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Ylber Merdani: Se doja shum\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00eb e putha pak\u2026\u201d dhe \u201cLot\u00ebt n\u00eb syt\u00eb e nj\u00eb burrit jan\u00eb margaritar\u00eb!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Requim Homazh p\u00ebr Poetin dhe Publicistin e njohur korcar Ylber Merdani<\/strong> <\/p>\n

Shkruar nga Raimonda MOISIU<\/p>\n

I trisht\u00eb lajmi i ndarjes nga jeta i Poetit e Publicistit t\u00eb njohur korcar Ylber Merdani, ndjejm\u00eb trishtimin, boshll\u00ebkun dhe munges\u00ebn q\u00eb na l\u00eb n\u00eb zem\u00ebr e shpirt, gjithmon\u00eb humbje e nj\u00eb personaliteti intelektual, komb\u00ebtar e historike p\u00ebr kombin, letrat shqipe dhe shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb shqiptare. Un\u00eb kam pasur fatin e lumtur, se me poetin Ylber Merdani, m\u00eb lidh miq\u00ebsia e hersh\u00ebme, prej f\u00ebmij\u00ebris\u00eb son\u00eb, e n\u00eb vazhdim, lindur dhe rritur n\u00eb lagjen e; \u201cMirahorit t\u00eb Madh\u201d, n\u00eb lagjen e Merdan\u00ebve, e Tuxhar\u00ebve, e bejler\u00ebve Mytevelinj, e Tabak\u00ebve etj, nj\u00eb nga lagjet autoktone t\u00eb aristokracis\u00eb myslimane. Poeti dhe publicisti Ylber Merdani ka lindur n\u00eb qytetin e Kor\u00e7\u00ebs, n\u00eb nj\u00eb familje autoktone qytetare, nga aristokracia myslimane m\u00eb e hersh\u00ebme e k\u00ebtij qyteti dhe n\u00eb nj\u00eb nga ato \u201cFamiljet e M\u00ebdha Shqiptare\u201d, sikund\u00ebr \u00ebsht\u00eb edhe familja \u201cMerdani\u201d. N\u00eb historin\u00eb e Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb, familja \u201cMerdani\u201d, ka qen\u00eb me nj\u00eb influenc\u00eb jo vet\u00ebm brenda qarkut t\u00eb Kor\u00e7\u00ebs, e vendit, por edhe m\u00eb tej, ne Ballkan. Edhe pse ka kaluar m\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00eb shekull – jemi gati n\u00eb mbarim t\u00eb cerek shekullit t\u00eb nj\u00ebzetenj\u00ebt\u00eb, por akoma edhe sot n\u00eb memorien e kombit, n\u00eb memorien e brezave t\u00eb ardhsh\u00ebm t\u00eb Kor\u00e7\u00ebs ton\u00eb ndihen: forca, karizma, shpirti filantropik e intelektual, humanizmi, njeriu arsimdash\u00ebs, atdhetar e influenca e familjes Merdani. Brezat e ardhsh\u00ebm t\u00eb Kor\u00e7\u00ebs son\u00eb, p\u00ebrpiqen t\u00eb adaptojn\u00eb nga aureola e k\u00ebsaj familjeje fisnike dhe bashk\u00ebkoh\u00ebsit e fisit \u201cMerdani\u201d shprehen me dhimbje duke th\u00ebn\u00eb se: kjo familje u p\u00ebrndoq dhe u persekutua pa asnj\u00eb shkak.
