{"id":2239,"date":"2012-12-28T00:35:52","date_gmt":"2012-12-28T00:35:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=2239"},"modified":"2012-12-28T00:35:52","modified_gmt":"2012-12-28T00:35:52","slug":"kjo-ishte-nena-e-vuajtjeve","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/?p=2239","title":{"rendered":"Kjo ishte N\u00ebna e vuajtjeve\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"<div align=\"center\"><strong>Kjo ishte N\u00ebna e vuajtjeve\u2026<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><strong>Nga Tom\u00eb Mrijaj<\/strong><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Krishtlindja, \u00ebsht\u00eb festa tradicionale e lindjes s\u00eb Jezusit f\u00ebmij\u00eb, i cili, me madh\u00ebshti p\u00ebrkujtohet nga e gjith\u00eb bota.<\/div>\n<div>Po k\u00ebto dit\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdha t\u00eb ardhjes n\u00eb jet\u00eb t\u00eb Krishtit, u nda nga jeta n\u00ebna e vuajtjes H\u00ebna Sina, q\u00eb kaloi vuajtje, sikurse Krishti, n\u00eb kalvarin e diktatur\u00ebs antifetare e antinj\u00ebr\u00ebzore t\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0shtetit komunist.<!--more--><\/div>\n<div>P\u00ebrball\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0k\u00ebsaj situate shokuese p\u00ebr mua, menj\u00ebher\u00eb mu kujtua filmi \u201cPasioni i Krishtit\u201d, ku, jepen torturat q\u00eb kaloi Ai.<\/div>\n<div>Ne n\u00eb Amerik\u00eb, kemi d\u00ebgjuar dhe lexuar shum\u00eb histori nga shqiptar\u00eb t\u00eb arratisur, n\u00eb lidhje me masakrat komuniste, mbi persekutimin dhe torturat \u00e7njer\u00ebzore, q\u00eb nuk mund t\u2019i imagjinoi mendja e njeriut.<\/div>\n<div>Babai i gazetarit t\u00eb mir\u00eb njohur t\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0komunitetit ton\u00eb Beqir Sina, fort i nd\u00ebruari e respektuari Rasim Sina (nj\u00eb vit m\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0par\u00eb u nda nga jeta), ishte nj\u00eb intelektual i p\u00ebrgatitur dhe njoh\u00ebs shum\u00eb i mir\u00eb i historis\u00eb dhe tradit\u00ebs shqiptare.<\/div>\n<div>Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb ai, me nj\u00eb guxim dhe trim\u00ebri shembullore, kishte kaluar perden e herkut me shum\u00eb shok\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0antikomunist\u00eb.<\/div>\n<div>Mbas disa kohe, me t\u00eb ardhur n\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0Amerik\u00eb, integrohet si nj\u00eb aktivist i palodhur i \u00e7\u00ebshtjes atdhetare merr pjes\u00eb n\u00eb grupet antikomuniste, q\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0vepronin jasht\u00eb Atdheut.<\/div>\n<div>Duke par\u00eb zgjuar\u00ebsin\u00eb dhe talentin e tij, s\u00ebbashku me bashk\u00eb pun\u00ebtorin e ngusht\u00eb Hysen Mulosmanin, u zgjodh\u00ebn nga organzata e tyre antikomuniste si z\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00ebs t\u00eb radios shqiptare \u201cZani i Atdheut\u201d n\u00eb New York, ku, si drejtor p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebs kishin ushtarakun e karrier\u00ebs Kolonel Xhemal La\u00e7in.<\/div>\n<div>P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb shkak t\u00eb mir\u00ebfillt\u00eb politik\u00eb, jeta e familjes s\u00eb tij n\u00eb vendlindje, si gruaja H\u00ebna Sina dhe tre f\u00ebmij\u00ebt, u vun\u00eb n\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0shenjest\u00ebr, duke kaluar mbi shpin\u00ebn e tyre kalvarin e pash\u00ebmbullt t\u00eb persekutimit dhe syrgjenimit deri n\u00eb vitin 1990, kur demokracia trokiti n\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0Shqip\u00ebri\u2026<\/div>\n<div>N\u00eb jet\u00ebn time, kam par\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0dhimbjen, q\u00eb burojn\u00eb nga thell\u00ebsia e shpirtit, p\u00ebr humbjen e njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0dashur t\u00eb familjeve.<\/div>\n<div>Por, e ve\u00e7anta e kalimit n\u00eb amshim t\u00eb N\u00ebn\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0H\u00ebn\u00ebs, ishte se ajo ishte dhe mbeti vet\u00eb vuajtja ose sikurse e kam titulluar recensionin tim: \u201c<em>Vuajtja e vuajtjes tek femrat shqiptare<\/em>\u201d, mbi librin \u201cDhimbje\u201d (Tiran\u00eb, 2008), ku, p\u00ebrshkruhet jeta mizerje n\u00eb kampet e p\u00ebrq\u00ebdrimit dhe burgjet e shumta t\u00eb n\u00ebnave dhe motrave shqiptare, gjat\u00eb viteve 1944-1990, p\u00ebrshkruar me shum\u00eb nota origjinale dhimbjeje nga ish e persekutuarja shkodrane Fatbardha Saraci (e bija e Qazim Mulletit).<\/div>\n<div>Kjo gj\u00eb m\u00eb ndodhi edhe mbr\u00ebm\u00eb, tek lexova n\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn e mikut tim t\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0dashur, gazetarit t\u00eb palodhur t\u00eb komunitetit ton\u00eb z. Beqir Sina, breng\u00ebn, q\u00eb e kishte pushtuar nga humbja e n\u00ebn\u00ebs s\u00eb tij t\u00eb dashur.