \u00ebnd\u00ebrra si trrash\u00ebgimtar mu venit. \u00c7far\u00eb mund t\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrroj tjet\u00ebr? M\u00eb mir\u00eb nuk po \u00ebnd\u00ebrroj m\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb k\u00ebto \u00ebnd\u00ebrra nj\u00eb dite t\u00eb mos kthehen n\u00eb makthet e mia m\u00eb mizore. Po rri k\u00ebshtu sic jam”.\u00a0K\u00ebto ishin mendimet e nj\u00eb \u00ebngj\u00eblli q\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrronte shum\u00eb. Ky \u00ebngj\u00ebll ishte ndryshe nga t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt. Nuk kishte krah\u00eb. Jo se zoti nuk ia dha, por bota mizore ia preu q\u00eb mos t\u00eb fluturonte shum\u00eb lart. Ia ndali hovin trim\u00ebror. Ia kufizoi horizontin e \u00ebnd\u00ebrrave. E ktheu n\u00eb mjelm\u00eb. Krah\u00ebt q\u00eb ka nuk e shpihen m\u00eb larg se liqeni i trrubullt ku natyra e rr\u00ebzoi. Aty u gozhdua fati i saj, fat mizor, fat prej kafshe. Me rrobat e grisura t\u00eb palara ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb, flok\u00ebt e ngjitur nga yndyra dhe pislleku i tok\u00ebs, fytyra e vrar\u00eb dhe e hequr nga n\u00ebnpesha q\u00eb i ka sjell\u00eb uria, nofullat e dala nga dhunimet fizike t\u00eb disa gjuajtjeve burracake. Sapo e shikoje, ndieje nj\u00eb shp\u00ebrthim t\u00eb fuqish\u00ebm n\u00eb kraharor. Ajo kishte \u00ebnd\u00ebrra pafund. \u00ebnd\u00ebrronte t\u00eb kishte rroba t\u00eb bukura dhe ti nd\u00ebrronte ato sipas d\u00ebshir\u00ebs, \u00ebnd\u00ebrronte t\u00eb kishte nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi ku t\u00eb pleq\u00ebrohej. \u00ebnd\u00ebrronte t\u00eb shkonte n\u00eb parukeri dhe t\u00eb b\u00ebhej e bukur sa her\u00eb t\u00eb d\u00ebshironte. \u00ebnd\u00ebrronte t\u00eb b\u00ebhej dikushi me r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi ku pasardh\u00ebsit e saj t\u00eb ishin krenar\u00eb p\u00ebr emrin q\u00eb mbartnin. Ajo \u00ebnd\u00ebrronte bot\u00ebn e bukur, bot\u00ebn plot paqe dhe dashuri. Me pak fjal\u00eb, \u00ebnd\u00ebrronte fushat me lule dhe ujvarat me uj\u00eb t\u00eb kristalt\u00eb. Ua kishte frik\u00ebn \u00ebnd\u00ebrrave. Thoshte se ato t\u00eb marrin jet\u00ebn. Teoria e saj u v\u00ebrtetua kur nj\u00eb dit\u00eb shiu plot trishtim, ajo shkoi t\u00eb mblidhte kanace n\u00eb nj\u00eb nga koshat e rrug\u00ebs p\u00ebr ti bler\u00eb ushqim f\u00ebmij\u00ebs s\u00eb saj 6 muajsh, fryt i nj\u00eb p\u00ebrdhunimi. \u00a0\u00ebnd\u00ebrrat e saj u shuan momentin kur nj\u00eb makin\u00eb kryq\u00ebzoi fatin e saj n\u00eb udh\u00ebkryq duke len\u00eb jetim foshnjen e pafajsh\u00ebm. Thuhej se e b\u00ebri babi i f\u00ebmij\u00ebs p\u00ebr mos ti dal\u00eb emri si autori i p\u00ebrdhunimit. Ajo u p\u00ebrpoq ta njihte bot\u00ebn me imagjinat\u00eb. Nuk shkoi shum\u00eb larg. Jo sepse makina e ndau nga bota n\u00eb mosh\u00eb t\u00eb re, por sepse ajo e dinte se \u00ebnd\u00ebrrat t\u00eb merrnin jet\u00ebn. Si ajo ka plot t\u00eb tjera q\u00eb jetojn\u00eb me \u00ebnd\u00ebrra! Pyesin veten se cfar\u00eb do t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb jeta me to. Kjo pyetje, p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00ebngj\u00ebll krah\u00ebprer\u00eb, mori nj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje shum\u00eb t\u00eb keqe. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb k\u00ebto fate t\u00eb vrara e kthejn\u00eb bot\u00ebn n\u00eb nj\u00eb bulevard \u00ebnd\u00ebrrash t\u00eb thyera ku shpresa vdes e fundit edhe pse shpirti jeton p\u00ebrjetesisht!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

nga Alma Prifti (Alexandra Larina) \u00a0 “Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrrojm\u00eb t\u00eb jemi zogj! Q\u00ebllimi i k\u00ebsaj d\u00ebshire \u00ebsht\u00eb t\u00eb njohim m\u00eb mir\u00eb bot\u00ebn q\u00eb na rrethon. D\u00ebshirojm\u00eb t\u00eb dijm\u00eb sa realiste \u00ebsht\u00eb. Sa e drejt\u00eb me jet\u00ebt tona. Njohja principale e bot\u00ebs \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr e rrezikshme. Mund t\u00eb t\u00eb coj\u00eb n\u00eb humbje t\u00eb vetvetes.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[12],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2688","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-jete-komuniteti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2688","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2688"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2688\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2690,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2688\/revisions\/2690"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2688"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2688"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2688"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}