Regjimi komunist influenc\u00ebn dhe fisnik\u00ebrin\u00eb e k\u00ebsaj familjeje autoktone kor\u00e7are e shihte si nj\u00eb k\u00ebrc\u00ebnim demokratik, p\u00ebr sistemin e tyre t\u00eb urryer. P\u00ebrve\u00e7 burgosjes t\u00eb burrave t\u00eb fisit Merdani, q\u00eb nga tregetar\u00ebt e grosist\u00ebt e k\u00ebsaj familjeje, deri te k\u00ebng\u00ebtari i talentuar, artisti i kombit, Sherif Merdani, poeti e publicisti Ylber Merdani, pjes\u00ebtar\u00ebt e tjer\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj familjeje t\u00eb madhe ju n\u00ebnshtruan kalvarit t\u00eb tmerrsh\u00ebm t\u00eb persekutimeve, vuajtjeve dhe dhimbjeve, edhe n\u00eb internim, p\u00ebr 24 vjet. Sa her\u00eb vija n\u00eb Korc\u00eb, takimin e par\u00eb do e kisha me mikun tim, poetin e publicistin, Ylber Merdani, t\u00eb vuajturin n\u00eb burgjet fam\u00ebkeqe t\u00eb diktatur\u00ebs komuniste dhe n\u00eb internim, nj\u00eb prej z\u00ebrave q\u00eb nuk hesht\u00ebn p\u00ebr krimet e diktatur\u00ebs. Aty ulur aty n\u00ebn hijen e nj\u00eb bliri, n\u00eb oborrin e Bar Restorant;\u201dSofra Voskopojare\u201d, n\u00ebn shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb e me poetesh\u00ebs Zhaneta Tuxhari, kompozitorin e serenatave Nonda Kajno dhe editorin e Korcane\u00ebs., publicistin korcar Erget Cenolli, etj. Ashtu i pak\u00ebt n\u00eb trup, me thinjat mbi krye, fliste me humorin e holl\u00eb, ironik, sarkastik, dhe kur fliste p\u00ebr dashurin\u00eb cdo tipar i fytyr\u00ebs s\u00eb tij qeshte, k\u00ebnaqej dhe nga shpirti i tij lirik dilte vargu klasik i poezive t\u00eb tij q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb edhe aristokracia e poezive.
Ndjej nj\u00eb emocion t\u00eb vecant\u00eb teksa po shkruaj k\u00ebt\u00eb requem p\u00ebr nj\u00eb burr\u00eb plot virtyte, mik, koleg, bashk\u00ebshort sh\u00ebmbullor dhe nj\u00eb artdash\u00ebs i cmuar, si Poeti dhe Publicisti Ylber Merdani. Ende ruaj n\u00eb kujtes\u00eb, rr\u00ebfimin e tij n\u00eb nj\u00eb intervsit\u00eb kam zhvilluar me t\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn q\u00eb n\u00eb fjal\u00ebt para shprehte fatin fatal e t\u00eb pamohuesh\u00ebm t\u00eb bashk\u00ebvuajt\u00ebsve, nj\u00eb rr\u00ebfim tragjik, p\u00ebrpos gjith\u00eb atij kalvari dhimbjesh e vuatjesh, deri n\u00eb humbje jete, sakrifca, q\u00eb poeti dhe publicisti Ylber Merdani dhe bashk\u00ebkohasit e tij, p\u00ebrjetuan n\u00eb burgjet e diktatur\u00ebs. I thinjur, me syze, disi i mpakur n\u00eb trup, por energjik, optimist i qeshur e plot humor, her\u00eb sarkastik dhe her\u00eb gazmor, altruist dhe me shpres\u00eb tek ardhmja, Ylberi t\u00eb jepte p\u00ebrshtypjen e nj\u00eb personazhi q\u00eb jetoi nj\u00ebherazi mes s\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebs historike dhe hipokrizis\u00eb s\u00eb koh\u00ebs, mes tragjikes dhe dhimbjes, mes atyre personazheve \u201c ish \u2013 heronj\u201d, q\u00eb nuk kan\u00eb t\u00eb krahasuar, e i shkat\u00ebrruan \u00ebnd\u00ebrrat dhe u munduan t\u00eb p\u00ebrdhosnin nderin e familjes Merdani! Por ja vjen nj\u00eb dit\u00eb e nd\u00ebrrojn\u00eb koh\u00ebt, rolet dhe personazhet. Nd\u00ebrrojn\u00eb v\u00ebrtet! \u201cIsh- heronjt\u00eb\u201d zveniten, ushton klithma e z\u00ebrit t\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00ebve, klithm\u00eb p\u00ebr nderin e rilindjen e nj\u00eb shpirti t\u00eb lir\u00eb. Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb iluzion, se jeta tashm\u00eb ka ndryshuar, jan\u00eb kilthma t\u00eb nj\u00eb tragjedie historike, biles, as q\u00eb mund t\u00eb perceptohen – thoshte poeti Ylber Merdani, \u2013 nga brezat e ardhsh\u00ebm. Ai botoi nj\u00eb studim publicstik mbi krimet e komunizmit ndaj inteligjenc\u00ebs p\u00ebrparimtare t\u00eb koh\u00ebs, ishte z\u00ebri i par\u00eb popullor, p\u00ebr t\u00eb kuptuar jet\u00ebn, ekzistenc\u00ebn, bashk\u00ebjetes\u00ebn e t\u00eb mir\u00ebs me t\u00eb keqen, t\u00eb dhimbjes me vuajtjen, t\u00eb s\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebs me krimin, libri q\u00eb na rr\u00ebfeu, se cil\u00ebt kemi q\u00ebn\u00eb e cil\u00ebt jemi n\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. N\u00eb at\u00eb rr\u00ebfim shpesh, syt\u00eb e poetit p\u00ebrloteshin, porse \u201crrezatimi i atyre lot\u00ebve\u201d \u2013 \u00ebsht\u00eb margaritar n\u00eb syt\u00eb e nj\u00eb burri\u201d- shprehej Ylberi. Q\u00eb do t\u00eb thot\u00eb se edhe n\u00eb fatkeq\u00ebsi, n\u00eb dhimbje e g\u00ebzim, n\u00ebn trysnin\u00eb e realitetit tjet\u00ebrsohesh e nd\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsohesh, p\u00ebr t\u00eb hedhur n\u00eb let\u00ebr, emocionin, plag\u00ebn q\u00eb ti mendon se ka z\u00ebn\u00eb kore, p\u00ebr t\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb mesazhin ndryshe t\u00eb p\u00ebrjet\u00ebsimit e nderimit t\u00eb vepr\u00ebs s\u00eb tyre. Ylber Merdani, poezin\u00eb e donte si f\u00ebmij\u00ebn e tij, e kishte \u201cdashurin\u00eb e tij t\u00eb p\u00ebrjetshme\u201d;
\u201cSonte s\u2019dua dim\u00ebr dua maj, \/ Tani nat\u00ebn le t\u00eb shkrep\u00eb dielli, \/ Kam dy buz\u00ebt, kam dy syt\u00eb e saj, \/ Sonte kam k\u00ebta dy yje qielli.
Sonte dertet, brengat i p\u00ebrzura, \/ Sonte jam i joti, -Dashuri. \/ Le t\u00eb tallet dhe h\u00ebna me mua, \/ \u201cCilimi, i shkreti cilimi.\u201d
Nd\u00ebrsa lexoja poezit\u00eb e poetit Ylber Merdani, vura re se fjalori poetik i tij me nj\u00eb larmi t\u00eb gjetura shprehjesh gjuh\u00ebsore e metaforash, shkruar n\u00eb vitet e dhimbjes e t\u00eb mbijetes\u00ebs, brenda nj\u00eb fshati t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, i internuar, i vetmuar, n\u00eb Shtyll\u00eb t\u00eb Vithkuqit, -apo- brenda mureve t\u00eb burgut t\u00eb Spacit. Poezit\u00eb e tij jan\u00eb t\u00eb mrekullueshme, meditative, mjesht\u00ebr i ironis\u00eb e sarkazm\u00ebs, i humorit dhe batutave, i dhimbjes e trishtimit, mallit e dashuris\u00eb, me nj\u00eb stil elegant e elokuent n\u00eb var\u00ebsi t\u00eb rrethanave fizike e shpirt\u00ebrore q\u00eb e ka shkruar poezin\u00eb. Duke p\u00ebrfshir\u00eb edhe poezin\u00eb;\u201dRikthim n\u00eb Korc\u00eb pas 24 vitesh\u201d, p\u00ebrshkrimi i shmb\u00eblltyr\u00ebs letrare, eleganca e vargjeve dhe fisnik\u00ebria e z\u00ebrit t\u00eb tij poetik mbesin t\u00eb pazv\u00ebnd\u00ebsueshme. Pesha e historis\u00eb q\u00ebndron e mbushur me dhimbje, sakrifica, vuajtje, d\u00ebshp\u00ebrim dhe i pashpres\u00eb n\u00eb Korc\u00eb, aty ku ka rr\u00ebnj\u00ebt e tij.
