{"id":2400,"date":"2013-01-30T13:26:25","date_gmt":"2013-01-30T13:26:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=2400"},"modified":"2013-01-30T13:26:25","modified_gmt":"2013-01-30T13:26:25","slug":"libri-i-pare-per-luften","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=2400","title":{"rendered":"LIBRI I PAR\u00cb P\u00cbR LUFT\u00cbN"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/01\/qendresa-halili1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-2402\" title=\"qendresa halili1\" src=\"http:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/01\/qendresa-halili1-239x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"239\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/01\/qendresa-halili1-239x300.jpg 239w, https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/01\/qendresa-halili1.jpg 564w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 239px) 100vw, 239px\" \/><\/a>(SE SI NJ\u00cb F\u00cbMIJ\u00cb E SHEH LUFT\u00cbN, POR MENDON SI NJ\u00cb I RRITUR!)<\/p>\n<p><strong>Qendresa Halili<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Botuar n\u00eb vitin 2009 n\u00eb Ferizaj, me qind\u00ebra kopje t\u00eb shitura, at\u00eb koh\u00eb Q\u00ebndresa vet\u00ebm 9 vjecare p\u00ebrshkuan se si f\u00ebmija e sheh luft\u00ebn, <!--more-->njer\u00ebzit e vrar\u00eb, lot\u00ebt, rrahjet, b\u00ebrtimat, se si qajn\u00eb n\u00ebnat, si shihen f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e mbytur n\u00eb gjak t\u00eb mbuluar me gazeta, si qan p\u00ebr shok\u00ebt, shoqet e saja, se si i le ato kujtime t\u00eb bukura n\u00eb Vendin m\u00eb t\u00eb bukur&#8230;vend\u00eblindjen e saj, se si nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb t\u00eb fut n\u00eb l\u00ebkur\u00ebn e saj, t\u00eb fut brenda kujtimeve te thella t\u00eb saj, sa q\u00eb t\u00eb duket q\u00eb ti je ai f\u00ebmij\u00eb, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb aq bukur t\u00eb trajtuar, saq\u00eb shpesh thua:SE KA SHKRUAR NJ\u00cb F\u00cbMIJ\u00cb!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Disa pjes\u00eb nga ky Lib\u00ebr,i cili po k\u00ebrkohet shum\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebhet film n\u00eb t\u00eb ardhmen&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Erdh\u00ebm, erdh\u00ebm d\u00ebgjoheshin z\u00ebrat t\u00eb kolon\u00ebs s\u00eb pafund dhe v\u00ebrtet ishte ashtu:<\/p>\n<p>\u201dErdh\u00ebm, n\u00eb at\u00eb vend, tok\u00ebn e askujt ,por sot t\u00eb gjithkujt \u201c<\/p>\n<p>Nj\u00eb vij\u00eb kufitare mes Kosov\u00ebs dhe Maqedonis\u00eb, u ul\u00ebm aty t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb lodhur, t\u00eb rraskapitur.<\/p>\n<p>Ishte nj\u00eb vend i madh, i cili kishte , \u00e7far\u00eb nuk kishte se gjith\u00e7ka\u2026\u201dBllac\u00eb\u201d e quajtur! Kishte shatora, mbulesa,ushqim, mbeturina, gjith\u00e7ka, gjith\u00e7ka e, edhe jo rrall\u00ebher\u00eb shihje edhe njer\u00ebz t\u00eb vdekur, t\u00eb mbuluar me gazeta, t\u00eb cilat rr\u00ebfenin p\u00ebr popoullin tim t\u00eb mjer\u00eb. Ehh, aty kishte gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebrve\u00e7 lumturis\u00eb e g\u00ebzimit, t\u00eb cilat mungonin tash sa koh\u00eb n\u00eb zemrat tona t\u00eb zymta si nata!<\/p>\n<p>Shihja foshnje t\u00eb l\u00ebna n\u00eb rrug\u00eb, sikur t\u00eb ishin lodra d\u00ebfrimi e k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsie e jo si shpirt ardhm\u00ebrie!<\/p>\n<p>Ah moj tok\u00eb si po na mban\u00eb k\u00ebshtu, pse nj\u00eb her\u00eb si hap ato duart tua e t\u2019i mbulosh k\u00ebta t\u00eb vdekur me dhe, ashtu si\u00e7 \u00ebsht\u00eb e drejt\u00eb, e jo t\u2019i l\u00ebsh\u00eb k\u00ebshtu se s`\u00ebsht\u00eb e drejt\u00eb jo, jo si thuhet k\u00ebsaj drejt\u00ebsi, por vet\u00ebm, vet\u00ebm\u2026!