<\/div>\n<div>Dhimbja e tij, ishte dhimbja e madhe e t\u00eb gjith\u00eb n\u00ebnave dhe motrave shqiptare, q\u00eb kan\u00eb vuajtur kalvarin e persekutimit n\u00eb shtetin burg t\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb komuniste askohe.<\/div>\n<div>Bashk\u00ebshortja e Beqirit, nj\u00eb grua fisnike, b\u00ebri shum\u00eb p\u00ebr n\u00ebn\u00ebn e burrit t\u00eb saj. Ajo u tregua e gatshme si nj\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00eb e mire, duke l\u00ebn\u00eb pun\u00ebn n\u00eb nj\u00eb kompani private p\u00ebr t\u2019i sh\u00ebrbyer n\u00ebn\u00ebs s\u00eb bashk\u00ebshortit, q\u00eb e donte shum\u00eb.<\/div>\n<div>Miku im i dashur Sina, tregonte shenjat e dhembjes s\u00eb madhe p\u00ebr humbjen e n\u00ebnlokes s\u00eb shtrenjt\u00eb, ku, me buz\u00eb t\u00eb thara nga forca e kujtimeve t\u00eb hidhura t\u00eb s\u00eb kaluar\u00ebs plot vuajtje, p\u00ebrshp\u00ebriti k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb: \u201c<em>Kjo ishte Nena e vuajtjeve<\/em>\u2026\u201d.<\/div>\n<div>U trondita shum\u00eb, sepse menj\u00ebher\u00eb si n\u00eb nj\u00eb sekuenc\u00eb filmike mu shfaqen kujtimet e shumta mbi kalvarin e vuatjeve t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjakshme, persekutimeve, braktisjes, anatemimit n\u00eb mediat komuniste, shp\u00ebrfilljes, p\u00ebrbuzjes dhe urretjes s\u00eb madhe p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb shtres\u00eb antikomuniste, internimeve pambarim, q\u00eb kisha d\u00ebgjuar dhe lexuar shum\u00eb dekada m\u00eb par\u00eb, kur jam takuar me njer\u00ebz, q\u00eb ishin arratisur mes sakrificave t\u00eb m\u00ebdha nga kampet e p\u00ebrqendrimit komunist, rrethuar me tela me gjemba dhe bunkere lufte, plot roje me mitraloza t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb,\u00a0\u00a0ndodheshin n\u00eb disa burgjet t\u00eb sketerrit komunist, n\u00eb disa zona t\u00eb humbura ose t\u00eb pabanuara t\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb.<\/div>\n<div>U emocionova shum\u00eb, mbasi njihja n\u00eb detaje historin\u00eb plot dhimbje dhe breng\u00eb, q\u00eb ka kaluar familja fisnike dribane Sina.<\/div>\n<div>N\u00eb ato momente mu mbyll goja, nuk kisha z\u00eb t\u2019i them di\u00e7ka mikut tim t\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0shtrenjt\u00eb, p\u00ebr at\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0dh\u00ebmbje\u2026 por i shtr\u00ebngova fort dor\u00ebn me trup t\u00eb rr\u00ebnqethur, dhe me mend i thashe: \u201c<em>Q\u00ebndro mik i dashtun, se ti po e p\u00ebrcjell N\u00ebn\u00ebn e dhimbjeve t\u00eb m\u00ebdha t\u00eb familjes tuaj, n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0madhe, e ajo n\u00eb parajs\u00eb do t\u00eb lutet p\u00ebr djalin e saj, q\u00eb e kishte si drit\u00ebn e syve t\u00eb ballit. Mos u merzit mik i dashtur Beqir, se n\u00ebn\u00ebn tuaj po e percjell si nje mbretereshe, me nj\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0pjes\u00ebmarrje shum\u00eb t\u00eb madhe t\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0miqve dhe dashamir\u00ebve tuaj nga gjith\u00eb trojet etnike shqiptare\u2026 N\u00ebnlokja pushoft\u00eb n\u00eb paqe, e i leht\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0i qoft\u00eb dheu i k\u00eb saj toke t\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0bekuar, e ju familjarisht Zoti, ua prift\u00eb mbar\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0n\u00eb \u00e7do hap t\u00eb\u00a0\u00a0jet\u00ebs!<\/em>\u201d<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kjo ishte N\u00ebna e vuajtjeve\u2026 Nga Tom\u00eb Mrijaj Krishtlindja, \u00ebsht\u00eb festa tradicionale e lindjes s\u00eb Jezusit f\u00ebmij\u00eb, i cili, me madh\u00ebshti p\u00ebrkujtohet nga e gjith\u00eb bota. Po k\u00ebto dit\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdha t\u00eb ardhjes n\u00eb jet\u00eb t\u00eb Krishtit, u nda nga jeta n\u00ebna e vuajtjes H\u00ebna Sina, q\u00eb kaloi vuajtje, sikurse Krishti, n\u00eb kalvarin e diktatur\u00ebs&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[12],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2239","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-jete-komuniteti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2239","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2239"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2239\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2241,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2239\/revisions\/2241"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2239"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2239"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistakuvendi.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2239"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}