\u201cPa kisha dhe prind\u00ebr, pa kisha sht\u00ebpi, \/ nga shok\u00ebt askush s\u2019paska mbetur.\/ Kaloj k\u00ebsaj rruge si i huaj tani,\/ I thinjur, i k\u00ebrrusur, kock\u00eb tretur.\/ Me mijra mendime, kujtime n\u00eb kok\u00eb,\/ Pengohem, rr\u00ebzohem p\u00ebrdhe. \/ \u201cU vrave o bir?\u201d -nj\u00eb z\u00eb m\u00eb thot\u00eb, \/ \u00ebsht\u00eb z\u00ebri yt m\u00ebm\u00ebdhe!
Apo te vargjet e para t\u00eb po k\u00ebsaj poezie kur thot\u00eb:\u201cDikur k\u00ebsaj rruge, kaloja i qet\u00eb, \/ Dhe koll\u00eb nuk kisha aspak. \/ Po kisha ca shpresa, ca \u00ebndrra n\u00eb jet\u00eb, \/ Pa kisha dhe miken zambak.\u201d
Vargje lirike q\u00eb analizojn\u00eb deri n\u00eb imt\u00ebsi t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn e nj\u00eb ekzistence t\u00eb fragmentizuara me sqim\u00eb intelektuale, me forc\u00ebn e dhimbjes e t\u00eb dashuris\u00eb njer\u00ebzore. N\u00eb nj\u00eb poezi t\u00eb till\u00eb lirike Poeti Ylber Merdani na jep dhimbjen q\u00eb ka kaluar n\u00ebp\u00ebr rrotat e historis\u00eb. E n\u00eb dit\u00ebn e ikjes s\u00eb Poetit e Publicistit t\u00eb njohur korcar, Ylber Merdani kemi aq shum\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb treguar, kujtime q\u00eb p\u00ebrzier me trishtimin ton\u00eb, jan\u00eb; mir\u00ebnjohja dhe vler\u00ebsimi. Mir\u00ebnjohje, q\u00eb jeta na ofroi t\u00eb ishim pjes\u00eb e orbit\u00ebs s\u00eb m\u00ebncuris\u00eb dhe erudicionit t\u00eb tij intelektual, qytetar e krijues, duke qen\u00eb nga njer\u00ebzit e panumurt q\u00eb m\u00ebsuam shum\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr prej personalitetit, dhe drit\u00ebs s\u00eb vepr\u00ebs dhe kontributit t\u00eb cmuar q\u00eb la pa.
Mir\u00ebnjohje dhe nderim p\u00ebr mikun dhe kolegun ton\u00eb t\u00eb cmuar, Ylber Merdani, hija e vepr\u00ebs s\u00eb tij do t\u00eb malit shquhet nd\u00ebr breza si nj\u00eb vler\u00eb komb\u00ebtare e historike.
U prehsh n\u00eb paqe Ylberi yn\u00eb i mrekulluesh\u00ebm, Poeti i Dhimbjes e Dashuris\u00eb!
Qofsh i paharruar! \u00cbngj\u00ebjt t\u00eb k\u00ebndofshin n\u00eb \u00e7do agim!<\/p>\n


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