<\/p>\n<p>K\u00ebshtu kaluan ato \u00e7aste trishtimi, q\u00eb edhe era m\u00eb e shpejt\u00eb po t\u00eb fryente s`do ti largonte ato gjurm\u00eb, e shum\u00eb kujtime t\u00eb hidhura.<\/p>\n<p>Mezi kaluam kufirin nga njer\u00ebz t\u00eb shumt\u00eb q\u00eb po prisnin me padurim t\u00eb largohen nga okupatori serb,por jo edhe nga vendi i tyre.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>********<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Pse ti Pranver\u00eb nuk je m\u00eb par\u00eb, mos vall\u00eb edhe ty t\u2019i vran\u00eb bukurit\u00eb e gjelb\u00ebrimet tua?<\/p>\n<p>Ndoshta edhe ty s`t\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb jetosh n\u00eb zemrat tona edhe bij\u00ebt e tu {zogj\u00ebt shteg\u00ebtar} s`po k\u00ebndojn\u00eb m\u00eb z\u00ebrat e tyre magjep\u00ebs ,ata ndoshta na shikojn\u00eb nga larg dhe me siguri qajn\u00eb, qajn\u00eb p\u00ebr ne , p\u00ebr popoullin tim, q\u00eb po udh\u00ebton n\u00eb rrug\u00eb pa em\u00ebr,&#8221; N\u00eb rrug\u00ebn e askujt, por sot t\u00eb gjithkujt\u00eb&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>D\u00ebgjoheshin britmat, lot, pik\u00ebllim, vuajtje, mjerim, gjithkund asaj rruge t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb q\u00eb po b\u00ebnim.<\/p>\n<p>Shihja rrahje gjak, trishtim, ah sikur t\u00eb kisha nj\u00eb fuqi t\u00eb madhe e t\u00eb ndaloja k\u00ebt\u00eb p\u00ebrbuzje e k\u00ebt\u00eb luft\u00eb n\u00eb vendin tim! Sikur ai mal q\u00eb shihet atje larg, t\u00eb sulet \u00a0e t\u00eb b\u00ebj k\u00ebrdi mbi ju \u201ctradh\u00ebtar\u00eb\u201d, ashtu si\u00e7 po b\u00ebni ju tani, por jo, jo prap ne jemi shqip\u00ebtar\u00eb, nuk b\u00ebjm\u00eb ashtu si b\u00ebni ju, nuk vrasim askend ,nuk i shqet\u00ebsojm\u00eb foshnjat, nuk lejojm\u00eb q\u00eb nes\u00ebr bota t\u00eb na p\u00ebrqesh e t\u00eb na quaj\u00eb \u201dtradh\u00ebtar\u00eb\u201d jo, jo k\u00ebt\u00eb se lejojm\u00eb, gjaku yn\u00eb rrjedh\u00eb m\u00eb ndryshe q\u00eb s`lejohet t\u00eb shkilet ai, bota pra le ta dij\u00eb se shqip\u00ebtar\u00eb jemi ,pra tjet\u00ebr fis!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Nj\u00eb grusht dhe e mora me vete nga ti vendi im, e un\u00eb mos harro, kujtim ty t\u00eb lash ato lot q\u00eb p\u00ebr ty i derdha sot, lot\u00eb q\u00eb ndoshta ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb do t\u00eb thahen vet\u00ebm kur p\u00ebr ty s`do t\u00eb qahem. Nj\u00eb premtim t\u00eb till\u00eb e dhash\u00eb e k\u00ebt\u00eb dhe e mora, ndoshta t\u00eb ushqej ndok\u00eb me dhe dashurie, sa t\u00eb mos vdes urie.<\/p>\n<p>Eh, n\u00ebse nevoj s`do t\u00eb ket\u00eb,do ta ruaj me gjith\u00eb dashurin\u00eb time k\u00ebt\u00eb kujtim nga vendlindja ime.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ah moj er\u00eb fry, fry me at\u00eb f\u00ebrf\u00ebllim\u00ebn t\u00ebnde e rr\u00ebmbej ato male, fushat, kodrat, rr\u00ebmbe gjith\u00e7ka e shko, shko edhe n\u00eb vendin tim t\u00eb shkret\u00eb, ku m\u00eb duket vet\u00ebm pluhuri ka mbet dhe eja vrap me shpejt\u00ebsin t\u00ebnde m\u00eb trego, \u00e7ke par\u00eb atje, shok\u00ebt shoqet a i ke par\u00eb?<\/p>\n<p>Si ishin ?<\/p>\n<p>Pyet\u00ebn p\u00ebr mua ?<\/p>\n<p>Luadhet, pyjet ,malet, fushat si ishin? Po lul\u00ebzonin si \u00e7doher\u00eb, apo ndoshta edhe atyre ua kan ndaluar lul\u00ebzimin! H\u00eb pra, m\u00eb trego er\u00eb e shpejt\u00eb, trego m\u00eb shpejt, shpejt se s`kam m\u00eb durim t\u00eb pres\u2026 n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb pritje t\u00eb gjat\u00eb e t\u00eb mundimshme, q\u00eb \u00e7do nat\u00eb m\u00eb copton e d\u00ebrrmon aq shum\u00eb, aq shum\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb shpirt t\u00eb vog\u00ebl timin!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(SE SI NJ\u00cb F\u00cbMIJ\u00cb E SHEH LUFT\u00cbN, POR MENDON SI NJ\u00cb I RRITUR!) 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